Transferred

After they made her leave the property. I ended up taking a nap. Later that evening. It was about 6 pm. We were having dinner. I started cramping really bad. So I had kc watch the kids while I used the restroom. I started my monthly. Nothing extreme happened. So I took some midol and returned to them. We had an early night. After I got the kids settled in. I began laying down to read. Then I got a knock at the door. When I got up no one was there. There was a envelope on my floor. I opened and read it. I have a meeting in the office in the morning. So they can discuss what actions to take. I was truly prepared for the worse case scenario. Though it never came. When I got to the meeting. My kids were ushered to Kc. They hung out in the playground. Then they let me know that because of what happened. They needed me to take my kids to another program temporarily. For safety reasons they needed me to go. It would only be for about a month. So I asked what they would do with Kc. Since she cannot go with me to the program they are sending me to. They said they will be transferring her to the single side until my return. So I agreed and got ready to go. They told me I only needed to take the most important of my things. The rest could stay on property until I got back. They stuck everything we left behind into a storage cube in the back of their program. Locked it with a few heavy boat chains and dead bolt locks. Anyone that uses their storage units got one like it. So I only grabbed my most important items. Clothes, diapers, you know the every day needed items for health and hygiene. Since I already knew where the program was. Since I've been there before. They gave me a bus pass and sent me on my way. It wasn't a lot to carry but Kc agreed to go with me. She did just that. We stopped for snacks and then jumped on the bus. It was a sad and quiet ride there. I told her I was going to go back. The program just needed me gone for a minimum of 30 days. Since it was 2 offenses in a day. When I could return to the program I had to do 150 hours of community service as well. When it was time up get off the bus. She grabbed the bags and the boys. They were asleep on her. We gathered all my things and headed off the bus. Once off the bus she helped me get everything together on the stroller. Then we got the baby in the carrier. We said our goodbyes and she kissed me and got back on the bus. She promised she would visit every chance she got. Her next day off was in 3 days. We took the kids to a park nearby and had a picnic. We did this every week at least twice a week. The day I was able to return I got a call from the program. They needed me to stay there an extra 2 days. Which actually worked out perfectly. Since that was her next day off. She was able to meet me off property. We caught the bus to downtown. We grabbed lunch and went swimming with the kids. Then once I knew they were ready to sleep. We headed to the program. The bus ride was 2 hours one way. So I knew I needed them calm and relaxed. I was late to my appointment with the office. So I explained to them we had to stop for food. The kids were hungry. Then I let them run out some energy while waiting on the bus. We were at the bus stop for nearly 2 hours waiting for it. As I forgot on Sundays it only ran once every hour. We had just barely missed the first one and so we had to wait for the next one. In all fairness I am traveling with all my things plus kids on foot and on a bus. So you guys knew from the start I would be late. So they excused my lateness. I mean I didn't hide the swimming. I just never said anything about it either. Since they didn't ask. I figured it wasn't important. Tomorrow I had called to make an appointment with my ob. I was begining to smell like death. Like through my clothing and everything. I've tried different things while at the shelter. Nothing was working. I never noticed if I wiped my baby out or not. When I went to my doctor. So they said was to take the antibiotics and I'll be fine. So I did just that. About a week after I finished my medicine. I had to run to the bathroom. I was extremely cold. I felt a little heavy. So I slowly walked to the staff. Asked them to watch the kids as I went to the bathroom. It was in the middle of the night and I just couldn't hold it to morning. So the security stood in front my door and just watched my kids sleep. I was halfway up the ramp and I got super dizzy. The next thing I knew my body was convulsing. I broke out in cold sweats, I was having a hard time breathing. I mean it was really bad. Blood started pouring out of me. I could feel the warmth of it between my legs. I tried to get up but my body wouldn't let me up. I heard the ambulance. It sounded really far away. I was curled in a fetal position. My kids came running to me. All gathered about me trying to get me awake. One of the staffs on site shook me awake. Told me I needed to stay awake. Just until they got me to the hospital. I tried but everything was a blur. I can't remember much except telling my kids that I love them.