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Holding onto the darkness

*anti-hero* *lover-obsessed* *enemies to lovers* A lonely princess trapped in a tower by a paranoid father, and a prince, who secretly longed for love, but avoided it just as passionately. With threats to the Empire created by the families of them both, would they be able to find love amongst it all or will all crumble down to nothing? ***** Katerina stood by the door, not making any sound, or attempting to come forward. She just kept her back against the door, so, if in case she had to leave, she would take less time and get her ass out of here. The man in front of her, who was sitting behind his desk, was her fiance. Someone who I had belonged to since childhood. In fact, before she was born actually. The man who looked disappointed, and held his head in his hand. Gulping, she regretted the choice of clothes she had worn. It was cold in her country and she was barely wearing anything but a piece of clothes. The night was ruined and now she was at the mercy of the heater about which she wondered whether it worked or not. “Why,” Matvey sighed, “why are you here?” ‘To have fun with my friends,’ she wanted to say, but then refrained. Her friends were actually downstairs, and must be waiting for her. It was the one night where she had backed her father to let her go with her friends, and by far, she knew she was going to go home for the rest of the night. “And now you have no words.” He chuckled ruthlessly. “I always find you here and there, somehow always in my sight, and that, with what you’re wearing,” he pointed his hand at her, “seeking my attention is one thing, but whoring yourself is completely another. Do you think a man wants to marry a whore?” Her eyes widened and before she could even control herself, her tears had already made their presence known. Blinking, she looked away, and her tears dropped her cheeks. How could he say that? “I suppose I have not made my decision clear so I will say it clearly, get out of my sight and my life. Walk the other way where you find me walking in the same direction or just fucking better yet, remove your existence from in front of me. Is that understood?” Hie voice turned Harsh with each word, hitting her heart with a hammer and a nail so painfully that she let out a little whimper, accompanied by a sob. Katrina’s throat choked up but she attempted to answer him. “Y-yes—“ “Good.” He sighed. “Now, get out.” Before he could even say the words, she was already on it. She opened the door and flung herself out of it, only to notice who was standing beside her as she left. A scantily dressed woman who moved inside, just as she moved out. Shame burned her from within as she moved through the dance floor, and moved out to where her car was already waiting for her. “Drive home, please.” She whispered. Drive home, and away from him. Hopefully forever.

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A wasted effort- II

Madam varya only allowed ten minute breaks and after every three hours. For her, it was important for a woman of Katrina's placement to have the ability to sit still for hours. Even if it meant to control the excretal urges one might have.

Natya and she had received a ten minute break that they had chosen to spend in the kitchen with Mika, I am maid employed by the housekeeper Olga.

"Here," Mika pushed two bowls of fruit in front of the girls, "I cut up fruits for the two of you."

"Thank you! I was starving." Natya pierced her fork to the first piece before putting it in her mouth. "Hmm, sweet."

Katrina repeated the action and tested it for herself. It was sweet.

"Girls," the housekeeper Olga entered the kitchen and stood in front of them behind the counter, "Master Orlov is going to be home in twenty minutes. You will be having lunch with him."

"Have they been told?" Natya asked and Olga nodded.

Katrina's eyes lowered to the fruit in front of her. It was going to be embarrassing.

"Maybe," Natya whispered once Olga was gone, "he would not remember."

"It would be impossible for him to not."

"Well then, he may just ignore it and move on." Natya shrugged and glanced at the entrance for her teacher. Thankfully, none of them were outside of the study rooms.

The governesses preferred to stay in the study rooms, unless it was asked of them to come outside. The house was not entirely pleasant to live in and one might encounter things that were not exactly.. worth watching.

It had happened with her previous teacher and she had to be disposed of and not in a very kind way. Madam Varya and The other one knew now knew better.

They dressed in better clothes, more suited and presentable at the lunch and headed downstairs. Her father was not here yet, so they occupied their seats at the dining table.

"How much longer?" Natya asked, appearing quite patient but Katrina knew that her ADHD mind was jumping off the rails.

"Just a bit more. I think I had his car when I was coming down the stairs."

Natya leaned in to keep her head on Katrina's shoulder. She snuggled in which Katrina placed her cheek on Natya's head.

For a moment there, she inhaled in peace, without anything or any need to be perfect. It was just existing and it was wonderful.