I need deeply with someone,need my Satisfaction with anyone else.

I'm enter 18 year old end of month,,, but I will think something different,,I have everything means I'm belongs Rice family so what ever I want can get very faster but still I can't make myself satisfied or make myself happy,,let's start how to satisfy myself,, okay let's Introduce about my Family members,, My father very gentleman 57 Year old still very good looking,my Mom is 37 Year old still looking like teenager girl, my own and only sister enter 14 year already,,,you think very happy family right of course happy family but only shows up outside people's,,,ohh I'm very sorry to forget share my another beautiful two women our house one is my grandma she next 3 months become 50 years old but believe me she still looks like a better than my mom looks or figure she is best,, and another beautiful lady is my aunt my farther sister,,,so come to the point my family members planning going for vacation so we plan next Friday going for 5 days family trip's,,,so everyone going there room I think it's midnight around 1 PM,,,I'm alone just sitting on Sofa hahaha I'm thinking so much,,,true is i will confused myself what really I need,,okay we got 3 bedroom one room is my father my grandma and me share and a