To the one who is suffering right now,
I may not know the real cause of your suffering nor the thing you're struggling with. I may not be able to fully understand your feelings and the way you think in the middle of your suffering. I may not be even helpful to you. I know that in the middle of the pain you've been feeling lately, you'll have your own breakthrough. Just remember that there's someone who saw the pain in your heart, the doubts in your mind, the chained struggles and the unseen tears of you every night. There's a witness to your every battle as you plunge yourself in tears and begging for help. You thought that no one heard you but there's someone who heard your plea. The emptiness crept in your heart and soul slowly taking your sane. The demons taking every part of your body as you wrestle with the darkness of your life. You thought that there's no hope. You thought that you'll die in sorrows of your life. You thought that it's over. It's raining on your parade.
But no. Don't allow the devil to take the control of yourself. Don't allow negativity to control your system. Don't allow sorrows and pains to drive your life. It's just a season of life, a swing of pendulum from the other side. Don't let sadness be the reason why you exist and why you want to die early. You just don't need to exist but also to live, not just surviving but enjoy life's little surprises.
Everything has a purpose. Every season has their corresponding nutrients and minerals for you to grow. The pendulum doesn't just stop from one side but it continues to swing to both directions. You just need to be positive even when everything seems to be impossible. You need to have at least a little faith to move mountains—of pains and sufferings, troubles, problems, tests, circumstances, and etc. Even the rain makes you grow!
You may be suffering now but my beloved, strengthen your faith. You'll have your own breakthrough and your battle will be won!