Episode 6

Lucas's Point Of View,

I just do not know what the hell I should do now and how the hell I should react and feel. I do not even know where the hell I should go now. I am feeling that I am losing everything, it sucks. I have everything now, like every single thing that I thought I will give her.

I will make her happy but she is not ready for anything. She does not want me now. She is now hating me and it is so hard for me to stand this. I can handle everything but I just can not handle hate in her eyes for me. I am ready to do anything to get her back. I just need a chance which she is not giving me.

I feel like everything is falling apart for me. Whatever I earned is for nothing. I wanted to do this for her and now when she is not with me. she does not want this, then what should I do? I just messed up everything and I have no idea when she will forgive me for this. I know what I did was wrong and I am guilty of this too. Please just need one chance. I wish someone could help me.

Ava's Point Of View,

I just know that he will not leave me alone but I just did not notice that he was following me at the cafe too. I just do not know why the hell he is back all of the sudden. He already left me once, now what the hell he wants from me?

Is not he happy? Leaving me all alone here so that he could earn money, status, and reputation. And now he has all of it, so now why he is not happy? Why he is here and why he wants me back in his life?

There is no way that I am gonna forgive him for this ever. He left me when I needed him the most and now he is here and pretending like he did nothing wrong. He will apologize to me and I will forgive him, is it really so easy for him? How could he do that? He does not have any shame left in him.

I promised myself that I will not cry again over him ever. I already believed that he will not come back soon, I thought he forget that I exist. I thought he found someone else and fell for her. Or I do not have any idea what he was doing all these years.

But now he is back, after four years he is back in my life and asking for forgiveness. Does he think that my life is some kind of joke for him? I am not gonna forgive him anytime soon. I hate him even more. He has no idea how much he hurt me. I just wiped my tears and took a deep breath. No more crying now. No more crying ever.

I know that I will never overcome him. I just fucking love him so damn much. I know my heart is melting for him. I know I saw the pain in his eyes. I saw how guilty he was. I saw how hurt he was. I saw how badly he wants a chance, but there is no way that I am gonna fell for this so easily.

If he wants my forgiveness, he has to earn this. I am a strong woman now. And I made myself so strong all these years. I can handle anything like anything now. I want to see what he can do to get me back for real. I want to see his efforts. I want to see him hurt so that he will know how much he hurt me.

"Excuse me, please get me the bill", I said to the waiter as he walked to me with his creepy smile.

"Sorry madam, but your bill is paid", he said to me and I was just looking at him with confused eyes.

"What, no. I did not pay the bill, so please get me the bill. I will pay for it", I said to him as he was looking at me with weird expressions.

"I am sorry madam but as I said your bill is paid so you are free to go", he said to me and I just took a deep breath. I am getting so angry now. What the hell he thinks of himself? I understand that he is now a billionaire but I do not fucking want his money. Why does not he understand that I needed his love always? I never wanted his money. I wanted him to be with me but seems like he will never understand that.

I got up from there and made my way out from there. I am trying my best to stay calm but it is not that easy. I can not handle this, it is just too much for me. How he could sound so normal like nothing happened.

I am just hating him so much. All of a sudden I am feeling like I need a drink, and also it is already evening now. I just could not believe that I wasted the whole noon time for nothing. He wasted my time. Oh god, what the hell he wants from me now? It is just I am getting crazy. He can not control my life. I just have to stay calm.

I just sat inside my car and made my way towards the city club. I know it is a little early for me to have a drink. I mean I am not a day drinker. I can not do that but I guess for today I can break the rule. So I just reached there soon and he asked me for my id and I looked at him with wide eyes.

"Excuse me, I am a regular customer here. How can you ask me for the id card", I asked him with angry eyes.