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I'll never love anymore

" I'll never hope for they love anymore, my past they never care about me then in this life i'll live my path by my self.." Aries Anthasia who a being abandoned since born on the cristal palace live two life, The past she died after fight with the monster and came back after been giving a second change, She determine in this second life she will live by her self and not hope for love anymore.

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Chapter 6 : Good thing or bad?

After the emporer and empress gone, She came to the tomb.

" Mom, did you see that old man came here, i do not know why he came here. In the past he never care about us but why it's different now. mom... in this live every gonna be change.. i'll never like before... But it's doesn't matter i do not need they attention, I can live for my self alone. Right mom? and i really miss you mom. Please watch me from there mom."

Even though she said that but her heartache when she thinking of the past. as if understanding her feelings, the weather is cloudy and the rain is dripping water flowing to the earth along with the tears of Aries.

Not long after that while aries play cradle she saw many carriage Stopped in front of her palace, Then she remembers a few days a go that emporer and empress told that he will send a maids and butler to here.

" Haaahhh...Tsk... what a troublesome.."

Aries got off from swing and walked towards them.

From far they can see aries come by herself. After saw aries came close to them , They quickly greeting aries.

" Greeting young princess of mortia may universe bless upon you."

Seeing them gives aries a headache.

".... haahhh... forget the greeting after all I'm not the princess."

One of them came forward to introduce himself to Aries.

" I'm the head butler seo, We are under your care princess."

Aries really do not wish for this when the emporer ask her, She just agree because don't want to many argue And she didn't know that the emperor really send them to here.

" What else did the old man send here."

'old man' hearing aries call emporer old man made them look at each other.

No one in this kingdom dare to call emporer unrespectful.

Aries do not care what the eyes look at her, she just check the list thing. In her heart in my past your never give me a single glance and why in this life you need to cares about me. why in this life.

" What a headache, just do what ever you want to do. Not need to pay attention to me."

After say that word aries leave them do what ever they do, even though they never do they work aries don't care at all.

Aries lay in bed thinking about the next days.

" For what he send maids and head butler here. I don't get it what is in him head, what is him thinking after all. I'm not used to all this in the past life all this didn't happen."

While thinking of what will happen in the next day she fell sleep.

When she sleeping, She dream about a past about people who used to aroud her a past. Dreaming about their memories together When she woke up, his tears were unconsciously flowing.

" Am i to old to dream about a past. Wait a little bit longer, this time i'll find all of you and i'll protect all of you."

And she fall asleep again.

It's been a month since the emporer send the people came to the cristal palace, Even though the way of life changed from a quiet palace to a lively one and from only wearing shabby clothes to now there are many beautiful clothes but Aries still can't use them around her. From the past and this live she are used to living alone.

while she swinging in the cradle, She look up to the sky the weather is look good.

" Time to train again, It's been a long time since I haven't trained."

Then she call a head butler seo.

" I'll be absent for a few days....hmmm... or few weeks."

After leave a word to the head butler seo, She gone with portal.

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Half years later.

It doesn't feel like it's been half a year since she trained in the dark forest.

" Hush....hush... it's been a half year since i came to here, Time flies so fast. And now time to go home."

After clean herself, She open the portal and gone with the portal.

In the palace.

" It's been a half years since the princess absent. When will she came back, Since the emperor know she absent did not stop asking whether the princess had returned or not."

When the princess said that she would be absent, Head butler seo didn't expect it to take this long. Everydays the emperor always send people to ask about the princess's return.

When Seo's head butler was walking in the hall, he felt magic and he knew it was the princess and he ran ask everyone gathered towards the main door to welcome the princess back.

" Welcome back princess aries."

Aries almost forget that she didn't live alone now.

" you don't have to greet me, How many time i said i not a princess."

No matter how many times she ask for them not to pay attention to her but they didn't listen to her. But right now she really do not want talk to much then she just leave them.

After cleaning herself, she thought she wanted to sleep but her eyes didn't want to close yet and she went to the corridor to see the view. she looked at the moon sky which was very bright and there were many stars in the sky suddenly Aries felt tearful because tomorrow is her birth anniversary and also the day of the death of queen katerine aries mother. Having calmed herself down, Aries lay down and closed her eyes. That night aries dream the moments she with her mother, at first it was a very beautiful dream and after that she dreamed of her mother's death. Suddenly Aries opened his eyes and called her mother. Aries woke up from her bad dream in a rather bad condition, her whole face wet with sweat. As if hypnotized, Aries walked in the hall in a nightgown with no shoes on and went out the main door towards the hill towards her mother's tomb.

" Mom... where are you... I'm coming to you..."

Aries is in an unstable state and cries like a lost child.

" Mom...i scare in this world alone.. what should i do... i didn't strong enough to through all of this alone... i miss you so much.. really...really miss you.. why... why you leave me... not even a past also in this life you leave me... why... why didn't you just bring me with you."

Aries cried and wailed at his mother's tomb, she couldn't contain her broken heart because she missed her mother.

" Mom... tomorrow is my birthday and also the day you leave me... How I want to through the day tomorrow tell me. how supposed me.. it's kill me inside.. so hard mom.. i try to act strong but inside me died little by little.. without you i died mom..i told that i want to change in this life but I'm not strong, I'm tired tried act strong everytimes.. i don't want anything.. i just want you to be here with me.. mom!..."

Aries cried very loudly expressing all the feelings hidden in his heart.

There is a body figure behind a large tree near the tomb of queen katerine who listens to all the aries, He sees and hears everything. Because the aries condition is not good makes her not feel the presence of that person.

A few hour before.

Prince Mikael relax on the greenhouse, Thinking about a ' Youngest sister ' who an existence he had only known half a year ago, And this few months the emperor always ask about aries. He so curious about that younger sister. He know that he already meet with that ' younger sister ' before when they fight with monster in the south but he just know that was him half siblings still make him curious.

When the night fall he quietly went to crystal palace to see aries although he didn't really hope to meet Aries. When he arrives nothing strange at beginning until a few seconds when he wanted to walk away, He saw a small figure only wear a nightgown without wear a shoes walk towards the hill next to cristal palace crying and calling her mother. As soon as he saw the small figure, he knew that it was the ' youngest sister' that the empress said half a year ago. He followed Aries from behind because he wanted to know where Aries went, Even though he can't sees clearly but he knew that was a tomb And he hide behind a tree near Aries.

He heard all the words of Aries and he did not think that the little girl was carrying a very heavy burden in his heart. How that small figure could survive alone all this time was unimaginable by prince mikael of aries life before.

He looked up at the sky as it was almost dawn and Aries could no longer hear her cries, Prince Mikael watched Aries fall asleep at her mother's grave. And he lifted Aries and sent her into the palace.when he went in to send aries, he bumped into seo's head butler in the hall.Head butler seo was surprised to see prince mikael and what was even more surprising was aries in prince mikael's arms.

" Hah... gr... greeting the second prince of mortia may universe bless upon you."

When he still work at great palace he know how scaries second prince and now he in front of him.

" This child walk wandering alone in the middle of night alone and no one in this palace know her gone in the middle of night, What a great knights guard in the Palace."

He was angry if he didn't came last night what will happen to aries while everyone sleep. And the most he angry a knight who guard cristal palace didn't notice she wandering alone.

" We... we.. commit crime we deserve being punished."

Head butler seo can feel a pressure of bloodlust from prince mikael eyes now.

When Prince Mikael wanted to say more, Aries who was in his arms moved for a moment and he knew he had to send Aries to the bedroom first.

" Tsk.... Lead the way heading to aries bedroom."

Head butler seo lead the way to aries bedroom as prince Mikael oder.

In the bedroom Prince Mikael carefully put Aries on the bed because he didn't want to disturb Aries' sleep.

" Sleep tight my youngest sister, Wish you have a sweet dreams."

He said sweet words and kissed aries forehead before walking away. Though that small figure already catch him eye's but he need to leave her because he didn't want to disturb aries sleep.

Many year since head butler Seo's work in the palace but never once he saw that side of prince Mikael because everyone knows he is a ' Snake poison ' very cruel prince. But just now what a side he sees.

Right now prince mikael gathered all of people in the cristal palace from maids,butler and knights he gathered them all in the main hall. Everyone there was afraid of the pressure given by prince mikael because they didn't notice the loss of aries last night.

" I don't want to hear what a bullshit excuse that all of you will make i just will ask now tell me who want to die first."

No one dare to answer him, They really feel the pressure and scared to the point of feeling like I could die before being killed by Prince Mikael already felt almost dead with the pressure given by him.

" Because no one answered then I will kill everyone at once."

After saying those words he raised his sword and when he was about to swing his sword suddenly aries appeared to stop him.

" Stop!!.. Don't kill my people brother mikael."

Prince Mikael surprised because aries suddenly appeared even though just a moment ago he put aries in the bedroom and what the more surprised aries call him brother, He seemed stunned by the call.

A few moments ago

Aries wake up after prince Mikael leave the room, She wondered why she could be in the room when yesterday she was at her mother's tomb and she feel strange why so quiet usually the maids would come into her room but why not this morning and she went out to find the reason. While she was walking in the hall, she heard the sound of someone talking and she came closer to find out,And she saw that all the maids butlers and knights were gathered and in front of them was a body figure that she knew the most.

The past that person one of the person who always around her how could she didn't recognize that figure. After losing him left hand and his half ability, He leave a palace and wandered then he join the same team hunter with aries. In the past they had a good relationship even though he knows who aries is but he never treated aries badly in fact he was very good with aries until the last moment they were together. Aries returned to the real world after hearing the sound of Prince Michael's sword swing.

" What are you doing now brother mikael, don't shed blood in my place."

Suddenly there was silence and he turned to see that Prince Mikael was stunned,

while Prince Mikael was stunned where Aries signaled them to leave quickly.

" You..... Came with me."

Aries held Prince Mikael's hand and pulled him towards the guest hall.

" You.... sit here... and wait for a moment."

And aries disappeared after ordering him to sit quietly.

While aries gone. He looked at his hand, He could still feel the small hand that pulled him just now felt warm and there was a feeling that he himself did not understand mixed in his soul which was longing, sad and disappointed. He held his chest because he didn't understand why he felt that way when he saw aries.

A moment later aries came with tea and cake.

" Now tell me, What the reason you want to shed the blood on my palace."

Although Aries smiled, he felt that the question was too much pressure for him and he can feel the moment aries sitting across from him, He can feel the pressure

as if facing pressure from the emperor. He could clearly see the face of Aries which was very similar to the Emperor, not just the face but the character, hair and even the eyes were similar to the Emperor.

" They didn't do they work properly, The master they serve wandering in middle of night but not even single person notice then what the reason for they live..tsk."

Aries only smiled listening to what Prince Mikael said because he knew his character, And Aries could see that Prince Mikael had not changed and was still like the past, making him miss the past.

" Hahhh... then just give them warning not need to shed blood in my palace... wait... what are you doing in my palace in the middle if night."

Prince mikael did not answer quickly, He didn't know what to answer, He didn't know what reason to give because he knew that Crystal Palace was not a place that could be visited at will without the emperor's permission.Besides, if he says he wants to see Aries but he comes at night it looks like he's stalking and the act looks bad.

" haaa.... hmmm... I was just passing by... yea... yea... just passing by..."

He say the thing but never make a eyes contact with aries.

" Are you sure that you just passing by."

The more aries watche prince mikael reaction the more she want to tease him.

And he was sweating making aries couldn't help laughing, In front of him aries laughed very loudly and rolled around. Prince Mikael looked strange at first but after a few seconds he knew that Aries only wanted to tease him and he became embarrassed. Feeling ashamed he got up and wanted to leave but before he disappeared he turned to see Aries.

" You... Don't cry anymore and don't get hurt.."

Even though Prince Mikael had disappeared behind the door, Aries was still staring at the door and holding his chest.

" Ahhh... What a troublesome... you always can sees everything through me.. the past and even now...you really never change really what a troublesome brother mika."

The past she always call prince mikael ' brother mika ' she really miss the moments when they are gathered together with others.

She lying down and looking at the ceiling for a moment with her eyes closed and her hands still holding her chest.