depressed angel dust

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Y/n leaned against a wall, checking over his stuff, ensuring everything was regenerated correctly. His tail swung left and right. He let out a sigh, just happy to have it back again.

He was waiting for Angel to come down the stairs so they could head over to the Vee Tower. He was worried about her after how she acted last night with Husk.

While he was thinking about that, Charlie was walking down the stairs and noticed y/n.

Charlie: Hey, y/n, why are you standing right there?

As she got closer she leaned her body on the wall right next to him.

Y/n: Oh, I was just waiting for Angel.

Charlie: oh, where are the both of you going?

Y/n: We are heading to her boss's other boss for photo shoots.

Charlie: Oh, that's so cool!

Y/n: Meh, maybe you will see her and me in the newspaper.

Charlie chuckled slightly at his comment.

Y/n: Hey, I want to ask what do you think of Angel.

Charlie: oh, this is an out of nowhere question.

Y/n: I just noticed that besides me no one really goes up to here and simply talks to her.

Charlie: That's not true. I'm sure of it because Vaggie talks to her.

Y/n: only when she does something that annoys her.

Charlie: oh well.....

Charlie raised her fist to her mouth, almost in a thinking position.

Charlie: I guess you're right. I can't remember when I hung out with her or even talked to her without you around. Now I feel bad since she is one of my people here.

Y/n patted her shoulders.

Y/n: Don't worry too much about it. I'm sure she will eventually start talking to the others without me around..

Charlie: You know you're a really great friend.

Y/n: just trying to be there for others. "quietly," Unlike how people were for him.

Charlie: hmm?

Y/n: nothing, anyway. What is taking Angel so long?

Charlie: Well, maybe she is just getting ready for your photoshoot. By the way, what are you doing, Niffty?

Y/n: huh?

Charlie was looking next to y/n leg as Niffty had a knife in her hand and made a grabbing motion.

Niffty: hehe, bad boy

Y/n: fuck no, not again. You aren't cutting my tail off.

He grabbed her by her head, lifted her, and turned her to look at him.

Y/n: I don't know why you keep going after my tail but stop it, Niffty.

She started to lick the knife that was in her hands. Y/n just gave up.....He pushed himself off the wall and got his leg ready.

Charlie: Wait, y/n, what are you doing?

Y/n: I'm going to kick Niffty.

Charlie: No, y/n don't kick Niffty.

Y/n: I'm going to kick Niffty.

Y/n got his foot ready as he started moving his leg and let go of Niffty. Y/n foot kicks right into her side, launching her across the lobby to the stairs.

Just before she landed, two people were walking down the stairs. Husk walked alongside Angel, who had her arms crossed under her breast and was not looking at him.

Her eyes widened as she noticed Niffty heading for the two.

Angel quickly ducks down, barely missing Niffty by a hair as niffty smacks right into Husk, knocking him down.

Y/n came jogging over to the three, looking them over. As Niffty suddenly bolted up, her eye landed on y/n.

Niffty: Again! Again! And do it harder.

Angel: Holy shit, this bitch is crazy.

Y/n: and here I thought you were the worst of them all.

Angel: Aw, thanks for the compliment, snookums, but I'm only a semi-crazy bitch. This bitch right here is a full-on deranged masochist.

While they were talking, Niffty was making small jumps with her arms up, almost like she was asking for uppies.

Niffty: heheh again!

Y/n: Besides that, do you want to head out now?

Angel: Yeah, I'm ready when you are.

Y/n: alright, well, let's head out then. See the rest of you later.

Y/n and Angel walked away from the group while Charlie waved them off, and Niffty vanished from existence and husk. He was just a carpet, like one of those bear's carpets.

Y/n and Angel walked silently, not saying anything to each other. After a few more minutes, y/n decided to try starting a conversation.

Y/n: hey, so....you feel better after last night.

She sighs, looks over at him, and puts her hands into her suit pockets.

Angel: I'm fine, y/n!

Angel's tone was slightly off from her usual tone; there was a hint of anger and sadness in her voice.

Y/n just stays quiet, not saying anything. Angel noticed that and took a moment to calm down and breathe before looking over at him.

She was about to say something but got cut off by y/n

Y/n: alright then, you don't need to say anything.

Y/n started walking slightly faster, leaving her a few feet behind him.

She stretched one of her hands out before her other hand grabbed it and looked at the hand before biting her lip a bit.

While that was happening, y/n was watching her. He would need to be tough on her today if he wanted her to talk to him about why she seemed so down after their last conversation.

He sighed before grabbing his phone and flipping it to the correct position. He scrolled through his contacts until he reached Via and tapped on it.

O/n: I'm available tomorrow if you still want to hang out.

Gothchy18: You're still down to hang out?

O/n: of course, after all you invite me.

Gothchy18: sweet, uh yeah. I will send you the location later.

O/n: Okay, see you tomorrow then.

*somewhere else*

Octavia rolled around on her bed for a few seconds before popping up, getting off, and walking over to her calendar.

She raised her fingers to help her keep track of the day she was looking at before stopping at the date for tomorrow.

She put her hand out as a slight glow affected was around her hand. A pen came flying over before stopping just right above her hand.

She grabbed it and started writing down on the calendar. When she looked at what she had written, it read date with y/n.

She looked at the rest of the calendar until her eyes landed on a date. Her eyes were almost glued to that date.

She looked back over the date with y/n, erased it, and put it in its place: simply hanging out with y/n.

She walked away from her calendar, remembering the other date approaching in the coming week: seeing the stars with Dad.

*back with y/n*

After walking in silence, they made it to the building, taking the back entrance like last time.

While y/n was walking down a hallway, he felt like he was being watched from somewhere.

He looked around till his eyes landed on a camera. Y/n facial expression changed slightly with a frown.

It just kept staring at him. Y/n felt as time slowed while being watched before the camera suddenly broke.

Y/n smiled as he looked away and towards the elevator. The two got inside as it started going up.

Angel looked over at him, thinking of something to say.

Angel: How long do we have until the photo shoot starts?

Y/n looked at her with a dumb expression as if he was saying how he should know.

She looked at him with a dumbfounded look on her face. She grabbed at her temple.

The doors opened as the two walked through. They started making their way through the lobby, heading to one of the doors and stepping inside.

y/n looked around the room, interested in what kind of stuff velvette was doing at work. There were clothes all around the room, and people were walking around with clothes that were being made.

In the middle of the room, velvette was looking at a girl on a platform. Velvette snapped her finger as the woman's clothes changed.

y/n walked over to her, with Angel following close behind.

Y/n: Hey, Velvette, we are here.

She seemed to be taken back for a moment before turning to look at the two.

Velvette: Ah, darling, what are you doing here? Your photo shoot is still a few hours away.

Y/n: oh, we are?

y/n quickly looked over at Angel, who was just facepalming.

Y/n: So how much time do we have till we start?

Velvette: I could move some stuff around and squeeze you both in the next half an hour.

Y/n: I don't think you can just make a photographer come here on a different schedule.

Velvette: Oh, darling, you underestimate what kind of power I have. I meant it when I said I could have you locked up at the bottom of this tower.

She turned her focus back to the woman on the stage.

Velvette: now darling, please leave so I can focus on my work.

Y/n walked away with Angel still behind him.

Angel: Hey so before you mention something about Val?

Y/N: Huh, oh yeah, Velvette told me that you don't need to worry about him, I guess.

Angel: hmm, I wonder. Hey, y/n, do you want to see my studio?

Y/n: the one where you get fuck and railed by like 20 black guys.

Angel: Yeah, that one.

Y/n: sure.

She started walking out of the room, and y/n walked beside her. They went up to the second level and even a third before reaching a pair of doors.

She opened it slightly and peered her head inside before looking at y/n.

Angel: Come on, no one is in right now.

She pushed the door open and walked inside. Y/n followed her as he walked past her. She quickly closed the door as y/n looked around the place.

There was a giant bed in the center with lights above and cameras pointing at it.

The rest of the room was pretty bland, besides some leaves and pictures of Angel in some erotic outfits.

Angel: I look pretty sexy in them, don't you think?

Y/N: I like this one mainly because the black outfits against your skin are a nice style change.

Y/n noticed there was another door in the room. He started walking over to it and was about to grab the handle, but suddenly, he was grabbed by angel.

Angel: we don't need to be going in there, alright.

Y/n: what in there?

Angel: nothing, absolutely nothing.

She glanced at it before trying to lead him somewhere else.

Angel: How about we just sit and chill while we wait?

Y/n squinted his eyes as he watched her body movements before walking over to a seat and was about to sit in it.

Angel: Wait, Y/n! Not that seat!

Y/n: why?

She quickly walked over as y/n turned to look at the seat. Angel lifted her leg and stepped on it. Suddenly, the soft padding of the seat flipped over with a dildo on it, and it made a moving motion.

Y/n looked at it with a what the fuck was he looking at face.

Y/n: just why?

Angel: "Sarcastic laugh." It is just something that Val does with employees who step out of line.

She walked over to a giant bed and sat on it while patting the spot next to her.

He walked over to him but simply just stood there.

Y/n: Yeah, I'm not sitting in that bed.

Angel: why not? It's pretty comfy.

Y/n: first, it was because of the cum stains on the blanket, and the other, it was just I didn't want to.

She pointed over to a chair that had her name on it.

Angel: You can use that one. It should be as safe as you're going to get.

Y/n sighed as he walked over, grabbing the chair and bringing it close to her.

He sat down on the chair, just looking at her. Angel started stretching a bit. Her Breast pushed against the fabric of the suit.

(Image here)

Angel: Did an Angel catch your attention, snookums?

She wink at him before moving one hand to her chest to give more attention to that area on her body.

Y/n: that is definitely an eye-catching pose.

Angel smirked as she stood up and strutted over to him. He was caught off guard when she suddenly started to straddle onto him.

Her legs were on the side of him while also having her Breast pushing against his chest.

Angel: So what are you going to do to this angel? She's being a bit naughty.

As much as he wanted this to continue, everything felt off for some reason.

She placed her hand on his chest and started sliding it down. But before she could do anything, y/n grabbed her hand and pulled it off.

Y/n: Angel, why are you doing this?

Angel: h-huh?

Y/n: from the time that I had known you. You aren't usually aggressive.

She brought her mouth close to his ear.

Angel: I may want to show some initiative this time.

She brought her mouth down a bit lower than his ear and started making soft kisses on his neck.

He could feel himself turning on a bit, but he knew he didn't want to do it just yet with her.

Y/n grabbed her by the back of her hair and pulled her away.

Angel: oh yeah, that it shows me how good you can fuck me.

Y/n: Angel, stop it.

Angel: come on, y/n, you know you've been wanting to fuck this porn slut.

Y/n gritted his teeth as he heard how she called herself like that with no care.

Y/n: Angel, for fuck sake, listen to me

Angel: No, Y/n, you listen!

He was taken back by her sudden outburst. For some reason, he couldn't really see her eyes; they looked like darkness covered them.

Angel: I want you to fuck me, alright, so just do it fuck me would you.

Y/n: No, I won't now get off of me right now.

She didn't move an inch; she just looked at him. He knew he was going to have to do it the hard way.

He put his hands on her chest, causing a small smile on her face before she was shoved off of him.

She made a thud noise as she hit the ground. She looked up at him with a slightly sad look in her eyes.

Y/n: I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, Angel, but get it together.

Angel: " Quietly," I ask the same question every day.

Y/n was able to hear every word she said due to his ears.

Y/n looked at the door, then back down at her, and started walking over to it.

Angel: eh, y/n w-where are you going?

That's when it clicked. She started getting up and tried running after him, but she was too late, y/n had qwent into the dark room and locked the door behind him.

Angel: Y-Y/n, please come out. Please just don't turn the light on. I promise I can be better.

Y/n walked through the dark room, his hand moving around in the air, looking for something to grasp onto.

Angel's fist on the door started sliding down as she looked down, her eyes watery.

Angel: Please y/n anything but that room. You can just ask me. I'll answer them, I promise. J-Just open that door, please!

The tears started falling down her face faster than before.

Y/n felt something like a light and pulled on the chain as the room lit up.

He looked around, surprised by the condition of the room. Things were thrown around, and mirrors smashed. Portraits of her ripped apart, some having her face scratched out.

He walked over to the primary mirror, seeing black words written from what appeared to be old blood.

The few words on there read worthless, slut, just die, kill yourself, no one could ever love you, slave.

The one that appears the most and is much more prominent than the others was printed multiple times.

I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born.I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born. I wish I were never born.

He saw something like this a long time ago, and he also knows that feeling by heart. He noticed the damaged desk and something popping out from it.

He walked over and opened the drawer. Taking the item out, he saw that it looked like a journal with six fingers and a giant three on it.

He tossed that to the side and grabbed the item, which was a small book.

He opened it, flipping through the pages. It was angel diary of some kind.

He tucked it into his jacket as he turned around, not seeing anything else interesting.

He walked over to the door and took a deep breath before opening it.

He saw Angel on the ground, looking depressed. He crouched down and wrapped his arms around her.

She was taken back for a moment as her eyes looked at him.

She wanted to hug him back, but felt like she couldn't, so she bit down on her lip again.

Y/n started rubbing the back of her head soothingly. He felt his shoulder getting wet from what he assumed were her tears.

Y/N: Shush. It will be alright. Everything is okay. You have nothing to worry about at the moment. Just relax.

Angel started to raise her hands slowly, but her hands flinched a few times before finally grasping his back.

He felt her fingers digging into his skin through the layers of clothes he was wearing.

Y/n: Angel, you don't have to tell me everything, but just explain what is up with you. You have been a mess since last night.

Even though he couldn't see her face, he felt her hands tighten even more.

Angel: "sobbing" I-it's ju-st why y-y/n wh-y are you so n-ice towards m-e. I-m a horrible human being. There's no way you're helping me. You must h-have an alternative motive f-or helping me.

Y/n grabbed her shoulder and pushed her about an inch away from him so he could look her in her face.

Y/n: Well, it's because I went through something like this.

She looked up at him as she listened to every word he said.

Y/n: there was a point in my life where I just hated everything in my life, and because of that, I made a horrible life mistake

He moved one of his hands away from her shoulder as he made his claws appear. He looked at it for a moment before turning to her.

Y/n: Now, I may get into stuff I have no business being into, but I won't let that stop me from doing what I feel is right.

Y/N: But the thing is, I want to be there for people, unlike how no one was there for me. So, please, Angel, just talk to me.

She looked back down and thought about what he had said before looking back at him.

She moved one of her hands through her hair, fixing it a bit.

Angel: Would it be okay to lay on my bed over there?

Y/n: yeah, sure, if it would get you to talk.

She nodded as the two got up and walked over to the bed, y/n taking the right as she took the left side.

The two stared at the ceiling silently before the Angel finally spoke up.

Angel: before you found me, I got into a fight with Val. I told him how sick I was with his work style. I wanted to quit, but the contract made it so I couldn't. So I ended up just leaving. I was just so tired.

Angel: by the time you found me, I was a wreck.

Y/n: yeah, I remember.

Angel: Well, when I first saw you, I just couldn't believe there was someone who was actually that nice and was willing to help me because everyone I met here is total dip shits.

Angel: So I just assumed that you wanted something because, I mean, who doesn't know a porn star these days.

Y/n: that is just not the kind of person I am.

Angel: Yeah, I know that every time I tried to give you hints about how you could, you always turned it down, and I'm just not used to that, so I decided to come on to you earlier.

Y/n: would coming onto me have anything to do with what Husk said last night?

She looked away, as he mentioned last night.

Angel: I-I'm just not ready to talk about it, alright.

He places his hand on hers, causing her to flinch a little.

Y/n: That's okay. You don't have to angel. You can do it when you feel comfortable enough.

He felt her hand tighten around his.

Y/n: Just promise me you won't keep the act up; just be yourself.

Angel: "Sigh." What if that act is the only thing I know?

Y/n: well, then I will help you find yourself again. Because your not just a porn star your a human

He could hear a small laugh escape her lips.

Angel: You know, I think you and my best friend would get along together.

Y/n: you think?

Angel: Definitely, and she did ask me to introduce her to you. "Quietly," but I think I will keep you to myself for a bit longer.

Y/n: Haha, just add her to the list of girls. I'm around already.

Angel: woah, what a womanizer.

Y/n: that's coming from you.

He softly hit her shoulder, and they both let out a few laughs.

Angel: yeah, but unlike me, because it just works, all those girls like you.

She waited for him to respond, but he didn't. She looked at him, seeing y/n with a much more serious look.

Y/n: they don't like me.

Before she could say anything, y/n went and got off the bed.

Y/n: anyway, are you still up to do the photo shoot?

Angel: Yeah, don't worry about me, I'm right behind you. I just got to do something first.

Y/n nodded as he walked out, headed down the stairs, and returned to the room.

The room was changed to have a more photo-shoot vibe, as there was now a white cave, so there would be nothing in the background for the photo.

Velvette: ah, darling, it took you long enough. Uh, where is your friend?

Y/n looked over in the direction of the voice to see Velvette with a slight outfit change.

Y/n: She had to do something really quickly, so I'm all you have at the moment.

Velvette: Okay, come on, people. We are on a tight schedule., so Get him to look presentable.

Some sinners walked over to him and pulled him along until he was in a seat. They started putting makeup on his face and doing other things.

After a few minutes, y/n was standing on the same platform as the woman earlier, and somehow, Velvette was changing his clothes with a snap of her fingers. He was so confused.

Eventually, Angel came running in.

Angel: Alright, I'm here and ready for my close-up.

*sometime later*

The two were making their way back to the hotel. They spent a good solid hour on the photo shoot, and y/n felt exhausted.

Y/n: So is this what you have to go through when doing these types of things?

Angel looked like she had a lot of energy.

Angel: more or less, but there was no usual screaming, sex, roughness. So, I consider that to be a great session. Also, the money was nice.

Y/N: Oh yeah, I forgot about that for a moment. It's not bad how much we got paid. Oh, let me check my bank account.

Y/n grabbed his phone and clicked on his bank app, and he was shocked to see how much Stolas had paid him for having sex with his wife.

Angel couldn't help but glance after seeing his face, even when she was surprised.

Angel: fuck y/n, who did you have to suck to get that much.

Y/n had a smug grin and wagged his finger at her.

Y/n: I think you mean, who did I have to fuck to get that much.

Eventually, they returned to the hotel, going through the doors.

It looked like everyone was around doing something. You had Husk at the bar and Charlie talking with vaggie on the couch.

Then there was Niffty chasing some bugs.

Y/n: I think I'm going to head in for the night.

He rubbed his neck a bit from the tight clothes' soreness.

Angel walked a few feet ahead of him before twisting on her heel to look back at him.

Angel: Well, alright then, y/n, but I just want to say thanks for..... talking to me today. It was nice to finally let some of that out.

Y/n: it no pro-

Before he could finish, Angel bent over a little, placed her hand on his face, tilted his head up towards her, and kissed him on the lips.

They were like that for a couple of seconds before she pulled away. She smiled at him before walking away.

Y/n placed his finger on his lips for a few seconds. He was surprised, to say the least. He was usually the one who did things, but this time it was reversed.

That's when he realized he was still in the lobby.

He looked around and saw Husk nodding at him while Charlie had a surprised look on her face, and vaggie looked like she saw something she didn't like.

Y/n walked straight into his room, not wanting to worry much about what had happened.

He went onto his bed before feeling his phone going off. It was from Angel.

He clicked on the message to see it was an image.

(Image here)

She wore her black outfit from earlier when they were discussing which one he liked.

In the photo, the zipper was much lower, which allowed her Breasts to pop out a bit more with the outfit, and her thighs to pop out as well.

Angel: I hope you like this exclusive photo just for you~

He couldn't help but chuckle before typing back.

Y/n: it really makes your features pop out more than they already do with your current outfit.

He placed the phone down as he looked up at the ceiling before remembering something. He put his hand into his pocket and took out a screw.

He flicked the screw a few feet away.

Y/n: it looks like I have some dangerous people to look out for in the future.

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