Seara's desire to be more than just a bystander in the approaching conflict weighed heavily on her mind. She often found herself dealing with feelings of inadequacy as she watched the people around her, including Rain and the warriors, prepare for the inevitable battle. She knew that her royal status afforded her in the past certain privileges and protection, but it also made her feel detached from the harsh realities of war.
The deep sense of wanting to make a meaningful contribution, coupled with her limited experience, left her feeling like she might hinder more than help. Seara wished she could do more, both for her people and her loved ones, but she couldn't shake the sense that she had a lot to learn before she could truly be of assistance. These feelings of self-doubt and frustration were difficult for her to bear as she grappled with her role in the upcoming conflict.