Sudden Brust Out

" So.." Shawn said when we both are get out from the house..

He told Alex than we are going out.. than they told us that they also want to come.. because they also don't want to be there.. I mean it's fun.. if it's dance and all.. but after that it's boring.. and I don't want to be there. Plus Shawn don't want be there..

" Well I never come here so I don't have any idea where to do.. to tell me.. " Shawn said looking at us.. me and hazz look at each other.. and I know what we are thinking.. so I know where to go.. Alex just as confused like shawn. They don't know what's going on in our mind..

" Oky.. give me the car keys.." i said to Alex.. forward my hand to him.. so he can give me keys..

I know how to drive.. but we didn't usually drive. Beacuse Grayson never want to be drive.. And I hate that when he didn't give us keys to drive..

Shawn and Alex look at each other. I know they didn't know that we can drive. Beacuse we never do. We always just get in.. and driver pick us up.. so they never see us driving the car..

" You know how to drive.." Shawn ask to me with confusedly..

" Of course she know.. we are all rounders.. now I you want to guys come with us.. you have to trust us.. right baby.. " hazz said to them. And than look at me. And I just wink at her..

" What you say brother.. i don't think it's good idea.. we have other option.. we can go back in. " Alex said scarily..

" Oohh come on Alex.. just trust me you will remember this ride in your whole life.. " i said to him.. and he glup.. when I said..

" Looking at you like this.. hearing your words.. my mind said that it's better to go in or trust you.. I know you are good girl. Smart girl.. maybe you know how to drive.. but still.. I love me more.. you know I am fucking just 26.. " he said t o me.. ma and hazz laugh..

" Will you give me or not.. last chance.. " i said to him.. and he look at Shawn..

" Give her.. i will be her side.. nothing going to be Happen.. " shwan said.. I just rolled my eyes..

" Nothing going to be happen.." I mimick him.. and hazz just laugh.. and Shawn smrike.. but Alex give me the keys..

" Now come on kid's.. we have to long ride.. tie your seatbelts.. " i told them. And they are rolled there eye's. And do what I said.. I also get in the passenger seat. And did same thing..

" Here we go..." I told them. And start the car... An I know where we are going to.. the ride is quite.. they still are scared that I don't know how to drive.. sometimes I just speed up to scare them.. than Shawn just got mad little. So I just come to in Normal speed. And we are go our destination...

" Can you tell me at least where we are going.. " Shawn said to me.. I roll my eyes to him..

" We will be there.. than you can see in your won eyes.. " I told him..

" Damn it.. why i suggest it to go to out.. " he murmured.. I didn't say anything.. I know once we reach our destination.. he will love it.. and he's all this moody behavior gone..

Me and hazz go when we have to go to chill out.. or some time clear out though.. when we are confused, angry , mad, sad, hurt, happy or any other problem.. we go there.. that place is quite romantic.. and also beautiful.. in night it's more beautiful than we can see in day.. so I know the Staves brothers will love it..

" Okky we are here.." i told them.. and hazz excited about it.. we all are get out from the car.. I give keys to Shawn because I didn't take purse or anything with me.. not even my cell phone..

Hazz grab Alex hand and they both are walk away.. before telling me that they will meet us in hour or two.. and I don't mind it for that..

" So.. what is the place.." he asked me. And looking at the place.. and smile..

" This is a walk along the South Bank of the River Thames in the heart of London. The path is officially known as "The Queen's Walk"," i said to him.. and he nodded..

" Interesting... " He said to me.. and I smile.. we both are walk in there place.. it's place little quit there not much people are here. So I am happy for that.. because it's famous place.. whenever we come there is always people whom they come. In night.. it's looking more beautiful.. it's cold here.. but I like it..

" You like it.." i ask him. And he nodded..

" I know you will Iike it." I said and smile.. we both are stopp there. And looking at River.. I feel relaxed..

" It's quite place.. plus it's relaxing.. " he said to me.. I nooded with my head and smile.. I feel he's hand to touch mind.. than he told my hand. Our fingers are hugging to each other.. it's chilly night. Plus this feeling.. it's quit romantic..

" What's your tomorrow's plan.." he ask me.. I look at him. And we both are stood front of each other..

" I don't know Gray and Bobby both are going to borabora they have morning flight so before we wake up.. they are already left.. plus it's my and hazz last day so we both are spending with family.. baking.. and having fun with them.. nothing special.. " i said to him... He nodded with he's head.. with he's hand he hold my waist and pull me closer to me.. and don't mind it that..

" What's your plan.." I said Ignor all this stupid feeling..

" Nothing just have meeting with come Clint's.. and yeahh forget to tell you.. you guys are also coming with us in our private plane.. and this time we both are will enjoy plan not to stupid ignore each other and all drama.. " he said to me playing with my hairs.. I just rolled my eyes.. he's hand travel done to my cheeks.. and he's hand also clod.. he pull me towards to me.. and kiss my lips..

I closed my eyes.. and hug my arm to he's neck.. he pull me closer to me that we don't have space.. he kiss me passionately.. biting my lips.. give me pressure.. to kiss him back the way he kissing me.. and I did..

We both are pull away.. he kiss my forehead.. and I open my eyes.. and look at him.. he smile at me..

" You always suprise me.. " he said to me.. and I giggle.

" So you know about me everything.. now I also want to know about you more.. so tell me about you.. " i said to him.. hearing this.. he smile dropped. And he nervous.. he's jaw tighten.. he pull away slowly to me.. and look at to the river.. like he thinking about something or I just ask him wrong question.

" You know everything about me.. like my family.. my anger issue.. or I am so passionate about my work. There is nothing that to know me about more.. " he said to me..

" Ohh come on.. everyone has secrets.. like I have.. but it's not more.. and you accept me the way I am.. " I ask him.. waiting for to say something..

" I know but it's not important that everyone has.. and I am the CEO famous Staves.. i am open book.. there is nothing that everyone not know about me.. " he said to me.. I agree what he just said..

" Shawn.. I don't believe in Media.. and online news.. I just see news about what's going on in Earth. Not that whos dating who.. it's a bullshit.. half of the thing is fake. An you telling me that check there or believe there.. so I have to date them.. not you.. " I said to him jokingly but he get it seriously..

" What he'll Bella.. you know what are you talking about.. i get it you don't trust them.. but what it is date thing.. when I told you there is nothing to say why can't you just accept it.. why are you keep asking me.. " he yelled at me.. and I jump on the floor. He's suddan out brust.. what the hell just happened.. did I really get mad asking that.. when he said than I got scared.. he snapped himself what he just said. Suddan he's action change..

" Bella.. i am so so sorry. I just. I am sorry oky.. you just keep asking me.. I don't like to. Repeat it again. I get it looking at me like this you think that maybe I am hiding.. if I did.. just give me some more time so I can be ready to explain.. " he said calmly..

" I don't mean to yelled at you like this.. I am sorry.. I will never do it again.. I am sorry baby.. " he said to me.. and I just nodded..

" It's.. it's oky.. it's my fault I keep asking you.." I told him shuttering.. it is my fault.. everything is going well than why the hell come into. This my mind. If he want to tell me he will tell me by himself..

" You don't have to apologise Bella. You didn't do anything wrong.. i get it you want to know me.. but still Bella it's for me the whole thing is new.. I mean I accept that in past I was with lots of girl's.. sleeping around.. but I never felt that what I am felt when you near me.. " he said to me..

" Just give me time.. I will be in my good behavior.. " he said to me and kiss my forehead.. I didn't say anything to him..

We both are stood there after that suddan out brustout.. no one said sny word.. it's just slient. We both are in our own thoughts..

In future if something like happen again.. he will act like this.. they way he did.. he telling me that he's trying.. but still.. people get time to this.. I have to give him chance.. but still.. did I ready for this.. again my life come in this where I stand before.. did I ready for this.. did I really want him to be my life..

Questions.. questions.. questions.. lots of questions.. I know he make me smile.. make me special but still.. when he mad.. he did see that where he is.. what he talking about and with whom.. he forget about everything when he got mad.. is he ever change. Will he control he's anger. And I just asked him about he's life to know him more.. I know I know him.. but it's not that.. l want to know everything about him..

It got me scared.. it's make me scared.. how the hell I will next time asked anything to him.. what he got mad again..

Fuck it what i am thinking about all this stupid things.. he is not like that.. I know he care about me.. he's possessive about me. Why the hell than I am starting to think all bullshit.. no he's not like him.. I know him.. he always with me.. when I needed him.. he never left my side.. but still.. now that I am with him.. why I feel alone..

Because I make him mad.. I don't know what he's thinking about me.. will he mad if I disturb me.. damn it Bella.. I screwed all things.. we are in famous place.. and the climate are beautiful romantic.. and what I did.. fuck me.. it's my fault not he's..

" Will you stop thinking all fucking shit.." Shawn said.. I look at him nervously..

" Bella.. baby.. i already told this.. and I am again telling you that.. you don't have to nervous around me.. or feel embarrass or scared.. if I got mad.. just punch me or slap me.. I know it will work with me. You know like teachers do with there students.. when there student come to the class without homework.. like this.. " he said to me.. when he explain.. I just punch his chest to hard..

" Oww.. what's that for.." he said rubbing it where I punch him..

" For yells at me.. you don't know how much negative thinking come to my mind.. I just ask simple question.. if you said that first time that you will tell me when time's come.. I will never ask again. But what you did.. you just confused me.. and made me to get curious about it.. and  that's why keep poking you.. it's your fault.. " i said to him.. and he smile..

" Yeah you are right.. I am stupid.. I am sorry.. it will naver Happen.." he said to me.. I roll my eyes.. but nodded with my head..

" Yeahh.. whatever.." i said to him..

" Now see who's showing attitude.." he said me..

" Than whom I are show attitude.. if it's not you.. " i ask me.. he think something.. and than end of calculation he know what I am saying..

" Of course me.. I want you to do all things with me and only me.. " he said. And pull me closer to him.. and kiss me.. and I smile and kiss him back..

" Hmmm I can't get enough.." he said to me.. and kiss me again..

" Oky love bird's... Times up.. I am hungry.." hazz come to us.. and we both are broke the kiss and than rolled our eyes to her..

" So let's go Kidd's.. I am driving.." hazz said..  Shawn look at me and asking that is safe or not.. I laugh and nodded.. so he throw keys to hazz side.. and hazz catch it.. and like this we all are go for dinner..

We enjoy our time.. joke around pulling legs each other's.. and each so much food.. the waiters of the restaurant are quite looking sexy.. she is try to flirt with Alex but hazz snap her. Than he try to do the same thing with Shawn.. but Shawn pull me to he's lap and told me to order food for us.. and Shawn also said that we want another waiters who's he's bad he's boy.. and he doing with same with us.. Shawn did let go off me to he's laps.. so he started to give wink flirty smile to hazz. But Alex snap him and yelled at him.. than he called Manager and ask him that what's going on here and all.. me and hazz just laugh.. and enjoy it.. Shawn also join him and than like this.. manager serve us dinner and whatever he ask him to.. and he also apologize to there waiters behavior..

Eating food.. we also order some wine for drink.. to bit relax.. and than we four of us handed to home..

When we reach there the ball are almost over. Only our family members and some Bobby and Grayson's friend's are here..

Gray's friends and Bobby's friends.. and also they both are there. And talking.. we all join them.. and we talk little with them.. I feel tried.. so I greet them. And give gray kiss to he's cheeks. And Shawn to he's lips.. hug hazz and Alex i than left them..

I reach my room.. and I Remove All of this things and make-up.. and dress.. and get little bit relax.. and than get warm shower.. and than I going to be sleep in bed.. I remember that tomorrow I will be not going to see gray.. so I have to say him proper goodbye.. so I again left the room. And Walk to the living room. Or are left.. except Bobby and her friends and Gray's firends.. they still are talking.. I ask where is gray.. they told me that he went to he's bedroom..

They ask me why I am searching him.. so I told them to say goodbye to him.. because I know I am not going to up this Morning to say goodbye to him.. Bobby didn't say much.. so I walk to gray bedroom and open it without knocking..

He get mad when I enter.. beacuse he just get out of in the shower.. I walk to him.. and hug him tightly.. he hug me back.. we both stay like this little.. than I broke the hug.. and say him why i am here.. we both are talk more.. he kiss my forehead.. and than I hug him again.. and left he's room...

I when to my bed. And than sleep worry free. Smiling to my face and sleep for see now dreams.