Chapter 369-370 – Show It to Me

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During the last month…

Endless nightmares tormented him. Whenever he fell asleep, the same dream always unfolded before his eyes.

With his beloved girlfriend, whom he has had a crush on for several years, and only this year they finally connected.

He had a good personality and a good heart... He met her for the first time in college, and she was such a close friend that he wondered if we could become this close.

"I love you, Seonha."

"I love you, Siyeon."

A dream of whispering love to each other in front of his eyes.

'Ah, what a fucking dream.'

At first, Jihoon Kim thought it was just a dream and laughed it off.

Lee Seonha was a very good person to doubt them after just having that dream.

More than he believed in Lee Seonha, he was convinced that Yoon Siyeon, whom he had seen for several years, could never do that.

People may not know it, but he has been close to Yoon Siyeon for four years.

And half a year after they started dating..

When he saw her smiling brightly at him, showing her love and affection, and playing with her cute jokes every time he met her as a friend or lover, he had no reason to doubt her.

So he laughed it off, but by the time the dream had turned into two days, then a week, and then a month,.

"Fuck… "

Kim Jihoon's body and mind became increasingly exhausted.

'Was it because I became suspicious of the two due to repeated dreams?'

That wasn't it.

He thought it would have been better if it had been like that.

From a certain moment.

Jihoon Kim.

"Am I crazy? Ha, that's crazy."

He started having wet dreams.

Watching his girlfriend and friend cling to each other.

Watching his friend's hands grope his girlfriend's body in his dream.

As he watched his girlfriend and his friend begin to engage in more and more skinship, he was excited.

He was also a man, and he knew that this type of wall existed in the world through watching pornographic videos and pornographic cartoons.

However, it is something that only a few people have, and he never imagined that he would have something like that.

And the walls continued even after he woke up from the dream.

"Hey, Kim Jihoon! Let's eat Tanghulu~ You take three. I'll only eat one."

"Are you a bastard? That's so fucking sweet."

"I just want to taste it! Are you willing to eat it?"

"Ugh… I got it."

Even when he was having nightmares, his date with Yoon Siyeon was still fun.

His innocent yet beautiful girlfriend, who attracted the attention of passing men, lifted his heart and gave strength to her shoulders.

Watching her by her side, he naturally created her own flower garden in his heart.

Although she has a strong sense of familiarity because she has been her friend for a long time, she is still a girlfriend full of love.

However…

That was it.

'Why… Why… '

When Yoon Siyeon wrapped her arms around him, when the soft feel of her chest touched her forearm, he reacted.

No, just by holding her hand, the alter ego soared high into the sky but his cock did not move.

Her love and affection were still there, but with this simple touch, his sexual desires began to fade.

There was still no kiss or sex due to Yoon Siyeon's affair, but his lower body instantly became hard as he always imagined a cuckold moment.

"Thank you for taking me to the bar. Be careful going in!"

"Sleep well, too. Don't stay up late just because you do Pilates at night."

"I heard that you should be grateful if your girlfriend keeps her body in shape, hehe!"

Yoon Siyeon was playfully puffing out her cheeks as she walked away, but she was cute enough to impress him. Although he felt like he wanted to see her for the rest of his life.

That's all.

His loving heart has not changed, but rather, it has grown even bigger.

But his body and sexual desire did not respond.

The only thing that makes it react is...

Sreuk!

Kim Jihoon returned home after the date, locked the door, pulled down his pants, and turned on the computer.

And then he started looking for pornographic videos.

This is the NTR type of porn where a girlfriend is taken away, which in the past would have been extremely disliked even though it was a pornographic video.

A man who sheds tears while watching his girlfriend indulge in sex with another man.

Watching that, Kim Jihoon immersed himself in the video, empathizing with the man who had taken his girlfriend away.

His lower body became alive after the date.

Only then did he become excited and raise his head stiffly.

Tap, click, click!

Anger at losing the woman he likes, betrayal at the woman finally falling out of love and falling into sex, and love and hate for loving her.

While watching the video, he felt those emotions indirectly, and dopamine surged all the way to his head. He held his cock and masturbated.

But... this wasn't enough.

He knew what was the last piece he needed at this moment to really feel good about cuddling.

Jihoon Kim closed his eyes.

And he started imagining it in his head. He replaced all the characters in the video he was just watching.

The one who is crying is him.

The woman who gasps at having sex with another man is Yoon Siyeon.

The man who gives her ecstatic pleasure is.

Seonha Lee.

"Ugh… Ugh…!"

Tap, click, click, click! Wow!

From the moment he started imagining it, his heart felt like it was going to be torn apart, and Kim Jihoon ejaculated in an instant, feeling immense pleasure.

After feeling exhausted and expelling a little semen, the dick that he could hold in one hand even when fully erect shrank to the size of his thumb.

"Fuck… You fucking idiot... What are you doing?"

Jureuk…

At the same time, a feeling of self-destruction overtook his whole body, causing tears to flow from his eyes.

Kim Jihoon didn't know how he ended up like this.

Even if it's just his imagination, how can he imagine letting your girlfriend be hugged by another man?

He was disgusted with himself and filled with disgust.

But still.

Ugh…

"Fuck, fuck."

The imagination that passes through his mind again gives strength to his cock.

Jihoon Kim masturbated quickly again, cleaned up his surroundings, washed up, and laid down on the bed.

There was a lot of toilet paper in his boxers, where he was comfortably lying down.

It was a preparedness plan.

Because he will definitely have the same dream today.

He… Because he is so excited by that dream, he ends up having a wet dream again.

He feels disgusted by that fact, he feels ashamed, and he feels like crying out of disgust.

Nevertheless, on the other hand, he had expectations.

The excitement and pleasure felt in a dream.

He had to wait.

***

As a few more days passed, Kim Jihoon came to admit that he had such a wall.

Of course, despite that, Kim Jihoon had no intention of letting Yoon Siyeon actually do something like that with Lee Seonha.

Just imagining it made his feel excited, but he didn't want to see that fantasy in reality.

"You're going back to your parents' house?"

"Dad keeps annoying me, so I'll just go for 2 or 3 days."

He was going on a date, but her dad was really annoying, and this beautiful girlfriend made his heart shine brightly.

'I love Yoon Siyeon so much.'

'Because I want her to only look at me.'

And anyway, Yoon Siyeon will never be hugged by Lee Seonha in her life.

The thought of wanting to see it in person crept up from deep within his heart, but he tried to ignore it.

With the disgusting wind and imagination buried in a corner, Kim Jihoon worried about other things.

What if, later, when I spend the night with Yoon Siyeon, I don't get an erection even after seeing her naked body, which I had dreamed of?

He was worried, but at the same time, he believed it would be okay.

He thought that the reason he didn't get an erection even when he held her hand or touched her breasts through her clothes was because he was probably used to being stimulated by her.

So, when Yoon Siyeon and her naked body face each other, it will definitely be... he definitely believed that his body would react.

When he thought that way, he felt much more at ease.

'Under…'But can you really have sex only after marriage? I'm looking for romantic sensibilities, but how many fucking years do I have to wait?'

Feeling great regret on his first night with his girlfriend, he had a wet dream the next day.

Even after knowing that, he no longer sighed.

After getting out of bed, he flushed the smelly toilet paper into the toilet as if he were used to it, then soaked his pants in water to kill the smell.

Kim Jihoon quickly got ready and came out of the house to meet Yoon Siyeon. He knew that it was the day she was going to his parents' house, but he wanted to see her face one more time before she went.

As soon as he woke up, she talked to him and confirmed that she had not yet left, so he went straight to her house without contacting her.

'A surprise like this would be okay.'

He knew that the reason women dislike it when men come to them without saying a word is because they are unprepared.

So he thought it would be okay if he waited for her to come out and meet him. Even though she was going to her parents' house, there was no way she wouldn't dress up when Yoon Siyeon came out of the house.

From then on, he hid in the corner of an alley, one space away, and behind a streetlight.

Kim Jihoon was waiting endlessly for Yoon Siyeon to come out of her house.

'… For a moment. That… '

He had to see it.

Because of his good eyesight of 1.5, he saw things even more clearly.

Yoon Siyeon came out wearing a sexy see-through t-shirt and tight jeans, something she doesn't usually wear on dates.

With excited steps, she approached the car that arrived a little while ago.

The man who got off there hugged Seonha Lee's neck and looked at him with affectionate eyes.

Clinging to Lee Seonha so that her breasts are pressed.

Kiss, Kiss…

She gave him a kiss that he wasn't allowed to and Lee Seonha bumped into her side several times as if he were used to it.

And Lee Seonha, who affectionately hugged Yoon Siyeon like her lover.

Slap, Slap!

She patted her firm buttocks with her palms and massaged them as he pleased. Yoon Siyeon is becoming even more coquettish with that hand gesture.

Soon.

Just like her boyfriend, Yoon Siyeon puts her suitcase in her trunk and drives away with her in his car.

He saw everything.

"Siyeon and… This… Seonha…?"

He couldn't believe it when he saw it. For a moment, he thought he was dreaming, so he pinched his cheek, but only great pain followed.

What he had only imagined until now became a reality before his eyes.

"Wow… !"

Kim Jihoon even felt nauseous from the sense of betrayal and anger that burned his whole body.

As he leaned against the wall and retched, he realized that he was incredibly excited.

Sometimes he only saw it as a joke or a meme on the internet.

Beaut… !

He has personally experienced no erectile ejaculation.

Feeling the uncomfortably wet texture of his lower body, Jihoon Kim leaned against the wall of the alley without being able to move a single step.

And he shed tears.

Grumbling…

"Why, why… How can you two…"

With his hair turning white and tangled like a skein of thread, the dopamine that had reached its peak for an instant was shaking his legs with pleasure.

And yet he was thinking about it without even realizing it. He was hoping.

He wants to see them having sex.

***

"I have no excuses. I'm sorry."

"…"

Seonha Lee, who was on a trip to Japan with his family, heard a familiar moaning sound over the phone, causing his to masturbate several times.

When asked to make an excuse if he had any, he calmly apologized.

He seemed very surprised to hear that he saw them kissing, but after that, he maintained a consistent attitude of swearing if he wanted to swear and hitting if he wanted to hit.

Looking at that, Kim Jihoon clenched his fists.

The anger and hatred towards Lee Seonha still remained.

But if you ask him if that means she can't hold on to the opposite sex and runs away, she's not like that.

'I felt much more shameful about myself for masturbating using that material.'

"Since when and how far... have you been doing this?"

"Well, it's been a while. We did volunteer work together, and we were drinking together at her house. And of course, we did it all."

"Haha… Fuck… Since then... Yoon Siyeon… Let me into the house. She didn't even let me in. And you even had sex there?"

As he questioned her. Kim Jihoon's sense of betrayal towards his girlfriend grew more and more. When we did volunteer work together, it was several months ago at most.

At that time, she was already allowing everything to Lee Seonha.

While she allows Lee Seonha everything, she does not allow him anything. Every time they met, she smiled innocently.

"Seol… You fucking bastard... Aren't you sorry for Seol?"

"I'm sorry. But... no. I just have nothing to say."

"…"

He lowers his head as if he has no shame.

Jihoon Kim controlled his mind.

He didn't call Lee Seonha because he wanted an apology like this. At that moment, his feelings became intense, and he brought up the theory, but unfortunately for him, Kim Jihoon was not interested in anything like his theory.

And he had no intention of criticizing the two who cheated and telling them to break up.

He himself had no intention of breaking up with Yoon Siyeon.

He was shaken by the great sense of betrayal and his heart ached to the point where he was even now in tears. Nevertheless, he loved Yoon Siyeon.

Even if it was a fake smile, he wanted her to keep making it in front of him.

That pretty face, that innocent and beautiful woman, he's been secretly looking at since he was in high school.

He absolutely did not want to miss it.

The reason he called Lee Seonha today was just...

"… Hey."

"Tell me."

"Do you know the password to Yoon Siyeon's house?"

"I know."

"…Then…"

The scene that made him imagine and masturbate countless times, ever since he saw the scene of his girlfriend's affair with his close friend, just made him want to see it in person.

"I'm in the room... I… "

His heart was pounding.

At this moment, everything in Kim Jihoon's mind, whether it was infidelity, betrayal, or hatred, was erased, and he was filled with only excitement.

Even though he knew what his friend in front of him would think of this desire and how disgusted he would be…

Even though he knows what he's about to say, it's much more trash than having an affair with his friend's girlfriend.

Finally, he opened his mouth.

"Is there somewhere I can hide? ? Oh, or… We can do it with a small CCTV...

"…"

The friend in front of me looks shocked.

Jihoon Kim knew.

How disgusting his face is right now!

He didn't say this with the intention of directly capturing the cheating scene. It seemed like Lee Seonha noticed that too.

His head was already ruined. He didn't want to worry about the little things.

Grumbling, rumbling…

"Fuck… I'm disgusted too. I know it's crazy. But… Fuck… "

With overflowing tears and a runny nose... Jihoon Kim asked his friend, who was having an affair with his girlfriend, to do it.

"If you… Feel sorry for me. Sigh… Instead, show it to me."

Her girlfriend, the girl he still loves so much…..

Yoon Siyeon.

"Having sex with Siyeon..."

He asked his friend to hug his girlfriend in front of him.