I know where to look for you

Yona POV-

So after my sad depression episode, I was back on my hunt for Anglica.

Before I may have considered Angelica as an unknown character, not so important but now she was my friend. I had to do something for her otherwise Karl would do whatever he wanted, making her not even mention in the anime or game shows that something happened to her.

Maybe death? I suppose otherwise her son won't become a rogue. Also, she doesn't seem like a woman who would abandon her child for no reason.

With that in mind, I started questioning people who maybe knew her or heard about her.

Except no one knew that a woman named 'Anglica' existed at all. Whoever I asked said, they had never heard of this name. Well, It was inevitable, her name was unique and different from the being she was. A vampire with an angel's name was not that easily will happen here.

I continued asking servants of Karl about her, yet I found nothing. I knew I had to hurry up, otherwise, it wouldn't be long till it get into Karl's ear. For that issue, I bribed all the people whom I asked for information, some took gold, some jewels or some money.

It was not enough to shut their mouth, but enough for some time. I needed time to find her but I didn't have it. I had no idea of her parents or anyone who knew her, I was lost when I realized, I did had a connection however reaching that connection would seem hard.

That connection was exactly where I found her before, with Lady Romane, at her Mansion.

If I did try to reach her, I feel it would be very easy for Karl to track my activities. That's why I had to make a plan to reach her. If you may ask why I am going to these heights for this woman? Then it may be because somehow I considered this woman my friend, and remembering her child's destiny makes me wonder what happened to her in the anime. Did she die? Or disappeared from existence? I felt that I needed to know.

If I were the real Cordelia, I may have felt jealous towards her and all but since it's me, a person from the outside world who knows Karl's character, it's different. In truth, It would be the most disgusting thing for me to like that bastard. Even thinking about it makes me nauseous.

So that way, I started my research for months, on how to approach the Lady and how to ask her without Karl knowing. I already knew that my time was already over the due date for Anglica to give birth, I was so worried about what would happen to her now.

I was literally walking on needles, as I felt what might happen. Fortunately, my research and planning paid off as I got the day when I would be seeing Angelica.

The day started as usual, the boys got up, ate, and got to study, and I sat down with my three friends, Beatrix and a pregnant Christa. We had tea and snacks together as I told them I was going to visit my home, my father's.

They all were surprised but happy for me since the time I had spent here as I had not even interacted with her family. Well, it's not like I knew her family. In truth, it was a lie that I had said. I told them to tell Karl after I was gone, and they agreed to it and were also able to look after my boys.

With that, I got ready and set for my mission. I got dressed, and under my big dress, I kept a knife just to be safe if I encountered anything. I got on the carriage and waved to my friends and my children as I set off.

I just hope Karl believes them and doesn't go after me, at least I would have enough time to reach Angelica.

I told the driver to take me to Lady Romane's house, the driver just stared at me before nodding. He was the personal driver whom I hired just to safe of all.

I rested my hand on the seat of the carriage as I closed my eyes in thought. What I was doing was a risky thing, I was risking everything for this one person. Maybe this was not all about Anglica but her son, who was destined to suffer and be used as a tool by Karl. I don't know why Karl got a son he should have gotten a toolman instead of working so hard on having this son.

I wondered as I rested in the carriage till we reached Lady Romane. Maybe it was true, I was not doing it for her but for myself, I wanted to be a hero in shining armour or so or maybe I may have lost my mind in saving everyone.

My will to save everyone must be the thing dragging me down. Even trying to save a person whom I hardly know even from the anime, is a weird thing.

I am sure, you must be thinking the same about me

"What is this woman doing? Saving unknown people? Out of no interest? She must have evil motives?"

Though I don't think I don't agree with you, you are right I myself, would be thinking the same. However, I know that I am doing it for no reason. I have no purpose whatsoever, truly. I just want ever to be in happy in this anime for once only for once, I want everyone to just live.

I thought in my mind before I knew I dozed off to a heavy sleep as these thoughts circled in my mind like worms crawling in the soil.

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Author note: Hello everyone, how are my dear readers!? Everyone good? I brought you a new update. Hope you like it and if don't let me know I would work more harder to impress you guys😆 so you stay for longer. Bye for now