Buried Memory [4]

'Ahh.. I remember. It's the time when I told her about me going....'

'B-But w-why?'

Just why the fuck is it showing these things to me now?

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Love? 

What is it? 

Is it simply liking somebody for something? 

Or is it having your heart connected with that somebody? 

Is it truly holy as they say? 

Or is it unholy?

I dare never assume anything as I had never been in love with somebody. 

I just knew basic kindness and just to my family only. 

I never felt anything for others beyond my parents.

I never got an actual friend well except that autistic one. 

We used to get along too well. 

. 

Life: My life was kind of dull.

A boring life was what I was living.

Waking up, eating, studying, and sleeping. 

That was all to my life.

Then I yearned 

Yearned to live a colorful life 

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