myself

I am not unto meeting people lately; not because I am busy and that my schedule is already jam-packed, but actually, I am giving most of my free time to myself. I don't hate crowds; it's just that, it drains me. That whenever I catch myself around more people, it exhaust my being, like they are getting all the energy that I have and just left me with nothing but a tired soul. So I stay indoors: embrace the solace given by the four corners of my room, listen to some songs, and to quiet at times, and mind my own world. I easily get tired outside, so I truly appreciate the ones who understand the situation, who still wait 'til I regain the energy to see them again.

To those who deeply care, thank you for telling me to take my time. There are instances that I am eager to be fine once more and tend to rush things; but because of the reminders from the ones who love me, I become more patient and loving towards myself.