He thought that getting his wife pregnant so early would be a mistake. As newlyweds, they should first enjoy their life together and wait a few years before having children.
In their time, they didn't have advanced technology or access to contraception like condoms or abortion pills. These pills also had severe side effects that could harm his wife. John loved his wife and didn't want to put her at risk, so they both agreed to wait until they were ready to start a family.
But he never imagined that his beloved wife would be violated by a dog right in front of his eyes. "Sheela, I have failed you... I have let you down..." John said, feeling like he had lost all meaning in life. He coughed up blood, his shirt soaked in his own blood.
"Mmm... mmm..."
Hearing her husband's words, Sheela's body trembled and she shook her head, indicating that it wasn't his fault, that he hadn't let her down.