leave you behind (unfinished?)

If there's one thing I'm gonna miss about the days I'm leaving behind, it's gotta be the days spent with you, feeling so alive... The days we shared running round and round like we didn't have a care, we seemed to leave the whole world behind for just a short time. Those days that sometimes felt like my only excape, now I'm watching with saddened eyes as I watch them fly away. I had to leave without saying goodbye, having to rely on my social butterflies to pass on the message and try to keep the hope that I can get a way to keep in touch...  Cause i know my life will surly change but I find it doubtful that these memories will fade in that much time... But what hurts worse is comeing back and not being able to met up to explain why and to finally say goodbye... Having to wait for you to intiate so I can say the things I long to explain, it's pain; but I hope that we can keep in touch, cause; with u, time I didn't spend nearly enough of...