Episode 15

Ava's Point Of View,

"I do not fucking love you Lucas. And the last night was nothing for me but lust. Yeah, that was pure lust. Maybe I missed your fuck. So that is why I could not control it. And maybe I did not fuck anyone since last week so I was somehow craving for it. So it was you this week. Thank you for satisfying me. I will pay for this for sure. I had fun, seems like you did a great job. So I should pay you extra, right", she said and she just pulled some cash from her bag and placed it on the table.

"You could ask more if you want for your excellent performance", I smirked at him and I have an idea what he is feeling right now. Anger built up in his body as I felt that his veins were popping out and his eyes were also getting red. I always used to get scared of his look, but this time I just have to act strongly at least in front of him.

Lucas's Point Of View,

"How you fucking dare to say that Ava. How could you say that? How the hell you could even think that way", I asked her as I pulled her hand and pushed her into the wall. She had no idea that she awaken the beast inside me.

She should not have said such creepy words to me. I know she is mad at me but that does not mean she could talk rubbish about me or herself. I know her so well. She is not like this. She could never be like what she said.

"What you think you are doing Lucas? Just let me go right now", she tried to protest while she know that she is nothing in front of me. I am a hundred times stronger than her but she still tried to get rid of my grip.

"How you fucking dare to say that", I held her jaw and I know I should not do that, but it was not my fault. She made me angry and now I can not control it.

"What happened, Lucas? Why you are acting like a raging bull, huh? I only said the truth but seems like you did not like it, huh", she said. I held her jaw even tighter and she cried in pain.

"Leave Lucas, you are hurting me like this. Just let me go right now", she cried in pain again, but I just do not know what the hell I should do at this time. Her words are ringing in my head, again and again.

She is just doing it to make me feel regretful and I just do. I regret every single second after I came back. I did not want to go but I had to go and she had no idea about what happened and she is not even ready to listen to me. She does not even want me to explain it and I just feel like why the hell I can not control it. I really wish I could change it anyhow. I saw that she was really hurt and I really should not do this so I just let her hand go and she rubbed her hand slowly. She has hurt because of me again.

"Do not you dare to touch me again Lucas? You will regret it", she was really trying to warn me. How dare she does that. She knows so well that I hate it when someone tries to warn me. It feels like someone trying to challenge me and after that, I have to do that thing.

"You know I hate this when someone tells me what to do", I asked her and she just took a step back.

"I know you very well Lucas. Do not you dare to do that with me. I no longer belong to you. So you can not touch me without my permission", she again warned me and that was it. I could not control it. This was too much for me. I held her hand and pulled her hard to me.

she was again pinned to the wall and her hands were about her head and my lips were on hers. She was trying her best to struggle but it was no use. She knows that she could not get rid of my grip until I want this.

So here I was shirtless and kissing her like a hungry animal. I was really got blind by rage as I did not realize that I was hurting her again. I was sucking her lips and she cried in pain, and then somehow I felt the taste of metal.

That is when my eyes got open and I realized that she was crying. I came back to my senses and looked at her face. Tears were rolling down her cheeks and she was crying. She was not even looking up. I cursed under my breath as I pulled my hair in anger and frustration.

How the hell I could do that? How the fuck I could hurt her again? Why I am so stupid? Please someone just kill me right now for hurting her.