CHAPTER 1 BROKEN

Love is often seen as a beautiful and magical thing, but for some , it can be a painful and dangerous experience. Anabel is one of those individuals who feels that love is not meant for her . She is envious of her friends who have found the right partner while she continues to fall for the wrong person.

Anabel kept imagining what could have been her offense , I am a Graduate do I have to still struggle for this ! must love be hard?

As she sits in front of the mirror in her room , tears rolling down her face , she puts on her white bathing robe with a pink towel wrapped around her Head. Anabel wishes she had never tasted Love before and expresses that she broken into pieces. What on Earth is this what else they always want she lamented. Anabel you seems not to be lucky!

Despite her attempts to find good man, Anabel never seems to get on the right track. She feels that she has bad luck and that all men tend to breakup with her within a few months. Anabel last experience with Frank was even worse. She had no idea that he was already married with a son until after he proposed to her. Anabel is angry and hurt, feeling that she was betrayed and broken by someone she loved. Know I understand when they say love is blind , I am too blind to notice that am dating a monster! that 4 years I have been saving is gone !

Anabel anger and frustration are evidence as she takes her expensive perfume and throws it on the floor In a fit of rage . She wept bitterly and hates herself for the situation she finds herself in. Anabel feels like her world is falling apart, and she cannot understand why fare and Faith both tricked on her .

As she screams and yells , she took her and her boyfriend frame picture she hit it on the ground , Anabel comes to the conclusion that relationships are not meant for her . she feels like she will Never find someone who can fix her broken heart . The pain she has experience has left her feeling hopeless and lost. Anabel hearts is in peices, and she cannot fathom where to start to put them together.

Anabel wishes she had never fallen in love with the man who betrayed her. She feels like a fool for having Fallen so deeply for Him. Her mind is consumed with thought of him , and she cannot seem to get him out of her head. She is loosing her mind, and it feels like all men are the same.

Anabel pains and anguish reach their peak when she screams out the name. " Maxwell"! she feels like she cannot cope and want to end things. she feels like her heart is torn, and she wonders where to start in putting it back together. Anabel feels like she made a mistake falling in love with the man who broke her heart, and she wishes she had never met him.

Her phone rang , Anabel switched if off in anger.

I don't want any body is it a must ! you all should let me be !

The pain and heartbreak that Anabel is experiencing are not uncommon . Many people go through the same feelings of hopelessness and despair when they are hurt in love. However, it is essential to recognize that everyone deserves to be loved and that there is someone out there for everyone.

A loud knock at the door,

Good morning ma this is the Delivery man ma

just drop it outside she said with high harsh voice .

But, ma you will have to sign

Get out! just add any signature is this my first time patronising you.

But ma hope all is well

I said Get out!!! she screams.

The guy drove off.

All men are scum !

Anabel experience with love may have left her feeling broken and hopeless.

A knock at the door, hey you delivery man I said I don't need to sign as she opened the door, oh Allyssa how are you doing and what brings you here ?

Am good ma she said trying to figure out what is wrong with her boss.

Miss Anabel is everything okay with you?

Yeah as you can see it .

But your face looks so worried

oh yes I was practicing my play role in a new contract I had with a producer so I need to practice well.

But ma you are not an Actress

yes I know I jus joined them and I once love the entertainment lifestyle so I decided to use this opportunity.

oh I seee!!!

yeah so what brought you to my house as busy I am today?

it's the MD he sent you your birthday gift , or have you forgotten today is your birthday?

Anabel was disappointed she didn't remember

oh I know dear it's my special day why won't I

I thought as much ma she handed the package to her , he also said you should come to work tomorrow he has an important discussion with you.

oh ok thanks Allyssa I would have welcomed you in but , my cleaner hasn't arrived yet .

No problem boss I didn't planned stying for so long , bye and enjoy your day once again Happy Birthday! she enter her sport car and she drove off. As she was about to enter back to continue her cry party a loud horn she looked back.

Good morning Miss Anabel this is from your special person the young guy who wore black and white with a brawn leather shoes and he has a strong Masculine.

that Attract her , special person!?

yes ma he handed the package to her it was packed well it's her best colour

Did the person actually tell you his or her name?

well he didn't but he said you find a piece of paper you would understand it.

ok thanks she collected it from him and thanks him.

Anabel was anxious to know who is that different thought running through her mind she had no special person and she doesn't feel special

she opened the box she found jewleries and she also found that paper.

It was a love message but from an Anonymous lover

This is scaring and who on Earth is that she questioned the air, hoping to find answer.

She put the gifts on the chair , if this could be Maxwell I won't put on this .

She entered her kitchen to pick up her best liquor as she opened it and drink directly from the bottle, well I have accepted that I would never find that right person and I am ready to face that , she continues drinking without Cari g about her health she feels lost and alone .

Anabel is 30 today and that happens to be her bad day In her diary.