I like you...

Nick

The alcohol has surely worn off, I'm just enjoying this moment I'm with her. I just wish she could see through whatever facade she's had that I don't want her where else she's been who I've ever wanted. I remember this one time throwing a fit to my parents wanting to see her after some days I knocked her books over. My dad couldn't believe that his son was actually going crazy over a girl, don't think I believed that myself.

"You know I never mean't to treat you that way" I start off gazing at the stars right from above reminiscing about those days analysing how foolish I was. "I honestly figured it'd be the only way to always be around you since you never really made much effort to know people, you were somehow reserved and talked to people only when necessary which is why I like you, you're not for everyone." I just spilled my thoughts to my first love....can't I just die already.

She remains quiet and just keeps looking around more like avoiding any eye between us.."Eve look at me", I found myself saying. "I know I caused alot of mischief in your life, you probably haven't forgiven me..." am I running out of words right now?

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I'm sorry I know I've been slacking off but please hang in there, I'll publish some chapters I've been working on soon.

Just thought I could drop this as some sneak peak...