Prologue

All my life ,I was always fine. I felt that I was supposed to be fine because I had the most amazing parents and a really great best friend but still I felt empty . I felt like something was missing.

But that was until him. He made me realize that I could be happy too. Before him I was plainly spending my life, just trying to get through it. But he showed me how to live my life.

Whenever him & I were together , somehow the time used to stop and fly at the same time. When I was with him , each hour felt like a second. When I was without him, each second felt like an hour.

He was so annoying yet peaceful at the same time.

He used to drive me crazy and keep me sane at the same time.

He filled a void in my life that I didn't even know existed. And now that I've seen what life is with him, I can't even begin to imagine a life without him. He made me realize I didn't have to be perfect because sometimes it's the imperfections that make people beautiful.

Him & I were different. Different in every way imaginable.

I liked the sunshine of summers, he liked the snowfall of winters.

I was dreamy-eyed, he was realistic.

I was an introvert, he was an extrovert.

But somehow he was the one with whom I connected the most. He was the one who understood me and knew me better than I knew myself.

Everyone said that him & I being together is illogical & absurd . So , why was he the answer to my every question? Why was he the solution to my every problem? Why was he the ending to my every beginning?

I didn't like him. I mean I couldn't like him. He wasn't my type but I guess love & lust sees no type. But still I don't think I liked him or maybe there was a part of me that wasn't ready to accept my feelings for him. Why? Because I knew that falling for him will only result in breaking me and my heart . Because I just knew I wasn't his type and he would never have feelings for me , like I had for him . So I decided to be in denial of my feelings. I made up my mind that I didn't like him and I didn't want anything to do with him romantically. But I guess the heart doesn't really listen to the mind. Heart doesn't have any self respect. It will continue to care for a person even if that person doesn't reciprocate that care.

I was honestly doing a really great job of being in denial until that storm in New York due to which him & I were struck together for 3 days. What happens when you're struck with someone alone , who you may like but are not accepting your feelings towards ? What happens when you think that you only have last 3 days of your life, that too with him? Will you accept your feelings or will you remain to be in denial.

That storm went away but it messed up my life . It messed up my heart. It messed me up.