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He is dreaming

Izuku POV

I found my parents in a pinch black place and I run to them but they keep getting farther and the day I we will miss you and they disappear I start crying saying don't leave me then I get waken up by bakugo hugs me then after a few minutes I calm down and he says izu you okay we both blush at the nickname

We get ready for school bakubabe he says that I have to kiss him every time Ieave I press my lips against his then I backed away and left he was pissed but I acted like I didn't notice

Class ended everyone left and Bakugo pulled me in for a kiss it turned to a make out session and the last person I wanted so see was uraraka she walked in on us went to up to us to stop us she did and took a pic she was pissed and said that she liked me I look at her up and down and said B-I-T-C-H DOESNT IT LOOK LIKE IM GAY WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU

She said I thought you would say that so I have a pic of you with bakugo  bakugo was so red with anger he could kill a bitch he said YOU CAN POST THE SHIT WR WONT GIVE A GOOD DAM FUCK YOU WOULD BE DOING US A FAVOR I had to cover his mouth before he said anymore and one more this I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU YOU PYCHO PATHIC BITCH we stomp out of the room the whole class was behind the door we just ignore them go to our dorms and skip class for the rest of the day

19:00 common room I just came in the dorms because I brought some groceries to cook for Bakugo

I called him for dinner we can act Are selves since the whole class new we were dating he said what are we having for dinner I said some ramen I i made really quick as we were eating I felt killer intent from behind me and I Guess who it was uraraka

I am too lazy to Wait for another week for the ship so the ship is IzukuXmomo till the end of the story

Izuku POV

Everything was going good with me and bakugo but these last few months I feel like he has been distant lately he says in his own drom and barely talks anymore and today I'm going to his dorm to comfort him as I go to his door and I hear moaning noises I open the door and I see bakugo fucking Kirishima I look him in the face and I say us.ARE.O-V-E-R I walk out to my room at this point I was sobbing because I really did love him and I made a song because I haven't posted in a while and I need to vent

(Wattpad is not working so I will put lyrics)

IDGAF by silk world

Girl, I sent you like seven texts

You didn't reply, it's okay I guess

Did you found a guy? I'm not impressed

You wasted my time, on to the next

Yeah, your world's gonna crash down

Huh, now that I'm not in it, see

I do not care where you at now, yeah

I'm happy we ended

My music is dark, sorry my life ain't pretty

Never had friends, not a family really

Just me and my thoughts and they always stick with me

If my head's down it's 'cause I'm overthinking

Nobody gets me but you, you give me meaning

So I was happy when you started to see me

Girl, we were so perfect I gotta be dreaming

'Til I woke up like "Why the fuck did you leave me"?

I met this girl, New Sara, I thought she was real

Thought she loved me, though she cared how I feel

Just to find out that she doesn't, she wasn't the one

I wonder if she thinks of me still

She probably doesn't but fuck her, I'm gone

I texted my heart, you didn't text me at all

You just sit with your friends while you rippin' our bonds

And you lay in bed empty listening to my songs

I was there for you when you had no one involved

I wanted to heal and mend all of your scars

I flew you out, I hated being apart so that you would

Move here and yeah, that's what I thought, see you lied to me

So I called it off, but then I came back

'Cause my love was too strong

So now you ignore me, I just wanna talk

You won't answer my calls, dummy look who you lost

It's fine, I give a damn no more

Don't really care if you're a fan no more

You're a person I hate and can't stand anymore

The best guy you'll ever have, I can't have no more

Because of you, I'm not the person that I am no more

I'm so done, and there are no upper hands no more

When time passes I bet that you won't laugh no more

You're nothing you're not a part of my plans no more, I

Gave you all I had and more

You were the one that I'd adore

'Til you showed me who you really were

Now I don't give a fuck

You said we'd be friends after our split

You lied so your words they don't mean shit

Missing you used to make me sick

Now I don't give a fuck

R.I.P to the old me, all I ask is don't act as you know me

Fuck what you told me

Only thing good with that mouth's when you drop down and you'd blow me

Girl, (haha) I know what you're thinking

"Trying all of this because of me leaving", No

I told you all of that shit didn't matter

This is about how you treated me after

I said how I feel, but it didn't exist

You hurt me, I've been hurt again and again

Ever since you started hanging with your new friends

You said, "Fuck us" and then you replaced me with them

You left a cut so deep that it never can mend

You pushed us away and now we have came to an end

Please don't try to call men we cannot make amends

You hurt me, so fuck no I ain't playing pretend

I guess pushing you was probably the issue

Said you want to sing, I said you had it in you

I believed in you, and girl I was your voice, yeah

You cut me off like I did something to you

All you wanted to do were just chill and get high

So high that you just got stuck in your mind

You really struck a nerve when you didn't reply

It's like how can you be could to someone who tries

I tried, but now fuck it, you left

Now that mean you have to settle for less

Later in life this'll be your biggest regret

I'll raise up and your life will still remain a mess

Me seeing the good in you must have been a threat

If that is the issue you should run back to your ex

Stay complacent because you are basic the best

I love you but the love that I have for you is dead, I

Gave you all I had and more

You were the one that I'd adore

'Til you showed me who you really were

Now I don't give a fuck

Said we'd be friends after our split

You lied so your words they don't mean shit

Missing you used to make me sick

Now I don't give a fuck

Yeah I don't give a fuck

Yeah I don't give a fuck

You are just a memory to me

And I don't give a fuck

The second song

Replaced by silk world

I know you never had pictured me leavin'

Breakin' up is never easy

We're dead now, and I'm grieving

I was there whenever you would need me

Even all the times that you'd deceive me

Every single night that you went drinking

I was sitting home, feeling all alone

Wishing you could see the way you treat me

I feel so broken I just wanna die

I gave a second chance a million times

I live my truth, you a living lie

Cause the same issues with different guys

It's the same bullshit just a different time

This is your loss girl, it isn't mine

I am not perfect, but I fucking tried

You would make mistakes and then you'd fucking hide

Now we're gone and it's dead and buried

You lost forever just for temporary

What were you thinking? You weren't thinking clearly

All the memories, rest in the cemetery

My daughter asked about you, don't know what to tell her

I feel hella guilty when I say "forget her"

I gotta be strong and hold it together

You're a memory and it hurts to remember

So I block it out, this is too much

My confidence tanked, I'm in a rut

And lately I feel I'm not good enough

And you may be gone, but the damage stuck

I would've died for you, would've tried for you

I would always try to make the time for you

I would never ever tell a lie to you

Even though we split, I still feel tied to you

And, I never wanted to split

I never wanted to drift

I never wanted another man to meet your mother all over again

I never wanted the end, I didn't want any of this

I wanted to wrap a ring around your finger, maybe even have a couple of kids

I guess it is what it is

I lost my hope, who we love kills us the most

I'm so afraid to get close

We are just people until we all turn into ghosts

A future we'll never know

Yeah, it's something we'll never know

And sometimes you gotta let go of what kills you, even if it kills you to let go, damn

Class pov

They had herd someone singing all of them whent to the door of izuku room and listened everyone except bakugo he didn't want to hear me singing he was pissed for some reason nobody knew

Izuku POV

I edited both of the songs and published it Felt really good after letting it all out