Not Willing To Leave

"If you hadn't come, nothing would have happened. I can live happily with Rendi, as well as you Ris you can even live with the woman you love. You know yourself as a result of your actions, even though you managed to snatch me from Rendi and possess me, you didn't even get my heart. You are only with my body but not with my heart because the heart knows where it will dock."

"I did it because I knew you wouldn't be happy living with Rendi, he doesn't love you like I Love You La. And if you're saying I can live with the woman I Love, Look who I'm living with now. The problem I can not have your heart I think it's not a matter of concern as long as I can marry you, and I also will not let other men snatch you from me including Rendi." Aris switched to grasping both hands Gabriela who already 3 years he has not touched at all.

Gabriela quickly brushed Aris's hand away "Don't try to touch me! I didn't even feel your love at all during our life together, is this what you call loving me?!"

"That's because you've never seen me!! You expected Rendi to come back to you so much that you didn't see me who really loved you!" Aris said no less loudly than Gabriela.

"Ah never mind! We always fight when we talk about this." Gabriela walked to the bed and laid her back to Aris.

"Tomorrow morning I'll have a meeting outside the city-"

"I don't care, do whatever you want don't tell me."

"Of course I have to tell you because you're my wife, La." Aris said to his wife's back, "Maybe tomorrow I will leave early in the morning, if I don't have time to make breakfast then wait until Bi Elis comes. But I'll take the time to make you breakfast."

Gabriela did not respond to her husband's words and was busy looking for a comfortable position in lying down, "You better get out of here. I'm tired of hearing your voice Ris."

"Don't you allow me to sleep with you just this once, maybe this is my last request after this I don't ask to sleep with you anymore."

"Do not dream."

Aris could only smile wryly at the refusal of his wife, "Well, if you haven't allowed me to sleep with you. You may not have accepted me, La."

Aris sighed, "Since I'm going on a business trip out of town then I'll be home for at least the next five days, I hope you live well while I'm gone. I'll always call your office person to ask how you're doing, don't ignore breakfast, lunch or dinner because you can get sick if you keep ignoring it. I don't want to see you sick, if you can't love me at least let me take care of you my way."

"Take it easy, even if I'm far away, I'll take care of you. I've also told Bi Elis to stay here until I get home, take good care of yourself. Aris stroked the crown of his wife's head boldly, "I'll be right back for you."

"Sorry for making our special night such a mess because of our quarrel." Aris rubbed Gabriela's mane gently, "I promise the next days there won't be a fight like this between us."

Gabriela ignored Aris words and chose to cover her whole body with a blanket.

"I just want you to know that I love you very much Gabriela Karina Waris, I don't know why I feel if after this I'm going to go very far and I also feel that we will not be able to be with you anymore. Even so, I will try to return safely to you, La."

The man sighed again and again, for some reason his heart said that now was the last day when he could see the woman he loved so much.

What will happen to Aris, he will return safely and continue his struggle to make his wife's heart melt, right?

"Whatever happens to me later, I hope you never forget my struggle to make you love me, well even though you haven't been able to reciprocate my feelings but at least you know that I really love you, La."

Aris looked up his head holding back the tears that were about to come out of his eyes.

"I'll be back safely, La." Say that guy again.

"Whatever happens to me, I just want you to know that I love you very much. Maybe you will get tired of hearing it but I really love you very much, really "

Aris's speech sounded very sincere, "As long as I'm gone promise to take good care of yourself, get enough rest don't keep yourself busy with work that you shouldn't take home, home is not a second place to finish your work that you didn't have time to finish. Home is where you rest, I hope after this you can live well even though I am not with you for the next five days."

Aris kissed his wife's head, but this time a little longer and along with it a teardrop just fell through Aris's cheek.

"I've even been on business trips out of town for longer than this, but why is it so hard to part with you this time. Maybe it's because you've brought half my heart with you that I can't stay away from you for a long time."

"But it's okay, everything I do is also for our future. And I hope when I come back you've opened your heart for me a little" said Aris before he walked out of the room leaving a sobbing Gabriela behind her blanket.

Gabriela cried not because she heard the words that Aris had just uttered, but she remembered Rendi.

He remembers when Rendi left him because of a misunderstanding that he had not had time to explain to his ex-lover.

His chest was tight when he remembered the beauty of his memories with Rendi, they broke up not because of the will of both but because Gabriela had to be matched with Aris using a reason that most people could guess.

Especially if it were not for the business of both parents Gabriela and Aris.

"I'm sorry Ren, I've even mobilized all my people to look for you everywhere. But they couldn't find you at all, actually you went where hikss I hope you're still alive and we can meet again soon."

That night Gabriela ended up sleeping because she was tired of crying for the man she loved so much.