Chapter 19

“Oh, Jason, you’re so beautiful. I love you. You know that, don’t you? I love you.”

I know. It’s in his eyes, his lips, his touch.

He pulls his cock with long strokes until he’s as hard as I am and ready for me, for me.With hooded eyes, I watch him fumble for a condom from the pocket of his pants, now lying on the floor. He rolls it down, then lathers lotion onto his dick, a filmy hand cream that smells like cocoa butter. A liberal dollop finds its way between my legs, the cream cool as he rubs it along my dick, into my balls, into my ass.

I’m on the edge of glory again when he stops. With slick hands, he spreads my knees and guides himself into me, whispering words of love and encouragement. He tells me to relax, he won’t hurt me, he loves me.

That’s all I need to hear. He loves me. Me.

As he eases inside, his thickness filling me completely, I grimace against sudden pain. I feel a tearing deep within, and for a moment I feel naked, exposed, used…