Chapter I : Initiation

As things have always been clear since the dawn of time, talking to myself was not a strange thing for me, i even thought it happens to everyone, that it's a healthy thing, but for others it was not, it was the face of insanity, schizophreniac that's what others think of me, but what if they weren't able to confront those voices but instead they started pointing fingers at others that's how things have always been.

the ability to communicate with inner self better than people is a blessing don't waste it.

My story begins several years ago, so let's spin back the wheels of time and re-experience all of these stories i once used to look at with pessimism;

•ME : "Wake up, wake up..."

•ALGA : "Sinner, you should make your confession."

•ME : "Why should i?"

•ALGA : "So i could Rest."

<Waking up noise, Heavy breathing

Then went for preparing my coffee...>

•ME : "I'm repentless, why would i ask for forgiveness? Nonesense! Uh I gotta go buy some coffee, i'm out of it, Alga u Want Something ?"

•ALGA : "Do i even exist ?"

•ME : "You don't and so do i."

•ALGA : "Why, what's existence for you ?"

•ME : "To be remembered, loved, To be recognised by your own self, then everything will come in to it's right place."

•ALGA : "Deep."

•ME : "For a voice inside my head, you're really annoying!"

<Opens the door then close it...>

"I was caught on that vision i had about the confession, what confession?

What have i done wrong ?

Was it a message ?"

On my way to the store alga said  "At 12 Oclock, a hot girl spotted."

•ME : "I was thinking of something important you little ..."

•ALGA : " Just check her or you know what why won't you talk to her ? "

•ME : "I'm not interested."

•ALGA : " When is the last time you talked to a girl ?"

•ME : " Yesterday. "

•ALGA : "Beside your mom?"

•ME : "Your mom"

•ALGA : " Uh, So mature!"

•ME : " Can i ask you something... Can? I don't need your permission i am your master!"

•ALGA : "Yes you are." Giggles

« i giggled too. »

•ALGA : "Go talk to her.!" whispered

•ME : " I DON'T WANT TO! "

•ALGA : "You see what you've done?

you made everyone notice you and look at you strangely... AND the girl got scared."

•ME :" ATTABOY?"

•ALGA : "No Attaboy for you mister."

•ME : "Where is the coffee here ?" wondering

•ALGA : " I am not the manager, find it by yourself"

•ME : "I can shut you down."

•ALGA : "How ?" in a sarcastic way

« Trying to remember a song »

•ALGA : " U monkey..."

Afterwards I saw an ex of mine on the way home she was carrying a baby, SHE WAS HAPPY, SHE IS HAPPY? WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN ME? !! HOW COULD SHE BE HAPPY ??

I AM HER LIFE, WASN'T I HER LOVE ?

WASN'T I THE ONE ?

"UNTIL THE STARS FADE FROM THE SKY AND THE SUN BLOCKOUT" ISN'T THIS OUR PROMISE. <Lashing out>

TRUE LOVE HAS FADED AWAY?

TRUE LOVE IS GONE ?

TRUE LOVE HAS FADED FROM OUR LIVES?

ALL THOSE WE ONCE LOVED ARE GONE? THEY'RE NOT OUR FRIENDS NOR OUR LOVERS?

"They're nothing..."

BUT WHY DID SHE DO THAT?

<CRIES>

" WAS IT ON PURPOSE ?... NO! I AM THE FREAK."

•ALGA " We are."

•ME : "SILENCE!"

•ALGA : " What made you know that it's her baby?"

•ME : " I don't know, i don't know; i just felt like it was."

•ALGA : " Then don't take things too far, she is part of your past."

•ME : "She's not, She will never be. The past is Where The present intersects with the future."

•ALGA : " The past is the past."

•ME : " The past is what will decide who we are and what we're gonna be, it's our destiny!"

<While puling >

•ALGA: "I don't want to see you hurt, you're hurting yourself!"

•ME : " But..."

•ALGA : "Go talk to your friends, they'll ease your pain."

While exhaling i said  "I will."