James POV

It's already morning, Yesterday was just like a dream, I already try hitting my self and it hurts so that means it's not a dream right?

Now that i remember it, What was it again? he's going to say something to me right?

-CONVERSATION-

Jake :Hey, are you awake?

Miller :Yeah, good morning

Jake :Do you have breakfast?

Miller :Mn, Yeah i did, how about you?

Jake :Are you ready?

Miller :For what?

Jake :......

Miller :Well?

Jake : I'm sorry for what i did yesterday, but it's just, it feels good, sorry

Miller :.......

omg why is he.... ugh that is so embarassing to say right? or is he just honest today? I am more nervous and anxious of what will he say.

Miller :Umm, It's okay i know you are just drunk.

Jake :......

-James POV-

WHAT..WAS..I..THINKING!?!?!? How can i say such embarrassing word? "i will cheer you up" !?!?! "it's just, it feels good"?!?!?!? "you can do it"!?!?!?! "there is a called internet"!?!?!?! He is my friend, how can i do that to him, well i have no choice but to continue this right?

i was just kidding when i told him that i want him to comfort me, and it's my first time to do that with a guy, i didn't know that it will feel really good that i can't even stop... actually, I DON'T WANNA STOP!!

That time ofcoures im sober but im just really sad that mikhylla break up on me, i really really love her, i miss her already.....

That time, when mikhylla break up on me, Miller and i already decided to drink and since i'm so sad and 80%wasted 20%sober, I did remember everything i did to him even tho he told me to stop, but what can i do i need some comfort and he liked it anyway.

i don't need to feel bad nor guilty to that because he liked it too, and damn his expression is more sexy than my other sex partner.

They say he is a gay so i approach him in purpose, i didn't know that he is sooo easy HAHAHAHAAHH i only protecter him to those bastards because they are so annoying but then again since we already did THAT i decided to continue this realationship besides his reaction is so priceless, i can't get it off of my head.

I'm gonna tell him that im sorry and i like him, Besides its my fault anyway.

This is my first time with a guy, but i think he already know what to do right? Since he is gay i think Miller have a lot of ex'es, thats all gays do right?

-CONVERSATION-

Miller :Umm, It's okay i know you are just drunk.

Jake :......

Jake :Let's go on a date, Miller

I know he's going to agree because i know he got something for me, i'm not stupid.

I wanna tease him more.

Jake :Can we?

Miller :Y-yeah okay

Jake :Ok then see you later, let's meet in the part

Miller :Mn, Okay see you.

This is going to be exciting