Nostalgic
Chapter 45
~Mutaq~
“ What if, what if I never forget her, what if all my life if I meet someone new I can never fall for them…I can never be with them, I can never hand my heart over to them because they aren’t you..that person isn’t you Nura.”
Every time I look in her direction, that scene of me crying in front of her in Japan before leaving. I really made myself a fool in front of her but even after that I still wanted her to notice me. I don’t know if I’ve actually been in love with Nura all my life, or I just felt dependent on her undying concern for others. How she carried herself, her smile…everything about her inspired me. I think I mistook my admiration for her.