Lucas's Point Of View,
I knew she could wake up any time soon, but she just broke the record. She was still sleeping and I was just seeing her sleeping. She had been sleeping for more than four hours now and I was worried about her. I mean she was not such a heavy sleeper. She used to take naps, but now I was seeing her. She was such a sleeping beauty.
I just could not stop staring at her. She was really something, the only true love of my life because I never took interest in any girl after her. No matter how pretty she was. Because my heart was already stuck with her and she was not ready to understand it. And this thing hurts so much. I was still waiting for her to wake up as I was sitting close to her legs, as I did not want to get her scared when she woke up.
I did not even realize that I had fallen asleep there and I was also kind of tired. Last night was so damn awesome but I was hell tired. I could not sleep for the whole night and then my eyes just got open when I felt that she was trying to get up, so I just stayed like that for some good seconds. I wanted to see what she would do to see me and my heart started beating so damn fast when I realized what she was doing.
I was kind of happy because now I know that she still cares about me. She was trying to be so gentle and trying not to move hard because it would disturb my sleep, but she had no idea that I was already up. And I liked the efforts she was trying to make. And she was so damn cute. I loved her efforts.
After all, I know no matter how much anger she has in her heart and in her mind for me, deep down she is still having a soft corner for me. This is enough for me. I will not stop until she forgives me. I will not leave this hope. I love her and I will love her till my last breath. I smiled at her, which she ignored for sure, and I just sent him to wash her face. I went to heat the food I made for her. I knew she was so damn hungry, and she had not eaten anything since yesterday.
I was so fucking shocked to see that she did not argue with me. She did not even ask me anything. She started eating like a kid. It was kind of surprising, but I liked it. She was eating like she did not have anything for so many years and she would die if she did not get the food. I wanted to laugh at her actions but I somehow controlled them because I knew that she would not eat it after I tried to make any comment.
So I just did not dare to say a single word. I was just staring at her eating. She was still so cute and lovely no matter how angry she got and then all of a sudden she got a call. When she got up, I already saw the caller. Her mom was calling her and she was looking so worried. I do not know why she walked away from me to attend that call. So I also went behind her and stood there silently. I did not dare to make any noise. I know it is a bad thing what I did but I need to know everything about her including what she is hiding from me. And that is when I hear something strange. I am not even sure if I heard it correctly or not, but I doubt it.
All the color of her face just vanished in a thin line when she saw me behind her. She got scared. Her face was looking so pale and it looked like she had been caught doing a big crime or murder. And from her reaction, I could say that she is hiding something from me for sure. I was not sure before, but now I can say that it is really something about me. And she does not want me to know it, but what it could be. And now I am becoming more curious about it. I never felt this restless before. This thing is pinching my heart and making me nervous. But if I try to recall what I heard. I felt like her mom said Luke was waiting for her.
Who is Luke? Who could he be? Is she saying the truth? She has already moved on in her life. She does not want me anymore. How is that possible? How could she do that? She is mine and she belongs to me. How could she even think about someone else? This is gonna drive me crazy. I am sure that I heard the name, Luke. If Luke were her new bf, then what would I do? How the hell would I handle this?
I am gonna kill this Luke for sure. No one could have her other than me. Gosh, I am talking nonsense. I just took a long, deep breath and pulled my phone out of my pocket, and dialed Jin's number and he picked up my call on the second ring. I could feel that my heartbeat was still not normal. And I am feeling so damn bad. This feeling is so annoying. I feel like I can not breathe properly.
Creation is hard, cheer me up!
Creation is hard, cheer me up!
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!