Episode 16

Lucas's Point Of View,

"I am sorry. I really did not mean to hurt you, Ava. You know that I really love you. Please just try to understand. I did not want to do that. It just happened. You provoked me", I said to her. I know I should not blame her for this. What I did is really bad and I am feeling guilty already. I was never like this before, but the words and the tone she is using to me, it is hurting me so badly. Her words are piercing my heart for real and I just do not know how the hell I should deal with it.

"Are you satisfied now Lucas? Are you really happy now", she asked me as she wiped her tears and looked at me. As I looked down for some seconds.

"Just do not let me see you again Lucas", she said as she made her way out but I just held her hand.

"Ava, why there is a scar on your belly? What scar is that? How did you get it? Who hurt you? Tell me now", I asked her as I just could not stop thinking about this since I woke up and I just have to know this no matter what, but as I expected, she jerked my hand and looked at me with angry eyes.

"That is not your fucking business Lucas. Just stay fucking away from me. And forget what happened the last night, that is not gonna happen again", I could see the rage in her eyes. She was looking so serious. No matter how much she loves me. I could see that anger is bigger than that love and there is no way that she will forgive me easily.

"At least have breakfast. I made a hangover drink for you. Also, do not dare to drink again. You can not handle this. So you are not allowed to drink anymore", I tried to warn her but she was not glaring at me with her angry eyes as if she will eat me alive. She came close to me and snapped her fingers in front of my eyes.

"You are fucking no one to tell me what to do. No matter if I spend a night with you, still you are no one to me, understand", she was loud this time, and seems like she remember my words from the last time. So she used it for me.

"And also, you need that hangover to drink more than me, so help yourself, goodbye", she made her way out and without even looking at me, she just left the house.

Ava's Point Of View,

It was really fucking hard for me to leave that place, all those old memories were running into my mind since I woke up in his bed. I know that I should not have done that. I should not have drunk and should not get drunk and should not have ended up at his place.

I know I made a mistake, but I am not feeling guilty and I am not regretting it. There is a place in my heart. That small part that I am hiding from myself, that small part who still loves him so much, that small part is really happy about what happened.

No wonder I was hell drunk but I still remember everything he said to me. I still remember every single word he said. No matter how much I am angry with him, I can not ignore the fact that he is still so loyal and still so lovely and a gentleman, who knows how to respect women.

I remember that he was trying to push me away. He was trying to resist but I did not let him. I wanted this to happen and I am happy, but that does not mean that I will forgive him so easily. I had a wonderful night and I am happy but he is not allowed to know that.

He needs to earn my trust again. He needs to show me that he will not leave me again as he did before. Then I could think about us again, till then I am gonna give him a hard time. I was so lost in my thoughts when I realized that my phone was ringing and I quickly pulled it from my bag and I saw my mom's number and I picked it very next second.

"Hey mom, good morning", I said happily but I heard something horrible.

"Are you even into your senses Ava? You are wishing me good morning. Where the hell you were the whole night? You know very well that Luke does not sleep without you? Then where the hell you were? Tell me right now, he was crying for you the whole night", I heard her worried voice and I just cursed under my breath. How the hell I could be so stupid and careless?

"I am so sorry mom. How is he now? I am on my way. Please just take care of him some more time and soon I will be there", I said as I am feeling extremely guilty now. I am feeling so bad for him. How could I forget about him? That was really a selfish move.

"No need to hurry now. He is fine and now sleeping, so take your time now. I am not scolding you baby, but it is just you know how sensitive Luke is. He does not sleep until you do not show up, so it was really tough for me to make it up for him", mom said. Her voice was gentle this time and a small smile came on my face.

"I know mom. I am so sorry that you had to handle this alone. I am just coming soon and I know very well how to make it".