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Lifeless to reach

Who are you? Mary said to her reflection I? I am your past... you probably won’t remember, and even if you do , fate can't be changed, the thread of fate can't be broken. Don't vanish!Where are you going? I? I'm no longer there. My time is gone. When she woke up, Mary wiped away her tears and said: Well, it seems I had a nightmare, my eyes got wet. "I wanted to reach infinity just to find my true essence, but in the end I was afraid to find myself in the depths of this world."

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that day...

Having arrived home, she immediately went to the attic where she licked a family album with photographs and there she saw her beautiful mother and father.

 She had bright deep emerald eyes, white fluffy eyelashes, snow-like skin and a bright natural smile. Her hair fell to her shoulders. It was so beautiful that only the bright light of the sun could outshine it.

 :Ahh...agh, it can't be, mfgh, mgh..

 Covering her mouth with her hands, she began to choke on the streams of tears that flowed down her face.

 Swallowing all her moans so that her aunt would not hear, she tried to release all the pain that had been held in her until that time, and those bitter memories that she tried to erase from her memory rushed in like a flood.

 :I..I tried so hard to forget everything, mnh, gh, whimper.. whimper.

 Sniffing and muttering under her breath, Mary tried to connect her lost memories.

 At first she remembered where and why her parents had gone, and then, trying to dig deeper, she fell unconscious.

 11 years ago:

 Nora and Norman were Mary's parents, due to the fact that her mother was sensitive to the sun's rays and rarely went outside, Mary could not go anywhere without her father.

 But... since Norman was a military man and was rarely at home except on weekends and holidays, his daughter could not brag about anything to her friends, because she didn't have any.

 Apart from her Aunt Anna and family members, no one crossed the threshold of their house.

 Her mother was a beautiful piece of art and her father was fond of painting, and the only happy memory of the old days is the sight of her father painting her mother.

 Her eyes fascinated him, it seemed as if he had been bewitched.

He kept his arts like the apple of his eye, as if he was afraid that someday he would forget what she looked like...

When Mary was 8 years old, her mother began to have nightmares, she constantly called someone's name and begged to come back and also cursed someone through her tears...

One night:

Mary heard moans and screams coming from her mother's room, as well as loud creaking of the window, she was scared, so she decided to look into that place and see if anything had happened to her mother.

:It was you!!! It's all your fault!!gh, mfgh..mgh, ngh, ha.haa.haa...hf..mfh....haaaaa..

Choking with her own speeches, she stood on the edge of the window, her eyes looked at the bright moon and her hands reached out trying to reach her..

: Abigail, James, forgive your mom... whine, whine... I don't deserve to live without you in my life... forgive me, how, mfgh, mgh, ha.. haa.

Entering the room and seeing her mother hanging on the third floor of the house, Mary began to beg her to come down, she sobbed desperately, trying to console her mother.

:mommy?

Mommy!

Please don't leave me, mfg..mm..ngh

I'll be a good girl, I promise.. just don't leave.. waaaaaaa... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Seeing her daughter's face, she only became angrier...coming down from the window, she became enraged and began to yell at Mary louder and louder, raising the tone of her voice.

:It's your fault!! It's all your fault!! Why should I suffer because of such an incipient devil like you.

She attacked the child and began to strangle her with her hands..

:Mommy..let me go..please mom...my

:It was you who killed them..you..my Abigail and James..how could you do this to us..die, die

:Mommy..plea..ngh..kh..nkh

Mary's blue face began to take on a purple tint, her neck turned red and the nails prints exuded the smell of blood.

5 minutes ago:

_Mary is probably upset that I haven't walked with her for a long time, I'll have to show her the sweets that I bought when I get home, she loves cheesecake, right?_

:Darling, I'm home..! Where is everyone?

_why are the lights turned off everywhere, are they really sleeping.._

Okay, then tomorrow I'll make her happy, but for now I'll go to Nora, she also missed me, heh. Entering his wife's room and seeing how his child was suffocating, he immediately rushed to free her from the fight.

:Kha..hka..Kha..ha..haaa..ha

:Mary..baby..how are you!?Can you breathe?

We need to call 119, urgently!

:Daddy..I'm..fine...but mommy..whine..whine.

After having embraced his daughter, he turned to his wife, whose hands were shaking.

:I..I..I don't know what happened to me...

Although Nora was stern, cold-blooded and with a cruel, persistent character, she had never raised a hand against Mary, and from what she did she fell into hysterics.

:Mary..my daughter..forgive me..will you forgive your mother...?..I didn't mean to...I just..just..I don't know what came over me...

:Mommy..are you not angry anymore?

Smiling and shedding bitter tears, she said.

:I'm so happy that mommy is back,.. whine.. whine.. uh.. ugh

: Yes, I'm not angry anymore, everything is fine now.

This went on for months, and every time Nora took her anger out on her, she immediately cried bitterly and apologized..

**Sorry, your mother won't do this again, this is the last time..*

This was repeated in the child's head every single day and she couldn't deny that her mother became like this because of her..

_Mommy became like this because of Mary, I have to save Mommy from Mary, so she will be happy... without me, she will feel better._

But she was never able to disappear from her mother's life, she was afraid, very afraid of life without her affectionate mother, she thought that her actions were too selfish towards her mother, but since she was still just a child, she did not know how to act better , so she left the room less and less, went to eat only when her mother left the kitchen, and ate in her bedroom, she tried to be less visible to her mother, but.. it didn't change anything..

Norman began taking her to see psychologist Dr. Eiran Shmit.

He constantly gave her medicine for insomnia and nightmares...

Nora complained of recurring nightmares and illusions.

After which Eiran awakened her closed memories ... after what she saw, she completely accepted the essence of her past self, but the valley of the mother who gave birth to Mary remained in her.

On the way home, Nora asked to fulfill her wish, to which Norman agreed, but he did not know what his beloved wife wanted from him.

Walking into her room and closing the door, she whispered in his ear..

:Please...I beg...kill me

:What!? Are you out of your mind!? How can you... ask me for this? I love you...

: I beg you... I don't want them to see me commit suicide.

The beauty, fell to her knees, began to beg her husband for peace, to which he added another condition.

:I..fine..but...on the condition that you kill me..

:What?!

:How can you make a murderer out of me and leave me suffering alone...you know that I can't live without you...

:Okay, but we have to do something with Mary, we can't leave her alone.

: Let's leave it to settle with Anna and go on our last date.

It's been a long time since we went anywhere to free our mind from terrible thoughts.

: Yes, we haven't spent time together for so long.

After they asked Anna to look after Mary, they got into the car and drove to the sea.

They spent the whole day there and then went up the mountain And...

:I love you

:Me too, I love you dear...cough

Having pierced her heart and then his, they threw themselves into the depths of the ocean...