Chap 4

Sarah Pov's

After I got home, I take a shower and change into my comfortable shirt. I wear a black big t-shirt and a black short, I let my hair air dry. I grab my phone and walk down the stairs. I saw my mom was cooking some food, "Hi mom. What you cook? Smell delicious " I set myself on the chair.

She looks at me and said, "I cook some spaghetti for us today, is it okay with you?" I nodded as a yes.

"Mom, I want to talk about what happen at school. It's about him." I said while she prepares the food on the plate.

"What is it about?" Asked mom. I told her everything that had happen to me and how I decided wants to end thing with him tonight.

Mom was shocked a few times about what I said but feel relieved when I told her that Matthew was there for me that time.

"You should end things with him tonight. I hope you do the right things and become aware of your safety. I can feel that this boy will not stop here to disturbing you but I'm sure Matthew will protect you" said mom and I just nodded but at the same time confuses about the things she said about Matthew.

It's currently 10pm, he's been texting me from 9pm but I just ignored it because I need some space time to myself before I finish him. I thought for a while and decided to call one of them.

"Hey brother Brad" I said in low voice.

"Hi sis, what's up?" said Brad.

"Not good but I've decided to break him tonight and I need some of your opinion...something like that" I courage myself to tell him the reason why I called him now.

"Sure, let me guess, you're texting him right now, right?" He chuckled and I said yes.

"He begs me to not break this relationship but I want to. He keeps texting me with his whole apology paragraph but I just dry text it back. I'm really tired with this. You know, he even chases me after school, and I just pour all of my anger towards him" my voice getting louder and louder because I was very angry.

"Whoa...whoa...hold on. He what?" Said Brad suddenly in serious tone.

"Um...he chases me and confront me?" I lowered my voice.

"Fuck this boy! I deal with it later..." said Brad but I still can hear it.

It was silent for a while...

"And... YES! FINALLY! I'M FREE!" I shouted happily.

"You finally free sis?" Brad chuckled at me through the phone.

"Yup!" I said and jumping up and down.

"Easy there, I know it's not over yet, so you need to keep yourself safe. If you need help, come find us, got it?" He said in serious tone, and I reply yes.

I spend my weekend all by myself by going to the mall alone, not really but all of my friends can't go out so yeah, I'm alone. So, after what I did last night, I'm thinking of to spend some time alone without any disturbing from everyone. You heard it clearly, literally from everyone. I was on my way to buy some drinks, but when my eyes land on the first floor, I saw one of my friends with her other school guy friends. She saw me and I quickly put my finger on my lips signing her to keep quiet and come to meet me on second floor. She nodded and quietly run to me quickly.

"Eeeeekkkk, hiiii Sarah! What are you doing here?" asked Sharon while hugging me.

"Hehe hi too Sharon. I'm here to clear my mind" I patted her back and release from hug. I look behind her and say, "What are they doing here?" She looks behind her and quickly pulled me to the other side. "Ignore them, now tell me what happened?" asked Sharon.

"Umm... I finally free from him" I said.

"Really?! Finally! When did it happened?" she asked me curiously.

"Last night, let's go to cafe and we talk about this at there" she nodded, and we walk together to one of the cafes that I really want to go.

After I ordered my Choco-latte drinks and tacos, we sit at the corner while waiting the food arrived.

"I show you what did the fucker texted me and I tell you what he did to me" I give her my phone and she read the texts slowly. While she read it, I told her everything that he had done to me. Her expression went to curious and angry, I found out that she also went through all of this before from this fucker. What a bad luck we've got.

"One thing for sure is that I'm glad I finally free from him" I sighed and she nodded. Just in time my food is here, I thanked the waiter and take the food.

"Oh, my friends here. Thank you for telling me this. Now I have a reason to hate him even more. Take care, bye Sar" She waved me goodbye and walked out.

It's already 3 in the evening, I walked out the cafe and went to the stationary store to buy some stuff. After that, I went to the 3rd floor to take some time alone. I saw my brothers texts but I just ignored it because I want to be alone right now. The weather looks sad and it exactly shows how my mood right now.

I went home around 4 o'clock after bought my mom groceries. I take a shower and change into comfortable t-shirt and sweatpants. I don't even bother to text anyone so I just do what I want. My day went by slowly and all I want is that the time went quickly to school carnival. I'm free but I feel empty. I don't know who I want to trust anymore but I have this feel that there is someone waiting for me... but who? I guess I just wait until it come.