The ending of a beginning

We began on a midsummers day, really I didn't know what to say.

A beautiful girl falling for me, but little did I know we just weren't meant to be.

Constant lies, really shouldn't have been a surprise.

I've been played before, was loving me just a chore?

Did you ever really care?

Blowing me kisses through the air, pretending I was the one....

I'm so done...

I really fell for you, now I'm feeling so blue.

I took a risk for you, but it was a risk I was willing to take..

Should've know. Loving you only ever causes heartbreak.

I was so insecure, after all the pain I've had to endure.

Thought you'd be different, but your just the same.

I'm the only one I can really blame.

Tears flowing through my tired blue eyes, slowly my heart dies.

No bandaid can fix a broken heart, especially the one you so viciously tore apart.

Now your just gonna leave me alone??

Leaving me to fend for myself on my own??

Should've know you didn't change..

Should've seen the red flags, our love was strange.

If you want her, then just go..

Just tell me one thing, because I need to know..

Was I ever really one your mind, because every second you were on mine..

I trusted you with my soul..

Was hurting me always your goal?..

What did I do to deserve this pain?

Was loving you all in vain?

You made a promise to love me for me..

But you were looking at others, now I see...

You were my everything, guess I'll throw away the ring...

I don't want this to be over..

But I think it's finally time for me to crossover.

As much as I loved you...

You played me for a fool...

I can't to pretend to be happy, when we both know I'm not.

Another beginning turning to its final ending..

I'll love you forever, but this wasn't gonna last..

I have to put us in the past..