Episode 27

Ava's Point Of View,

"Why the hell you did not wake me up? It is so fucking late. Mom is so worried about me. Why you did not wake me up Lucas", I asked him as he was looking at me with a lot of emotions in his eyes. I do not know what he is thinking right now. I am feeling so scared all of the sudden. What if he asks about Luke? What the hell I am gonna say? How I will cover it for him? I know that he is the daddy of Luke and he has all the right to know about him, but I do not want to tell him about Luke yet.

He hurt me. He left me alone. He was not with me when I was bearing Luke, so he does not deserve to know about him until I will see if I can forgive him or not. And god knows what he will do if he will know about it. What if he tries to take Luke from me? What I will do then? I am not even rich to fight it with him in court and there is no way that I can afford to lose Luke. He is my heart of me, I will die without him.

"You were so tired baby, and you were sleeping so peacefully, so I did not dare to wake you up. So I let you sleep", he was not having any expression on his face, his face was neutral and it was really hard to understand what he is thinking.

"I should leave now. Thank you for everything you did for me today", I said and made my way out but he held my hand again and I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Why he always makes things complicated for me? It is really hard to leave him alone.

"Let go, Lucas. I am getting late. Mom is worried for me, and I have some work to do. I have to leave", I said and turned my face to him.

"I send your car to your home", he said and I just looked at him with wide eyes. He knows where I live, oh god. Is that mean he knows about Luke too? What the hell I will do if he already knows about him? No, no, that can not happen. If he knows about him then he would talk about him for sure. He does not know anything, right? I just gulped hard and took a deep breath.

"Do you know where I live", I asked him and he slowly nodded his head.

"How do you know? I mean if you know where I live then why did you take me here", I asked him and I know I asked a tough question coz he does not know the answer. He was just finding an excuse to spend some time with me, so he did.

"You are getting late right? You should leave now. Let me drop you", he said and I quickly shook my head. There is no way that he can drop me. He will see Luke for sure and the moment he will see Luke, he will know the truth in the same second. Luke exactly looks like him, same eyes, the same skin tone, and the same face cut. He just looks like his carbon copy and then I do not know what will happen. So there is no way that I can take such a risk.

"No, no, Lucas, I am fine. I can go by myself, and by the way, thank you for your offer, and for the food too", I said to him with a fake smile. I grabbed some cash from my bag and placed it on the table.

"This is for such yummy food and for your offer, you cook really great", I said with a smirk on my face and I saw how he got angry and how his eyes turned red due to anger. I know I am hurting him. Maybe my words are piercing his heart but he has no idea what he did to my heart. He has no idea how much he hurt me, so this is nothing in front of what he did to me. He came close to me and held my arms tight and pulled me close to him. I cried out as it was hurting so much. I know he can not control his anger, and maybe I just triggered his anger and now he is hurting so much.

"How dare you do this to me", he asked me as he grabbed my jaw. It was hurting like hell but I did not do anything. I was looking straight into his eyes. I did not cry in pain. It was great to see him burning in his own rage.

"Aww, my baby is angry. What happens, Lucas? Are you hurt, you did not like my words", I teased him and he got angrier than before.

"Why Ava, why you are doing this? You know I am really guilty. Please just give me one chance to fix this", he said and I saw how the wave of pain raised into his eyes. I really did not enjoy seeing him in pain, but I just want him to make feel the same pain I felt.

"I am so sorry if you are hurt Lucas, but you have no idea how much you hurt me. You have no idea how I felt when you left me in the aisle, on our wedding day. You have no idea how I was feeling when people were looking at me with pity in their eyes. You know nothing, so just stay away from me", I just get rid of his grip and took my bag, and left from there without even looking back at him.