In my dream

* Short film

* romance, mystery, fantasy, physical, horror

* Author: Morn kunthea / chen yue kingboo

* An ordinary girl in the care of her parents is a girl who seems to have problems in the family, so her parents are busy in business. Her parents have a family-oriented mindset, they always think that parents are always right, so the child has to obey the advice of parents will not allow everyone to do stupid things under their guidance. She has two siblings. But she is closer to her sister than to her brother. She is also a graduate of a prestigious university in the country, but her life experience is very limited, although she is a graduate and experienced in several companies, she never felt enough to work. As for her university dairy, she did well, but she does not have as many friends as the others, her close friends often leave her. She also used to travel abroad to meet her friends, but she felt that they were no longer what they were. Her dream of traveling abroad to learn first-hand about the area she studied and the lives of those who lived there made her feel that it was different from what she had expected. Lessons or completely different. But she also realized her little dream of wanting to see Sakura, the snow fall and eat a lot of delicious food. Her love story, there is no real experience, but when it comes to her theory of love, no one can win her because she enjoys reading novels and watching related animated films. There are a lot of people who were interested in her when she was studying but no one became her partner because she was a strange girl and one of the hardest girls to guess. Everyone's thoughts that she always hides true self under her funny face. She also has a lot of enemies and was also bullied by another student. So she has some weird ideas and an obsession that hides her face with online gambling in a mask of doctor love since graduating high school. She has a deep and secret online relationship with someone she doesn't know, which started to change when she officially broke up two years ago.

* In a dream, I saw myself asleep on the water and i could see myself in a city where tall buildings were submerged in the sea, as if no one lived there. At the same time, I saw another part of my body waking up on top of a meadow where i was surrounded by beautiful white flowers and plants growing around me. Another body flying through the air surrounded by stars i didn't know exactly where in such an atmosphere. And last part I was waking up in a place where it was on fire, like a volcano about to erupt. I actually wake up at 3 a.m. at midnight. Sometimes I fell asleep a bit when I wanted to show everyone my dream at 11pm. several nights, I was heard making waves in my ears and It was so hurtful. Sometimes I felt someone kiss on my lip. if i'm against io know it, at night i felt under my bed moving with nothing underneath and then look like the cat i pet before jumping on my body wakes me up to play with them. All of these dreams are so funny, they are more like the four elements like earth, fire, wind, water and those dreams I dreamed about when I was a kid. it seemed that I could see civilians of war, historians and travel everywhere in dreams. if someone can sleep people connected in the past and messages to the presence and the future are called data. I have always told these stories to my father when I was young. But I stopped talking with anyone nd I don't think that matters, so I never tell my friends or parents about my dreams like I used to. It's a weird thing that happens in a dream, I would see it as something that actually happened in the song they performed. It makes me want to smile a little and be a little scared because these things really happen. If I saw these things before I would think it was a fantasy. But all of these things are things that I've never encountered, and they just happen when I look or feel something. Before I realized this weird thing, I was under a lot of pressure and asked people around me if they felt like I was doing something weird. Or come see me and say something weird, because the pressure from the people around me scares me so much. My brain registers and memorizes more clearly, is able to remember detailed information over time, and makes me start recording evidence if all of these things are weird, but I think even whether it's true or not, it has no importance. if people live with fantasies and obsessive-compulsive disorder, I would rather ignore everything. But it also makes me lose the people around me. Because I really can't express to them their true feelings and what they're doing. Sometimes they are not aware of what they are doing other than the evidence I have kept and decide to eliminate it. I also know that for people who clearly know my story and always help me behind. They always protect the bad guys who try to exploit me. They always show signs that some friends are not good for me and make me care more about myself. if I care about someone, I will only hurt myself more when I know they came to me for lie and want something from me. Sometimes, because I was stubborn and refused to listen, they also tried to trick people around me to stay away from them. And they know that no matter how bad I am, my thoughts are always gentle and compassionate and someone until I'm exhausted. I also remember that all of these things were not just my imagination. Because I told my thoughts to my close friends, my parents to what I was thinking. Like some cases that nobody thought of for a few years, these cases had happened, along with some of the natural disasters, and the people around me when I told them to be careful in the future. They are also in danger. Many times I have always blamed that all the things they have been through are my fault, if they don't know me or if I don't know them, there is no feeling that it hurts to admit it. What I already know, but it is impossible to save anyone. It's like an upturned cell of a person in my body, so in the past I was a person who could speak multiple languages ​​and do things that ordinary people couldn't do, like create something. Art stories, drawing contests, songwriting, music creation, or any other study to find out more I can do. I used to do a lot of art like making scarves for someone, sewing, embroidering, drawing in female dream contests, writing songs, poetry contests etc. unlike now, i can't do everything but my creativity is higher than before it is different from someone who is skillful but not creative and someone who is creative but cannot be a skill out. I think if the two can come together, maybe I turn into a genius who have the skills to complete a creative game. The proverbs always say that people are not always good enough. Always get something and lose something, the important thing is to choose the one that you think is good and the freedom of happiness. It's like a slave when I can do a lot of things, but I'm like a pencil that they use and they get the idea of ​​drawing. but this time i think i can come up with some ideas and let someone do some great things for me. But this change scares me to be a stronger, friendlier person and dare to express my true feelings than before, not like a robot who commands and does what she wants, I can have feelings Discover the real ones feelings and the life I want. It also made me aware of the true feelings, love and tolerance of those around me and the adaptation to live in a self-defense environment and adapt to circumstances. Philosophical ideas, positive demographics, and medical thinking make me fall in love and develop these ideas when I have never studied about it before. Even though I used to write romantic stories, they started to become educational and philosophical.

* The indebted and hard to solve stories are the ones I experienced with the people I spoke to in memory, they felt like a lesson in learning the rules of what I did. With them and let me try to admit the mistakes and dare to face the truth with what happened. Like sometimes I feel like someone they really care or. love me and the feeling I have for them is a friend, or a feeling of love. but when it's me who always pulls away from them no matter what they tell me, it makes me think about what happened between them and me. Because not quite sure, I can't know what their thoughts are. It's just a fantasy that I always have in mind when I feel. It hurts so much when I have to get away from someone. Because I don't want anyone to suffer because of my proximity. And I don't know when I can move forward. And the person I last contacted decided to try to have true love, also taught me a lesson . Breakup it makes me feel weaknesses, do strange things, and hate what I do. In particular, I always hurt myself a lot too. Because of the recurrence of bad things, I could not control my emotions and began to see scary things when I looked in the mirror.

* Memories of the present are shattered, and the bonds of the past return. The sound of music and sacrifices made me more afraid of dying. But there is a mysterious member I do not know under the wolf sign. They both said good thoughts, changed my thoughts and pulled myself back into the new body of thoughts that I thought she had slept for so long, it was her time. Like the song where a woman dressed in white wanders in the woods to the church for a religious sacrifice and is a member of them and lives a new life. During that time, there were also unexpected and difficult to explain things. It is like an electric current that jumps into the eyes and sees things that are difficult to describe by reality. After that happened I decided to accept what I want and dare to want to do for change . I need to lost it and let it go Although I have done too much for myself, breaking the rules I once set will lose everything, but I don't regret what I did. Because very few people can do what they want, dare to face it. As I step on the iceberg and fall so deep into the water to find myself. I told to myself I wanted to survive and not give up. it's a miracle that starts in my life when I wake up. And because of all this I was able to get a new body and a new life and live with more hope and love myself. I dare to do this to protect people who have been looked down upon in society, people who are lost because of misconceptions, someone who is under pressure from those around them and people who have problems in the family . when I can look at myself from a positive point of view, I've seen a lot of people trying to show that they've been following me for a long time and want me to notice them and appreciate what I'm doing. 'have done good enough " Because without these things, there is no way to change a world full of negative thoughts into a world full of beauty. It's more than just a light bulb coming out of my body that I only like white and black and only telling stories of sadness to everyone more than a feeling of happiness. My color is dull because that I always lie to myself wearing a mask like an actor. I saw myself standing on the hill covering the sea, and I saw someone look like me. She said to me you come to this place you always found me but you will leave and forget me when you have a new friend and when you are alone and you hurt yourself you will remember. I am so disappointed with you. it was like the reality that I am forgetting my own childhood memories and forgetting what I need most in my life. she stand up black color device and i stand colorful. I try to grab her and pull her towards the color. but she just smiled and told me to jump in the sky to find more colors of yourself. she tries to help me push to jump higher than before. and she smiled and told me not to forget who you are. It starts to change color little by little as I get to know my feelings and experiences, it's like pink when I feel in love and it turns red for hate, Foolishness will have a passion for it. Green when I feel happy, fresh and blue when I feel attached to a lot of memories. Orange, which is full of emotion, excitement, shyness, love. Especially purple, which is my last color for which I feel the energy to be able to find myself. I have seen the most beautiful fireworks and in my dreams, in fact, I have always been a person who likes to implicitly tell everyone that I really want to see fireworks still want to see a lot of colors i don't know which color i really like. It was an unforgettable dream as I walked up the stairs. Suddenly, the large fireworks exploded near me. it is so much stronger and very beautiful. Saw the crowd of people from the building cross the bridge across the river to the night festival on the other side. In fact, it was a dream that sealed my memory. As a child, I used to visit fireworks with my father and relatives. At that time, I watched the fireworks shot near me and was very scared of the sound, but I was happy and smiled about my happy time with my parents. Like the way I forgot about the beginnings of family love, the blanket is odious, painful.

* After this dream, I feel like life is back between parting, hate, and love, and I'm always being asked which one to choose between escaping it and accepting it. I let go of the bad memories, the pains and the joys of living a new life. This time the dream took me to a beautiful beach where the sky was purple and I saw that the waves were calm there and the most beautiful sea that does not exist in the real world. The word I call someone is Ryu, it means dragon. It was like the beginning when I called that dragon in my dream, the next day as I was walking down the street with my sister, I said, 'You look at the clouds in the sky like a white dragon. And a lot of big whale clouds , it's so beautiful because those clouds come with a rainbow. I was remembered a birthmark that looks like a butterfly on my waist, and it connects me by imagining a big blue butterfly that I am riding across the sea. And I smashed the glass to another dream. Then I seemed to fly high in space with my arms outstretched to grab a man, like in the anime, and we both fell. It is as if we have known each other for a long time and will be waiting for this mysterious answer. Going down on a vast meadow, I began to see that it was not only him and me, there were many lovers who were also me, alone. We are the little people whose paintings divide into morning and night are so beautiful. After that part I saw someone like me dressed in traditional Chinese clothes swinging under a sakura and showing the city of all who live like a floating land like China, Japan, Korea, Europe. etc. And that takes us all to another world that looks like the manga world with a tree growing out of the earth. The tree at the center of the earth and a village floating in space with humans. when i open the door on the tree i enter another part that i saw myself as an anime character walking down the street i felt like i knew this place before with sakura in bloom and i smile at my partner. we have a red yarns line connected on our finger together. It is the first time that I have had a strange dream, like dreaming in fantasy with everyone. It's really fun dreaming like that, but there's always a villain that's going to ruin the story as well.

* And all of these bad guys are just my negative thoughts, so every time I see bad news or bad views in the media it always makes me dream things up. This is a difficult question to answer again and which started it, because when I saw the bad views I would have nightmares and I would come back tomorrow and continue the bad days, but when I try to beating myself up and controlling those dreams and staying positive turns into good things. Bad stories or bad opinions have disappeared from the media, but sometimes I just don't think about anything, and suddenly these bad things happen again. It seems like everything is better, but someone wants to do something negative with it that happens, and when I can't control it, it's the satisfaction of those people that can make me angry. They want me not to be able to control my emotions to have negative thoughts like them. It's like a test to see which bands I choose. Being a bad member or a good member, but it matters, it depends on my own decisions and thoughts. And I always try to tell myself what I can do to make myself happy, be it good or bad, but try to control my emotions well and take care of my sanity if I can't control it, let go and start collecting it again. After my dream and similar reality, I started searching for a lot of information on the internet. And it impresses me that there are some famous writers and secret groups that they encounter stories like me and we always have a similar connection idea. And what's even more difficult is that when I know what I'm really feeling, I need it. I need a really simple life. Without missing everything and without the pressure to follow someone. Find a partner who can understand me. Give each other time and trust each other with an acceptable acceptance of simple love, true love for each other. It's a story that I went through, but I don't know where I will continue the adventure in the fantasy dream, but I really want someone that I can tell all the stories will always encourage me. And I also decided that whether it was the past or the present, I would fulfill myself by connecting my thoughts to the creative writing of dreams. If love can't tell the difference between a dream and a reality, it will happen again. In other words, even though it's a test for everyone or someone who loves me, I think it's time for me to come face to face with people who really want to live with me and love me. Exactly. And it's time for me to stop looking for answers to who they are, where they are from, why you want me to care about them, because we have to have sweet dreams because we ourselves are becoming real.

* End scene

* Even if you know the world is full of strange things and strange human societies. We have to think that these things are not as important as the size of our curiosity. Find out where you think we live. The satisfaction of what we have brings peace. If only someone could predict our fate and control our fate. Even though we know we are among the elect, all we can do for ourselves is to choose our own path based on reality.