Longing

Erina closed the cupboard. He remembered again that he had many questions in his heart about the doll. A question that hasn't had an answer until now. Even though the doll was hers, Erina couldn't remember where she got it from.

Erina didn't know anything, all she knew was that the Handoyo family had raised her.

He's a bad luck kid! That's all he often heard from his mother's curses at him. Handoyo had to lose a lot of money to cure Erina when she was in a coma. Handoyo is in a wheelchair now and Erina is to blame.

Mother, Alika and Lena hate him. He

considered a bad luck child. Erina could only hold her chest, feeling pain in her heart remembering how many hardships she had to go through. Even at this moment, it seems like the difficulties will continue.

Someone opened the door, surprising Erina. Fic stepped in with a straight face.

"Where's the Ring, may I see?" Erina nodded, pulled the drawer and took it out. Fic accepted, opened in front of Erina. He took a ring of a larger size and put it on his left ring finger.

"I don't know what your taste is like. So... Sorry."

Fic smiled looking at the ring on her finger. "This is very beautiful."

Erina knew that it was just a compliment just to cheer her up. Fic took the other ring.

Unexpectedly, he grabbed Erina's wrist. Slipping the ring on Erina's ring finger.

"I like it. But if you don't like it, at any time, we can change it together. I'll do it choose."

"No need." Erina pulled the hand that was still held by Fic.

"I mean, this is enough. If you like it, there is no need to replace it."

Fic just nodded. Then he turned around to go to the sofa.

"Why did you marry me?" Suddenly

Erina asked Fic to look away for a moment. Fic hadn't answered Erina's question yet, so he stepped over to sit down. Erina followed from behind and stood to the side Sofa.

"You are a great person. Why choose me? You don't even know my bad past."

"I already know everything."

Erina's eyes widened. Then quickly sat in front of Fic.

"You know?"

Fic just nodded, then stood up.

Erina could only follow Fic's steps towards a drawer. Fic takes something out of there and. back to Erina. Dropped some photos on the table. Erina's face turned red looking at that. His hands were shaking to reach all the photos. He squeezed it. Tears dripped from the corners of her clear eyes.

"I myself don't know whether this is true or not. But I never felt like I did it." Fic took a breath then came back

Sit down.

"If you don't feel it, why be sad."

"It's precisely because I don't feel it, that's why I'm sad!" Erina tightened his voice.

"Get some rest. I still have work to do.

You can burn all this. And don't worry, the truth will be revealed soon." Fic got up again and headed for the door.

Erina nodded. "But, you haven't answered my question." Erina also stood up.

Fic held his steps again and

turned around. This time he smiled, and it was so sweet for Erina.

"Of course because I like you."

"Like me?" Erina pointed at the bridge of her own nose, wanting to ask further but Fic had already closed the door. Erina could only take a breath, returning to the sofa. But his heart was full of questions. Makes him restless and pacing back and forth. He wanted to catch up with Fic, but didn't know where to go.

Maybe because he was tired of walking

pacing back and forth, Erina chose to crawl onto the bed. But Erina couldn't sleep. Her thoughts returned to the photos earlier, Erina decided to burn all the photos.

Erina was not surprised why her husband was able to get the photo, because at that time a disgraceful photo of him had spread to social media. But what makes Erina wonder is why Fic keeps choosing her with her bad past, while other men avoid her.

"Where is he?" Erina glanced at the clock. It is late. But Fic hasn't entered the room yet. Maybe Fic is sleeping in another room, or he has a woman out there. Erina's mind was all over the place.

"I don't know for sure why he married me, so why think about that." The reason Fic likes it, that's really it

it didn't make sense and Erina felt like it was just a lie.

Erina sat back down. But that didn't necessarily make Erina calm. He then decided to leave.

He saw Jefri walking with a cup of coffee. Jefri stopped when he saw Erina approaching him.

"Miss Erina, why aren't you sleeping yet?"

"Coffee for who?" Erina asked instead.

"For Mr. Fic."

"Let me take you. Just show me where I should take you."

"But Miss," Erina had already taken the coffee cup from Jefri's hand.

"Mr. Fic is in the study." Jefri stepped forward.

"Go sleep." Erina told Jefri to leave, and he entered the room.

"Just put it on the table." Fic's voice was heard without turning around, the man focused in front of the laptop on his desk.

Erina brought the coffee over, placing it right in front of Fic.

"It is late."

Fic looked up. "Why come here? Where is Jefri?"

"I took this coffee from Jefri. And decided to take it to you."

Fic just smiled faintly. "I have work to finish tonight. I'm sorry, I should have accompanied you."

Eh, it's not like that! Erina didn't want to be accompanied, it's just that she was still curious about the question earlier.

"Let's go back to the room." Fic closed the laptop. Sipping coffee and only having a little left.

"I'll wait for you to finish the job."

"No need. Let Jefri do it

Finish it tomorrow." Fic had already gone ahead. Erina followed Fic back to the room again.

"Fic. I want,"

"Wait a moment." Fic interrupted Erina's words, stepping into the bathroom to wash her face. Erina still faithfully waiting by the bed.

Seeing Fic come out with a face still dripping with water. Erina looked down at the movement of Fic's hand

undressing in front of Erina without awkwardness.

Good grief! What is he doing? Thought

Erina immediately went blank.

Fic just smiled seeing Erina's blushing face. Even though he looked down, it looks.

Fic threw away the dirty clothes and took a short t- shirt from the wardrobe to wear. A thin t- shirt that clearly shows the curve of his broad chest and square stomach..

"Let's sleep."

Erina was shocked, she didn't expect Fic to suddenly grab her body and lift her onto the bed. Lay Erina's body on her back. Erina was very nervous at the moment

Fic's face was already above her, looking deeply at Erina.

"I'm sorry, I didn't prepare a good first night."

"I, I..." Erina felt like she wasn't ready yet

Tonight will be their first night. But she was already his wife.

However, he couldn't possibly refuse if Fic asked his rights.

Fic touched Erina's head with his hand, staring at Erina's nervous face for a few moments. Fic smiled. And again, it looks very sweet in Erina's eyes.

Bruk!

Fic threw himself next to Erina and grabbed the blanket.

"Go to sleep. I have to get up early. I have an important meeting tomorrow."

Grep!

Fic hugged Erina's body from the side. Raised one leg onto Erina's thigh. Erina's body was stiff, as if she couldn't move an inch. Until a few moments, Erina turned her head, peeking at Fic's face.

"He is asleep?" There was a soft snoring sound.

Erina tried to let go of her body, but Fic's arms were so strong around her. Erina surrendered until she finally fell asleep.

Fic moved, lifting his legs. So

raised his face to look at the girl in his arms.

Fic caressed Erina's face. "I'm sorry. It took too long to find you. You must

really suffering." A long kiss landed on Erina's forehead. Erina stretched. But she was still asleep.

Fic's eyes filled with tears. One more kiss

he did.

"I will take care of you this time. Be happy from now on."

Then Erina followed into dreamland. Hugging Erina's body tightly. Wanting to release so much longing that had accumulated in his heart.