CHAPTER 3: ‘Alone’

I never cared until I met you

Another gloomy, stormy day. Wasn't really into going out and do my regular housework. Put the garbage out, watering the garden, preparing some food for today. I couldn't sit outside to enjoy the results of last year gardening plans.

I waited for the weather forecast to be true. The rain was to clear in 2 hours. And it happened. Typical of summers here, after it rains humidity raises and every thing that got wet by the rain dries.

But there was something else really bothering me.

Last night dream. So vivid. So real. So sexually arousing. So yummy.

Every time it came back to mind it did in a way that intensified my desire for more of him, feeling him in every possible existing way. The results of this dream were so intense, still lingers in my mind. And body.

We were alone in the room. No lights. We decided to get rid of any possible distraction. No tv, no phone, no internet. We even disconnected our wifi and phones. I never ever experienced this solitude around me. It was a great conductor for increasing and enjoy of the senses, something we thought it was going to be so intimate, so intense. A moment when two life's become vulnerable and sensitive, a clean and honest prove of our inner selves. We were there ready to experiment, enjoy and rejoice, then taken away from the real world into an intoxicating world of lush and pleasure.

Myself, I wanted to try something I've read in an article. Originally designed to control your pelvic inner muscles, it can prevent your bladder to have 'accidents' when feeling going to pee. You hold your inside pelvic muscles like when you go peeing to stop the flow and release, start with 5 then increase first slow, then in sets of 10 increasing the speed. Relax between sets.

I master this. I case of emergency going pee, I could hold it a bit more. No more 'accidental' leaks.

Inadvertently, I created a new sexual satisfying tool. During intercourse, I just had to do my exercises while contracting and releasing my inside inner pelvic muscles.

I was told it made trip to ecstasy faster or longer, or just to coordinate for both come at the same time.

Magnífico!

I went to bed with that in mind.

That night I was incredibly sexually aroused, but alone. I wished Gary was with me. He just arrived from a lwas traveling at the moment.

That night my cravings snd desire for hard core sex was intense. I played with myself, not much excitement.

I slowly fell into the world of my friend and lover.

Some where in the middle of the night, we found ourselves laying naked in bed, spooning after a couple of wild fucking sex the way only he knew. No time for time out. Didn't wanna loose the feeling, the more we drank, the more we fucked.

Way past 3am we had to call I quits.

I could feel his Vick in and out in an uncontrollable frenzy, myself doing that special contracting exercise. I noticed that the more I kept doing it , the more he expressed and released his more inner desires and thoughts. There was a moment when both of us disconnected, ignoring our senses and wild dreams.

Chacha, Chacha, Chacha I hear, his heavy breathing was the preamble to his most locked for desired orgasm.

We always wanted to reach the pinnacle together. This was the perfect time.

We continued until we felt our hearts were to explode. Wa Ted to see how far we both could get.

We both cried, we both pushed to the limits. The insatiable inner beast deep inside us came out. We could see that flame inside in our eyes burning brighter and faster, our hearts about to explode.

A long moan came out of my mouth I couldn't control. I felt my self coming as well. I never thought this level was achievable at all.

We found an unknown level we thought we could never ever reach.

If was scaring and satisfying at the same time.

That feeling g lingers inside me.

His cock deep inside me until he could not push it no more. My bitting his cock while in and out, it's head go find a way in to paradise, my inner hug and warm welcoming.

When his time came, he withdrew snd allowed me to see him coming.

Beautiful.

I felt I have found gold.