Chapter 12: I want you back

Chapter 12: I want you back

Yelena been ignoring us since that day, 1 week to be exact. And Ziv, that man is always bothering us!

And since that night too, I know that he knew that he is the father of my kids. And he is really being a jerk, dude! He have a family, ok? So why does he have to do this?

I'm doing him a favor.. not to ruin his family. Why does he have to be so persuasive? I don't get him.. I've never understand what's inside his mind. What does his heart say.. what does he feel?

Ziv..

He might not be the one who directly hurt me, but he is the reason. I've never imagine that one day, the bitch Shabina would lose in such a disgusting way.. the almighty Shabina was gone just like that.

I can't just forgive Ziv so easily. That's not the only reason why I hate him. He hurt me emotionally and mentally. He ruined everything I'd been holding on, he destroyed the perfect family I've been wanting to have. Ziv is the worst.

"Hey." I look up and saw Seg with her baby bump. I smiled at her.

"Sit." She did.

"So? Are you ok? You don't usually talk to me in a cafe, do you have a problem?" I shook my head and smiled again.

"I'm here to know your decision." She sighed. By her reaction, I knew what her decision is.

"I can't escape anymore, Shabby.. he is the father of my child." I snorted. Who does she think she's lying at?!

"Those kids was made between you and my brother!" She look stunned for a moment and was not able to say anything. Her eyes started to water and later on, she cried.

I just look at her and let her cry. "I don't want my niece or nephew experience what I made my kids experienced.."

"I'm so guilty. It's kills me every time they meet their tito's calling them daddy papa, it always tells me that they are longing for their father." I said and laugh sarcastically hiding the sadness in my voice.

"And when they finally meet their father.. I declined him for my selfish reason. It's makes me want to kill myself every time I remember Yelena and Mirk face for the first time they saw him, they look contented and happy. I've been longing to see that.."

"Anyway.." I said and tried to focus again. "I just want the best for my brother and niece. I hope you would do the same, Seg. You can always count on me." She just nodded. Telling me she need more time to think.

After that, we talked about random things and eat sweets. Since, that's her cravings. Sweets.

We were talking about her babies name when I noticed the man I've been waiting to arrive.

"Do you think Aspere is good for a girl's name?" She excitedly asked, which I think that my opinion is not needed anymore. Just looking at her face, she already decided for her kids name.

"Yeah, I think that's good and Hellion for a boy." He said. Interrupting us fro talking and get the chair near him and put it beside Seg.

Seg look at me with disbelief and her eyes, telling me that I betrayed her. I just shrugged telling her I don't know anything, even though we really planned this for a very long time.

"Aspere Aureate Marquat and Hellion Parastin Marquat. Not bad, right baby?" Drey said and smiled at Seg.

Seg seems confuse so I cough to get their attention.

"Do that later love birds, respect the single." I jokingly said but they look at me and Drey put his hand around Seg shoulder.

"Seg, he is my cousin. We're not in a relationship. Dude, that's disgusting you know." Her her crumpled indicating that she's more confuse.

I sighed. "Ask him. I need to go, see you around!" I said and leave them alone.

Playing cupid is fun but hard. Doing this things makes me remember of the past, it's feels like the history repeat it self the only difference is we got older and the situations is harder.

"Playing cupid again, I see." I almost lost grip to my coffee when Ziv appeared all of the sudden!

"You freak! You almost killed me!" He just laugh and sip from my coffee!

"Careful, baby." I just ignored him and went to the parking lot.

He just keep on following me while whistling. I sighed, this guy is really annoying.

"Ziv, what do you really want? Tell me, I'll give it to you and stay away from us." He smirk but his eyes tells different. It looks mad and at the same time sad. I may not understand his heart and mind but I can clearly understand his eyes like a clear water.

"I want you back." I snorted. Want me back?! Is he insane?!

"I don't have any plan to become a mistress. Sorry I can't give you what you want but I still hope you would stop annoying us." I said coldly even though I almost shivered at his cold eyes.

"Mistress? What mistress, Erica?" Huh! He acts like he don't know! This man is insane! How dare he do that to his own family?! Ziv, you're selfish!

I closed my door full force which cause a loud noise! He seems not to care and knocked at my window with a annoying grin in his face!

"What now?" I said calmly but deep inside I want to rip his neck!

"I want you back with our kids. Let's fix this, Erica." Fix what?!

I snorted. "You're so confident that I'll forgive you. Why don't you chase our son instead of chasing me?" I suggested like it's a normal thing.

There's no point on hiding the truth, he confirmed it many times I'm just making a fool of myself if I keep on denying it.

"Our son.." He said like it was the most wonderful word he heard in his entire life. His eyes reflects happiness yet lonely.

"Just hearing those words from you made me happy. Erica, despite what I've done to you, you were still able to bear my child. I'm so happy. Thank you." I don't think I deserve those words, when I found out about it I thought of aborting them.

"So, Erica- baby. Let's fix this, hmm?" He softly said, almost pleading.

"You have a family. I won't settle for something like that. My kids don't deserve it." He frowned.

"Our son, Erica. And no, I don't have a family." I look at him, confuse. Who is he lying at?! Mirk saw it, I heard it and I saw it!

But instead of saying anything I stayed silent, which made him continue to explain.

"Eumoriety is my sister. Hak got her pregnant but she hides it to everyone, we made people think that I'm the father. "He explained happily. He seems to enjoy that I'm suffering! Jerk!

"Hak? Your cousin? Isn't that incest?!" I asked. It's not that I'm against incest or what, it just shocking! And how am I going to explain it to my kids?! They considered Hak as their father.. especially that Ziv and him look the same!

Everything is messed up!