Chapter 19
Asswipe
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After my memory flash two days ago I've been avoiding all the guys and girls. I didn't ask about Peter because I wasn't ready to face him even after three years.
I remember when he was told about my amnesia. He said he's glad I won't remember now I do but I'm not gonna tell anyone and I'll see if he'll show up.
It was 1 in the afternoon and I was home alone. I decided to sing, I used to sing with Peter and ever since he left I never performed on a stage. I had only played a few times when I'm alone.
I grabbed my guitar and started strumming the beat of the song which described how I felt at the moment.
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I was to into the song I didn't realize Aiden was in my room until I heard him softly clapping.
I jerked out of my music induced trance which made my guitar fall which resulted into snapping of a couple of strings
"Holy fudge", I said as I tried to collect myself.
Aiden raised an eyebrow, " I don't swear", I said which made him snicker. I was glad he didn't bring up the singing.
"Sorry about your guitar, I didn't know you sang."
I hurriedly shook my head, " I don't sing, that was lip sync". He realized I didn't want to talk about it and he allowed it to go.
"Why are you home early?", I asked.
He shrugged and said,"I skipped last period"
I rolled my eyes and walked out of the room stupidly leaving Aiden with my personal belongings.
I went downstairs and grabbed a chocolate bar and a bottle of OJ. I walked back into my room and stood rooted to the spot.
AIDEN WAS READING MY JOURNAL.
I wanted to move but I couldn't. Then he started reading my entry out loud.
I'm a broken angel
But I hide it well
I'm a broken angel
I'm not good for anyone
But they stand by me
I soar
High and high
I roar
Loud and loud
I'm a broken angel
You can lie to me
I'm a broken angel
I won't make no change
I'm a broken angel
I feel
No pain
I shed
No tears
I'm a broken angel
Nothing
You do
Would make a change
I don't remember them
But they are here for me
I feel like so useless
I try to hide my feelings
Behind my bright smile
I'm a broken angel
Nothing
You do
Would make a change
"You just wrote that, didn't you?", I couldn't reply. I was fighting the tears threatening to spill out of my eyes.
"I didn't write it, it's all from the internet", I lied but I knew he didn't believe me.
He stared at me shook his head and walked past me.
I heard the door slam and I winced.
I wrote the song lyrics last night. I decided to just ignore it knowing Aiden won't talk about it most especially to my sister and Phoebe.
I was glad he didn't see the entry about Peter. I took my journal and hid it inside my large closet. I decided to watch a movie but ended up falling asleep.
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I woke up around six in the evening, I could hear voices meaning the whole gang was downstairs hopefully excluding Aiden.
I freshened up and changed into one of my oversized hoodies and leggings. I wore my ankle boots hoping to get some time out of the house.
I brushed my hair and pulled it into a ponytail. I grabbed my phone headset and wallet and headed downstairs.
The voices got louder as I walked towards the kitchen. The guys were sitting on the counter doubling in laughter while Phoebe and Mia where on their phones also laughing.
Aiden was nowhere to be seen. I walked up to them and awkwardly cleared my throat. They all looked at me and smiled.
"I was just about to come get you, we're going out for dinner, wanna come?".
I nodded and leaned against the wall.
Just then, the guys started laughing and I looked in the direction of their attention. Aiden was freaking shirtless and his body was wet. His hair was also wet probably he had a shower. He looked like a freaking cover model and I couldn't help but gaping.
The guys explained that Debbie had dumped a cup of smoothie on him which was funny though I didn't know who she was but I didn't laugh because of the view in front of me.
"Like what you see?", He said smirking.
I snapped out of my abs induced trance and said,
"You asswipe, Why would I stare at an attention hogging cockalorum with snollygoster attitude like you? You're a pillock and a lickspittle with zero IQ. You are too much of a milksop and smellfungus to be paid attention to"
He then mumbled "at least an asswipe is useful". I just blalantly ignored him.
Everyone stood there too shocked to move. I walked out of the house and saw everyone scrambling to follow suit.
We decided to take the limo instead of taking separated cars. Phoebe then said, "When next you insult someone, please speak English". Through out the ride Aiden was very quiet while we all chatted, I guess I hurt his stupid ego.
I smirked to my self. Then Mia and Phoebe started singing along to 7 rings by Ariana Grande blasting through the limo speakers. Soon Tony joined in and surprisingly Ace. I didn't feel like so I just watched as they were having fun.
I was kind of surprised Tony hadn't brought up our "relationship" but I'm glad because I don't have feelings for him anymore I guess.
We stopped at the restaurant and we all pilled out, the name of the restaurant was la Porte. It sounded familiar.
I tried to remember how I know the name but I felt the familiar sharp pain go through my head and right there and then, I blacked out.
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Heyyyy.... Hope y'all liked that. I did I triple update which is cool. I had a really uneventful week but I pulled through. It took me a day to put the two chapters and new character list together up buh I did it.
This chapter is dedicated to my lovely friend Esther and ma'am for their ideas and support when I had writer's block. Thanks shorty and ma'am.
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