Chapter 6

"He's in a c.o..ma?"

"Yes, but we are doing everything we can to keep him alive."

"When will he...wake up?"

"We dont know, we are still running tests as we speak"

I started crying uncontrollably thinking of the worst possible scenarios. What if he never wakes up? I wouldn't be able to live with myself, the guilt is unbearable.

"Can I see him?"

"Not yet, I'm afraid, we will notify you when you can."

"Ok, thank you."

"Oh and here's a spare shirt as we noticed you currently don't have one."

"Sorry, I was to focused on daichi."

As soon as the doctor handed me the shirt he left the room. That's when i ran to the bathroom, hid in one of the stalls and started cutting. This was all my fault. I dont deserve to live if he dies.