Prologue

Woah someone is actually here! Hi there! You might be thinking what kind of story would this be right?? *chuckles* well let's find out together!

It's 2 am Ishuya can't sleep as she reminisces what happened earlier and decided to write what's bothering her. "Dear diary, it's me Ishuya and you know every day I keep wondering what went wrong or what happened to me to get me to be in this state, being in my weakest state, and once again I am reminded about how it all began. I was your everyday teenager may be slightly more happy and energetic compared to others but there was nothing really strange about me. I went to school, I had my friends and family and most importantly I had my one true love Loki. We were in love with each other a lot and did so many things together. I thought he was the one for me and I probably still do...I got a wake-up call only recently when we broke up which was actually a normal thing, any relationship would have its ups and downs but this time it was different, it seemed like there was no going back and it turned out to be actually right. My boyfriend, my soulmate, the love of my life, my one and only of almost 8 years had finally left me, and this time for good. I was torn down and shattered in many ways that could not even be explained" *little drops of tears could be seen on her diary and slight sniffling which were barely audible occurred *

~7 years ago~

; a woman's voice "ishiiieeee! get up" ~groans~ "5 more minutes" she mumbles "c'mon girl i know you'll say 5 more minutes but will end up sleeping hrs more" she reached for her phone "fine, fine I'm getting up" "good girl" then she turned off her alarm. "It's our last day before the exams and the semester is over" *sits up and yawns stretching her arms*

Today's outfit is a black crop top, high-waisted jeans, and commando boots. "hmm maybe a bit of mascara and blush" *she puts on mascara and a bit of blush and lipstick and then lightly tapped tissue over it just to make it look natural* Ishuya tends to dress boyish. Her favorite look is anything gangster. Big ass shirts, jeans, and boots. But today she just felt like fixing herself a bit since it's her last day and she plans to go out with her friends after school. She's got long black hair, red plump lips, a small face a small pointy nose, and huge eyes which she hated before but after getting into anime she now sees herself as a living anime character because of her features. She also has 2 moles at the bottom left of her eye. She's petite and sees herself as tall loli.

; She checks her phone to make sure she's going to the right room, yeah even though she knows her room every day she would check her phone a couple of times on her way there. She would do this cause she walks alone and she feels uncomfortable being alone. she's not in the same class as her friends and doesn't meet her schedule of break times so she's mostly alone all the time. today her professor didn't come so she decided to sit-in in one of her friends' classes, Eri. While waiting outside with her some guy with black hair thick brows that looks on flick plump looking kissable lips with a broad shoulder who's a few inches taller than Ishuya walked up to them and asked

Guy: Eri, Is it note check today?

Eri didn't understand what he said as he said it pretty fast and looked at Ishuya for help.

Ishuya: *chuckled lightly* He's asking if it's checking of notes today... lectuuures

Eri: *Facepalmed* oh, yes it is *laughed awkwardly*

Loki: *Turned to Ishuya* Hi I'm Loki nice to meet you *offers handshake*

Ishuya: Uhm, I..Ishuya.. Nice to meet you too *shyly shakes his hand and looks at Eri as if asking what's happening*

Loki: This is Markian

Markian Smiled and waved at her "Hi" and she did the same "Hello"

Loki: Are you gonna sit in our class?

Ishuya: Uhm, I'm not sure. if your prof allows me, I might"

Loki: You should, I'm sure she'll allow it *smiles and started walking into the room*

Ishuya: Uhm... Hope so. *smiled awkwardly*

Eri: *waits for em to get in the room* Oh my ghaaaad beb, I couldn't understand him. I'm not good at English as you. How come you understood him when he spoke way too fast for me.

Ishuya: *laughs* Practice beb. Practice. By the way, do you think your prof will allow me though? ~beb is like baby/bestie~

Eri: Yes. I mean as long as you're quiet and won't interrupt the class. But she might call you to recite too. *Laughs*

Ishuya: Well you know the quiet part is no problem for me *they both laugh* but the recite part uhm... I think I'll just stay here outside just give me a chair.

Eri: You sure? *Ishuya nods* okay. *pinched ishuya's sides* ooooh that guy talked to you he really wants you to sit in *she teases*

Ishuya: eeeehhh *as they take a chair out* no way. He probably just heard us talking. *noticed him walk by and whispers* and keep your voice down! he'll hear us.

; Back to her diary "What if I just went home that time? What If I never got the chance to meet him? Maybe I won't be this miserable. He was my first boyfriend, he was there with me trying things I never thought I would be able to do. Being the black sheep in my family he was the one who guided me out. he was my source of happiness and everything is gone now that he is. I know I should be able to be happy on my own, stand on my own. it's not that easy! it hurts. It hurts so bad I could die. honestly yeah you know that feeling when u wanna die but not really? you just wanna get rid of the pain. I can't breathe, I can't eat, it's suffocating! " She grabbed her chest as if trying to rip her heart out from the pain. Tears keep flowing down her face *Hic**Hic* "I can't do this anymore! I should've been born a tree or something! it's so unfair! I gave my everything and stood by him when no one else did so why! why am I the one being left behind?!" she took her pillow and hugged it tightly covering her mouth with it she screamed. You can feel the pain from her cry as if it's her last time. She let herself cry it all out feeling alone, feeling worthless more than ever. She cried for hours till she fell asleep, her head rests on her diary and tears just kept flowing.

; Her diary started glowing as and as if glowing butterflies are coming out of it. Then a voice spoke, "You've suffered enough, it's time you focus on yourself live the way you want, and finally be happy." *a gentle hand tucked her hair behind her ear and as he kissed her forehead she glowed and vanished*

; A few moments later she slowly opened her eyes, sat down, and stretch her arms up as she yawns "ugh~ what a strange dream, It's the weekend what should I do today?" She left her pillow up "where's my phone? wait how'd I get in bed?" she then realized it's not her room "wtf? where am I? Whose room is this? did someone kidnap me or something?" as she was approaching the door she noticed herself pass by a mirror and went back to see look at herself. she sees a tiny girl with long pink shiny hair, 2pair of wings (pair of white on top and a pair of black at the bottom). She has a demon-like tail one that's kinda similar to a succubus. Elven ears, black tiny horns, and huge purple-like eyes with long lashes.

; She screamed "ahh! wi...wings? horns? wha.. elf ears?! who...who is this? si..since when did my hair turn pink? and what's with this face?*she pinched herself* "ouchies, where'd my resting bitch face go? what the.. is that a tail!? why do I have a tail? what am I?"

; She was then startled when the door slammed open. As she was about to turn around, she was hugged from behind by a guy with blue hair "Thank god you finally woke up" Ishuya was confused and at the same time shocked by what's happening and who this person is she turned around and slowly pushed him away as he arm stretched forward and head bowed "uh..Uhm, who are you? where am I?" as she slowly looked up to him and talks internally "Woah he's tall, and his voice is familiar" the guy then smiled at her and pats her head gently then lightly flicked her forehead "Ishuya. You hit your head pretty hard huh? It's me Kurt, your one and only friend in the kingdom?" "huh? kingdom? Is this one of those isekai in anime? Well, I've been wishing for another life but is this really it? I don't remember getting hit by truck-kun or anything. What kind of world is this though? looking at myself I look pretty weird" talking to herself again until she noticed two figures behind Kurt who both looked relieved. They both walked towards her and hugged her "thank god you're okay now my child" the woman said. "Don't worry, they've been dealt with, my princess" the man said as he kissed her head "Child? Princess? am I royalty or something? so these are my parents? and dealt with? I better ask"

Ishuya: Uhm excuse me but, what happened?

Queen: Well it was actually Kurt who did the work darling

King: Glad he found you in time and was able to let us know right away.

Kurt: *noticed her looked at him and clears his throat* ahem well I came to pick you up for our dinner but your butler said you didn't come home yet since you left in a hurry in the afternoon, so I went to look for you. I found two badly injured harefolk by the ominous forest and asked me for help saying the cursed princess and their 3 brothers stayed behind so they can escape. By the time I got there, the trion beasts are dead and the 3 harefolks were carrying you. Although you had a few cuts, you most likely fainted cause you used too much mana. *went to scold mode* How many times do I have to tell you?! You need to practice containing your mana first and not engage. I know you were just trying to help them but you might've hurt them too. You know that everyone in the kingdom still believes that you're a curse and so they avoid you. Well, yes a few people know you're kind but everyone else. *shake his head*

King: *clears throat* That's enough! The only reason why I allowed you to enter freely in our palace is that you're her friend. Don't forget to treat her with respect! She is my princess! *picks up Ishuya*

Ishuya: d...dad!? *her face turned red as she was embarrassed and noticed Kurt's expression. At this point, ishuya is overwhelmed and don't know how to react as she is being treated differently*

Kurt: I offer my apology, Your highness *bowed as he tried to contain his laugther*

King: I would've obliterated everyone who thinks ill of my princess but that's not what she wanted.

Queen: *placed her hand on the king's shoulder* ahem put her down already. It's about time we feed our daughter she must be hungry.

Ishuya: *with her face still red from embarrassment she chuckled awkwardly* sh...shall we? "I still can't believe what's happening but it feels warm it's so different from back home If this is a dream I don't wanna wake up"