"Where is this?"
"Am I dead or alive?"
"Why can't I feel my body anymore?"
"I can't see anything? Why does my head hurt so much?"
"Pain? Feeling the pain means I am not dead, but why can't I move?"
"What's the matter? Is it because I was injured so badly that I became a vegetable...?"
"I seem to be exhausted... so sleepy... forget it, let's go to sleep for a while..."
...
I don't know how long it took, and I woke up again.
This time I can feel my body as if it is wrapped in a mild liquid, but my body still cannot move for some reason...
I tried to move my fingers... I'm pretty sure the order was given in my head, but my fingertips didn't respond at all, so I tried to twist my toes again... the same?
If I could not feel the warmth on my skin, I would definitely think that I was paralyzed...
It's weird... It's obviously tactile, but the body doesn't obey the command?
It is still pitch black in front of my eyes and no sound can be heard in my ears, even though I want to open my eyes... But what is very helpless is that, like my body, it is not under my control at all.
Wait... It seems... sleepy again?
What's wrong with this body...Is this too weak?
...
I can't confirm my condition, I only know that it is inexplicable... I woke up again.
The physical sensation seems to be clearer than last time, as if the person in his sleep has signs of awakening.
I try to do it again? No response... Move your feet? Huh...it seems to have moved a little...huh? Moved?
This very faint movement was almost ignored by me. If it weren't for the dark and quiet environment at the moment, my concentration was highly concentrated...I'm not sure if it is an illusion, but I would rather believe it is true …
I started to keep my brain and give orders to my feet, and let it move to me quickly-this sounds a bit ridiculous.
But my body currently does not obey the command, and I can only give orders over and over again... I remember a book I read before, it seems that it is the human body's action instructions, which are sent out by brain neurons or something.
Because the transmission speed is extremely fast, it can support human activities without delay, and individual nervous systems are developed, and they often respond faster than ordinary people...Even the brain commands have not been transmitted, and the body has already acted first...
But such a simple thing is very difficult for me at this moment!
Because my body is not obedient at all!
In fact, since just now, I have desperately sent the command to 'move the left foot' more than a hundred times in my mind...
But the body still doesn't respond at all.
Hey…
...
I don't know how much time has passed since I can't see anything, there is no reference object.
I don't know the time that passed just now, just a few minutes? Still a few hours? Or how many days? The concept of time is equal to zero.
Because of the hard life in the past, I had very little entertainment time. Many of the time I spent part-time work and studying...Now it's good, except I can't move, I can do whatever I want, it's so boring!
I can only recall the past over and over again, happy, sad, depressed, aggrieved, and remember to the end, even the details of the three-year-old injury incident. Originally, that memory should grow with it. It was blurry early.
But after a while, I was annoyed again, because I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything, and it was pitch black again, and I couldn't even hear the sound.
Anyone who has changed can't help but think wildly at such a moment, and of course I am no exception.
I could have been sure that I was not dead, but now this weird situation makes me dare not to confirm whether I am dead or not?
If it is really dead, then I shouldn't have the sense of touch...After all, the liquid that surrounds me has always kept the warmest state. Although I am also curious...what are these liquids? But now I don't care about this...
If I am not dead, why can't I move my whole body? Suppose I was seriously injured, I should be in the hospital now, at least I should hear the sound?
What about the voice of doctors and nurses? And what are these liquids? Could it be the nutrient solution in the science fiction movie?
My God, I won't open my eyes, it's already a thousand years, right?
If that's the case, I can only accept it, but these can only be confirmed when the activity is available...
...
I woke up again today.
I ordered this "today" for myself, because there is no way to confirm the time, I can only count by the number of times I wake up.
The moment you wake up is the morning, and when you fall asleep, it is night.
Plus this time, I have been here for 183 days... after so long, I finally confirmed a few things.
First, the liquid that has been enveloping me, occasionally flows on its own. Of course, this may also be an illusion.
Secondly, it's not that I can't move, but that my movements are too weak, so weak that I will ignore it if I don't feel it carefully... In other words, I'm too weak!
Third, I can hear the sound gradually...sometimes there will be some faint movements outside. It's like someone is walking around, more than one or two... and at a certain time, there will be more people, and the neighborhood will be slightly noisy. Do not know what's going on…
Fourth, my eyes can't be opened, or I don't know if they are opened. You can't see anything anyway, maybe it's black outside? At least, that's what I think.
Fifth, it has been so long, but I don't feel hungry, don't I need to eat anymore? I am curious about my physical condition, and thinking also requires energy consumption. Where can I get the energy from my body if I don't eat or drink?
Sixth... Temporarily gone.
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437th day, I don't know if the count is correct, because the time of waking up and falling asleep is different every time.
Sometimes I count when I'm too bored, and naturally fall asleep when I'm tired. Sometimes I'm sleepy when I count to a few thousand, but sometimes I count to tens of thousands.
I don't know how long it takes. I can feel that the touch area of my body is getting bigger, and for some reason, my body seems to be able to move a little bit. This makes me very happy, at least there is something to do...
Although the range of activities is not large, it is also very strenuous. After the activity, I am particularly tired and it is easier to fall asleep.
But how to put it, this is the only thing I can do right now, isn't it?
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On the 581th day, it was a bit noisy outside, I don't know those...maybe people, or what other creatures are doing.
I now know that I should be growing up, my hearing is getting better and better, the touch area of skin and fluid is gradually increasing, and the range of physical activity is increasing every day, but I still can't be too intense.
Also...Although I don't want to admit it, a reality lies in front of me.
What I want to say is that I may have encountered something that only happens in novels.
I...reborn...
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725th day, today is a very memorable day.
Because I accidentally discovered that I can hear what the outsider is saying...Although it is a bit vague and intermittent, I don't even know what language I use.
But I'm sure, this kind of very slender, wonderfully rhythmic language is definitely not the language of the earth.
But I don't know why, I seem to be able to understand it vaguely, but I have to guess some words... It's amazing to me.
But my nerves are a little numb, or I don't want to pay too much attention to them-why can I understand them? Compared with 'rebirth', this matter has become irrelevant.
Actually, I care more about the content of their conversation... Unfortunately, it is not clear enough, maybe the ears are not long, right?
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On the 854th day, in these days, in addition to the daily exercise, my biggest pleasure is to collect the words spoken by those people.
It's just too little... Up to now, the only ones that can be confirmed are "tree", "partner", "outside", "bows and arrows", "food", "stones", and "orcs". It's not that I don't want to. The main reason for the collection is that they do not come often.
On average, they only come here once every ten days. You may not speak every time, and you may not be able to hear clearly after you speak.
is like the word "stone". Instinctively tells me that he is not talking about stone...but I have too little vocabulary now to make a careful judgment...the only thing that has some value is the word "orc".
Because the person who spoke... seemed to be a female, with a nice and clear voice, it left an impression on me.
However, the word [orc] gave me a lot of associations and some speculations about the status quo... but more information is needed.
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On the 1027th day, I have received a lot of information and I have a rough understanding of many situations.
For example, the word "stone" previously obtained originally means "magic crystal", "food" means "element", and "outside" refers to "human world".
There are other kinds of messy intelligence, after my careful analysis...plus bold guesses.
I got a clearer and more reasonable explanation...
This world... is no longer the earth I used to stay on.
but another completely different...different world.
There are magic and martial arts, there seems to be countries, and there are many races... However, I only know three at the moment, that is, the "humans" and "orcs" they often talk about, as well as the ones mentioned by some people. The word "dragon".
I have watched the movie The Lord of the Rings before. If I guess correctly, I guess I have come to a magical world.
In addition, I still haven't figured out their identities.
Each of them has a name, but they never say their race, at most they call it "partner".
Also, this place where I live is a tree that they value very much. Every time these people gather or hold a festival, they will toss about below.
Sometimes I can hear some people singing, and some people playing an instrument that may be a piano, shouldn't it be... I think that sound is very similar to a piano.
Although...I still can't see it, but my hearing seems to be very developed...It's just that I feel strange when I think I'm on a tree.
... Then what am I?
A bug hanging on the tree?
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The 1253th day...
Today seems a bit special, because I found a lot of people gathered under the tree, talking quietly.
I got a lot of words a while ago, and I gathered them together for me to parse out more information-this tree is called the "tree of life".
They came here these days because they have to have a new "partner" born, and they don't know what the "partner" they are talking about looks like...
Until now, my eyes are still invisible and I am very depressed...but I have achieved great results in sports, and I can already move in circles in the water.
I can move my body a little bit, but my hands and feet are still very sluggish, and I don't have much strength.
In addition, the time to go to bed today seems to be a bit delayed. Moreover, I don't know if those people are too noisy. I didn't feel a little sleepy. I didn't feel sleepy at all. I was tired and wanted to sleep soon...what's the matter?
"Look, that [fruit of life] is fully mature, great~"
Hearing a guy suddenly screamed, it scared me, familiar? Fruit of life? food?
I am full of curiosity, after all, I haven't eaten for a long time.
"Attention, friends, it's going to fall, come on, Nina~ use the feather drop technique~"
I patronized and listened to them. I didn't know when, suddenly there was a burst of weightlessness from my body, and I obviously felt that I was falling.
Immediately after the body paused slightly, the speed of falling became extremely slow, and it took several seconds to touch the ground.
Yes... I know I touched the ground.
Because the liquid that has been enveloping me, I somehow rushed in one direction...
While I stayed inside, I naturally followed it out...