5) Being there for myself

I am done being there for people ! I need some time alone for myself. Everything and everyone seems toxic to me , even if they're not.I don't hate anyone nor am I depressed. There's this thing about energy , the more you use it , the faster it drains. My energy just keeps draining these days , with nothing left for myself. I love helping others , I love being there for them , I love it more when they're there for me too. But I just need a while , alone with myself. Where I explore my pains , my laughter , my choices.... My Life. I want to sulk , without explanations. I want to dwindle in my fictions .Time being , I just want to be invisible . Where no one can see my importance nor my flaws. Where I am just me ,however I may be, and just for myself.