Only you are missing

At that moment, I got a message.

— Can you come down? I need to talk to you.

My heart skipped a beat, and it hurt, but gradually I managed to calm it down. I went down slowly to gain control over myself, but even when I saw him, I couldn't help putting on a stupid face. My conscience mocking me: "weren't you the one who was going to put it on the side(?)"

Holy cow.

— It's a little late.

— Yes, I know, however, I couldn't sleep because I needed to talk to you.

— Well, you're the only one missing, so go ahead.

— Take it. — He handed me the helmet—. We can't talk here.

I breathed, let my hair down, put the helmet on, and ride. We left at full speed, I was a little scared, and I couldn't relax until he stopped.

— Are we there?

— Yes. — I got off and handed him the helmet while I picked up my hair again. We were in front of a cabin, I looked at him without understanding—. That's right, there are still houses from the old land. Let's go inside.

I must say that I was excited, it was like seeing my first archaeological ruins, since many things of ancient land have been tried to be saved, but it proved to be complicated and almost impossible. The ancient buildings were devoured by earth phenomena or demolished by our generation because we need space. Though this is the colony that has the best space and perhaps as a result, they have managed to save more things like this.

— Is it from your family?

— From my uncle, Kim, would you like a drink?

— Oh… No, thanks. Anyway. — I turned on my heels to face him—. Tell me why I'm here. Ah! Wait, first I must apologize for what my mother did, I'm sorry you're involved in this.

When I looked at him, I saw some hatred in his eyes and that hurt me, I tried to look away. Suddenly, he started laughing, and my eyes widened.

— What your mother did to us… She did it to you too, in fact, let me show you her results.

Suddenly, he came towards me and kissed me, I could feel hate and rage, and it didn't matter because my body betrayed me, I wanted him. As I was able, I recovered myself and slapped him hard, I took steps back and hugged myself.

— My mother made our chemistry strong; she made me addicted to you, I lose my human filters when we are close. It's an animal instinct that pulls me to you, I know…

>> But I won't let it happen, I won't be anyone else's experiment. I can see your intentions; you brought me here to see how much this thing that is implanted in your genetics dominates you. I know your answer to your family and you have to be and marry another Asian. Don't worry I will stay away from you, although you should be less hypocritical since you bang everything, Asian or not.

I got out of that place quickly and without looking back, my chest hurt, but I knew it was all programmed into me, it was like I was an android.

— Alexa, wait!

— Get away, don't come after me!

— No, wait… let me apologize.

— For what? For being a jerk and trying to get back at me. You must be a great actor to be able to think of hitting on a woman you detest. What were you thinking of doing, raping me, or getting me pregnant? Too bad the second one wasn't going to work out for you since we women are inoculated not to have children, whose idea? My beloved mother's!

— Alexa! What kind of man do you think I am?

I stopped and looked him in the eyes.

— I don't know, you tell me.

— Let's go inside and talk calmly.

— Speak here.

He took a breath and I saw his face change to look shy, I thought it was charming. No, hell no, Alexa comes to your senses, if you let go of your mind, you'll do what you don't want.