Chapter 62: love and fear

“Make your lives a masterpiece, you only get one canvas.”

- E.A. Bucchianeri

A month later

Arsala's POV

Its been over a month yet it still hurts, losing a child hurts like hell. The pain is one I never want to experience, neither would I wish it upon any woman. I and Olivia never got along but It has never crossed my mind that she would be capable of poisoning me.

Imran and Olivia's divorce got finalized some days back. I'm still recovering from the whole incident and my uterus wasn't severely damaged. I'm not going to lie the thought of never being able to have a child again scared the life out of me. Forever is a long time and deep down I know I still want to have more children.

Imran's bond with the twins is growing stronger, they always want him around. We still aren't together, I mean I haven't move back in with him. I'm still scared of letting him in but I want to be with him. My feelings make no sense, not even to me.