A NIGHTMARE BEFORE A DAYDREAM

During our way to their old house, only my sobs could be heard inside the car. I know, they are trying to tell me to stop crying but they can't, and I have no intention of stopping either. My heart just ripped into a million pieces! What did I do wrong?

When we arrived at their old house, the gate was open, so my hunch grew stronger, and I feared that they were both here. I closed my eyes tightly and couldn't hold back my sobs again.

I feel the trembling of my whole being. I don't know what to say. I do not know what to do. I want Javier. I want him here! I want him to tell me the whole truth! I want him. Only him. Please!

I want Javier. I want him. I cannot take it anymore. I feel like I'm going to pass out at any moment because of the pain, because of the weight. I don't know how to endure it anymore. How can it be when I know the truth directly from him.