Episode 3

Lucas's Point Of View,

I just know that I do not have any right to interfere in her life anymore but I just can not control it. Can I?

I did not expect that I will see her here. I mean I know that she used to work here but I thought she left this college but I was so wrong and deep down I wanted her to be here. I wanted to be close to her. I wanted to ask for a chance.

I wanted to regret my mistake, but I know she is so angry with me and she will not forgive me like this. I just took another class and I do not know why I was feeling so tired already. I made my way to the library, maybe I need some peace of mind and I just have to push away my distractions. I can not be a fool again and not focus on my studies.

I just sat at the back table as most of the library was empty, there was no one. I must say that this college has such a huge library, but unfortunately, no one uses it. So it is kind of useless and I feel really feel bad about this.

This should be full of students but they do not even come here. They are busy having fun and doing things they should not do at all. I heard some weird voice and I just got up from the table and started following the noise and gosh. I regret why the hell I followed it.

"Go and find some other place for this. This place is for study, did you get that", I yelled at them and they just ran away from this and right now I am feeling so fucking angry. Do they really think that the library is the right place for hooking up and kissing or maybe having sex? God, what the hell is wrong with people these days? Especially students, they are just drowning themselves and ruining their futures. Maybe god helps them?

I just took a deep breath and went back to my table. I saw there was a girl also sitting and I was facing her back. She was not there a few minutes ago but now she is there, and after just two seconds I realized that she was none other than Ava. I can still feel her. I can still sense her and sniff her smell. what the hell she is doing here?

I mean why god is testing me like that? She will leave if she will know that I am here, but I want a chance. Just one chance to make things better, to fix things, but she is not giving me a chance to even talk. I just got up from the chair and I was about to walk to her but a girl walked in and I just looked at her with a confused expression. What the hell she is doing here? The way she is smiling at me, it is looking so creepy.

"Hey, I was finding you in the whole college and here you are", she said to me and I just looked at her with a raised brow.

"Excuse me, do I know you", I asked her and she just smiled at me. Showing all her teeth.

"Amm well, technically no. You do not know me, but practically yes. We are classmates. So Hi I am Hazel and I think I really like you", she said to me and I just looked at her with wide eyes.

"Have you lost your mind? It is the first day of our college and you barely know me. So cut the crap okay. Is there anything you want from me", I asked her and I saw how her smile just vanished from her face and she looked at me with a sad face.

"You are so rude. I like you and I really mean it", she said again and I just do not know what the hell I should say now. I mean I am really shocked. It is the first day of my college and it is hardly more than three hours passed and she is here and telling me that she likes me. Is this some kind of a joke now?

I mean it takes time. When you see someone and how you feel about them, the more you know about them and when your feeling grows for them. It is a whole process. You can not go and say that you like them on the very first day you met them. It is strange and I honestly do not know how the hell I should react now.

"Well, then, prove me", I said and she was standing still not saying anything and here I also do not know why the hell I said to her to prove it. I did not want anything from her. She is a kid maybe. I just have to be a little mature I guess, sometimes my mind stops working at all.

"Look, just go back okay", I said to her but she was standing still and looking at me like I am some kind of ghost or maybe something is wrong with her. I just do not know what the hell was running into her mind. I just turn my face to go back to my seat but she held my hand.

"I can prove it", she said and I just made a confused face.

"Look, you do not have to prove anything. Just go back and", I was saying something more too but she just cut me off and came close to me and placed her lips on mine and started sucking it.

I was too fucking shocked to even react. The very next moment I just pushed her away. I did not mean to do that but I just could not handle it. Maybe I pushed her hard so she fell on the floor and that is when Ava turned her head. The moment she saw the girl on the floor, her eyes got wide and her mouth got wide open.

"Oh my god", she yelled and got her from her seat and came close to help her. She looked at me with angry eyes like I intend to hurt her.

"Hey, are you okay? What happened to you? Did he hurt you", she asked her and I just looked at her with wide eyes. How the hell she could ask her like I am some kind of monster here who hurts people?

"No, he did not", she said slowly and looked at me with sad eyes. I do not know why but all of the sudden I am feeling so guilty.

"Ava, what the hell do you think of me? I am not any kind of monster who hurt people", I said to her and she just rolled her eyes at me and she was making a face that I really do not like at all.

"You hurt her and I saw that", she said and I just looked at her with wide eyes. How the hell she could say that?

"She was fucking kissing me. How do you fucking want me to react then", I yelled at her and she just looked at me with wide eyes, but I was boiling in anger. So I just grabbed my things and left from there.