Orgasm for the First Time

''I knew a nun would gain you a good amount of exp. Wait... Huh? That new quest- orgasm for the first, you mean, the very first time?'' the fox said and incarnated in the air.

''Didn't you say that physical body and levitation skill of yours wasting my energy? Stop. You're annoying enough even when I only hear your voice,'' I said.

The fox descended slowly and landed on the sheet between Miran's legs. ''Nah, you have just fed and you are filled with enough energy to not be affected by such a small thing.'' The tail it wagged was caressing Miran's legs. ''Really you never before...''

''Yes, never. I never had an orgasm without being anyone with me. Get out of my way now,'' I said and reached out to untie Miran. The fox disappeared from the sheet and reappeared in another corner of the room. I was about to remove the plug in her mouth... and I paused.

I looked at the woman helplessly lying in the bed. She was breathing rapidly and though she tries to say something from time to time, all I heard was her hoarse voice that means nothing.

I touched her lips, her neck, and pondered how to take off her holy necklace without burning myself again. She moaned when I pinched her nipples. I did it not for exp or because I liked it, but I did it just because I was able to do it.

I teased and violated her most sensitive body parts just because I was able to do. She was desperate and helpless, waiting for me to harass her, ''How dirty and wet you are,'' I said out loud this time so that she can hear me. She made a pleading sound. The fox was watching me with blank eyes.

I heard the fox's voice after Miran had a second climax and before I begin to tease her for the third time, ''Stop,'' it said. ''You cannot gain the control you lost over your life by torturing her.''

''What the fuck are you talking about?'' I paused and looked at the fox.

''I'm talking about you being a control freak. After losing everything you have and being forced to do things against your will, no one can be as calm as you are trying to pretend,'' it said.

''Enough. I don't want to talk about this,'' I said but it didn't care.

''You are trying to recreate the same situation in order to overcome the trauma you experienced. This time you won't be the victim, you'll be in charge and nobody will hurt you. Quest is also related to that, right? You need to sever ties with your past, with the only partner you've ever had.''

I took a deep breath and I silently cursed the fox for reminding me of that man's face. ''What you say doesn't make any sense. I've always been a dominant character, it has nothing to do with having a trauma,'' I said in my mind.

''In addition to that, the system is just a rating and classification tool, not an artificial intelligence that will plan to break my ties with my past,'' I added.

''A-ha!'' It clapped its paws like it solved a mystery, ''This is the reason for trauma. If you were a submissive character, you would accept the man you love to use your body. On the contrary, it traumatized you because your mindset was not suitable for such a behave.''

''I said enough!'' I could not stop myself from speaking out loud. Poor Miran was petrified, she thought she did something that pissed me off.

''You see? No other subject hurts you this much. Moreover, you couldn't be more wrong when you said that the Web was just for classification. Could a system that serves for just classification hear the call of the desire for revenge and create a task for a succubus to fulfill your wish?''

I caressed Miran's head like she is a pet but unlike me, she was happy to be treated like that. She was wanting to be under someone's responsibility. She was happy that I tied her up and didn't let her resist.

She didn't want to resist, but she would have sinned if she willingly let me do these things. However I hadn't given her a choice, if you didn't have a choice, you wouldn't have sinned. I was thinking she had a sick mind, still, it was okay for me.

''Being in charge of this situation with the nun gives you a temporal sense of confidence,'' the fox said.

''Ha! Will having a climax solve my all these mental problems?'' I asked mockingly. I was trying to forget what I had experienced with that man until I was strong enough to take revenge, and it was annoying that the fox brought up the subject.

I started to untie the girl and the fox disappeared from the room. ''Are you digging into my memories?'' I asked. It was not nice to have a consciousness in my mind that was not mine.

''Ignoring is not the most successful way to move forward,'' it said.

''This is not an answer to my question.''

''When will you complete the quest?'' the fox asked. This also wasn't an answer but asking the same question again while the answer was obvious would not help me.

''This time there is no time limit. I want to rest a little,'' I said.