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I could feel an arm under my legs and behind my back carrying me some place. I was still sleepy seeing as how i was just asleep. Who the fuck is carrying me and where are they taking me? Well that's a dumb question since it smells like Anit. I'm not weird, I've just been around him so much and so close to him that i know what he smells like.

"do you really want to be with me until the day I die?" Anti questioned i wonder to who "y/n i know your awake hun, do you really want to be with me for what may be millenniums?" i opened my eyes to look at him but didnt say anything "Y/n once i make this happen you cant leave me even if you wanted to, your body would start to kill itself"

"Anti i-"

"i know what you said the other day, but are you positive" i couldn't say anything. Did i really want to be with this Demon for the rest of what may be earth? Would i ever want to leave him? Would there ever be a time where we dont care for each other? What would we do then? Would he just go out and find another girl to do what he did to me and replace me? Would i be forced to watch that since i cant leave then? All these questions were going through my head and so many more, my head started to hurt.

"i think i need to ask you Anti. Would you not care for me anymore, and try to replace me? I dont think i would be able to handle that again." he put me in a metal chair in the basement. I jumped by how cold i was by this. Then i looked down and saw that i was in my undies and bra only now. Then he knelled down to me and cupped the bottom of my chin with one hand and lifted my head to look at him. His eyes that any person would scream to, but not me. His black eyes where the white should be with neon green retinas like hes hair and blue pupils, beautiful. They looked concerned, worried, loving, all of the caring emotions.

"Y/n i will never stop loving you, i was looking for a girl like you before you were born" then he sighed "I do not age like my opposite Sean, I looked like this before he was a thought dont ask how thats possible just how its always has been, the dark exist before the person, long before." i couldn't say anything i wanted to know to badly "and all that time i was looking for... you.. i didn't know it until you were born, i just felt it that day, that i had to go to that place at that time, and this may sound odd but when i saw you i was in aw. You were so perfect, you were the person i always wanted, i could see what you would become, i could see and feel your Ora. You were what i wanted for many millenniums before you were a thought and i will never let you go or replace you for anything" i could feel tears going down my face by how moved i was. He kissed me with the most passionate kiss i have ever had in my life, i didn't want it to end, but he pulled away. When he did he was crying too, but it was red like my blood since his was black. He looked down and started to strap my body down to the chair i was in. "y/n i'm not going to lie, this is going to hurt a lot. Now before you think it, cuz i know you will, i don't want to hurt you." then he sighed again " But that's just what happens when this process is done, im just happy you didn't chose to be like me, the pain for this is nothing compared to what you would feel for that one"

"i never thought i would say this to a demon, but..... i trust you Anit" i gave him a warm smile as he looked at me with tears in his eyes and trying to put on a smile for me. He brought his hand up to my face and rubbed his thumb on my check then he started to kiss me just as passionate as before.

"are you ready darling" I couldn't talk, i was scared, i shock my head yes. then he brought his nail underneath my bust, his nails were black with a real sharp point, he told me once that he tryed to cut the point off but they just came back longer and with the same point. He began to push it into my skin and i wined from the pain but i tryed to hold back the scream. He started to carve his name in my skin the full 'Antisepticeye' and oh god it hurt. He wouldn't look at my face, he new i was in pain and his face read determination as well as sadness. He then brought his face to his name now carved into my skin and licked the blood off, then he licked it again coating it in his saliva. I dont know how to explain this but it felt like the cut was absorbing his saliva, then it started to burn, real bad. Then i started to cry.

"Anit it hurts" he wouldn't look at or say anything to me. Then he started to bite me one on each side of my belly, one on each of my legs, one on each of my upper arm, and one on each side of my neck. Then i started to scream. Then he cut my vein on my lower arm from the inside of my elbow all the way to my wrist, blood pored out of me like water. Then he cut himself just like he did me with his nail, his black blood seeped out of him. He started to rub his open cut with mine, as our blood started to mix, mine turned to the black thickness like his was and started to pull back in my body, i could feel it travel throughout me. It burned so bad i started to scream even louder and as i did my voice went back and forth from my normal one and to a one much deeper "ANTI IT BURNS IT BURNS SO FUCKING BAD" it felt like i was in fire. Like i was in hell, i could feel flames lick my body as everything burned.

"what your blood turned full black like mine? And the pain burns like your in the fires of hell? Your voice is like that, FUCK" i saw a shape that had to be him walking back and forth. My vision was blurred due to how bad i was crying "FUCK I DID IT WRONG I DID IT WRONG I DID IT WRONG FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, im sorry y/n im sorry im so-" and he continued to talk but i couldn't tell what he was saying as i started to pass out from the pain.