I started to feel nervous,
Fine then . . . I took a deep breath and said my werewolf's name Adrianne . . .
The moment that I was turning into a werewolf, I felt magical.
My whole body felt warm and I could feel my bone shifting around, underneath my fur.
I could feel my sense sharper - I could hear every twig that was being snapped under every passing werewolf.
I could smell all of the different kind of flower that was growing in the forest and I could see every little detail from the passing wolves.
It was a really special feeling - I loved it. Soon, the beautiful moment faded when I finished shifting, making me realize that I was still alone.
I didn't know if I should walk or run like the others.
I didn't know if I should hunt or watch.
I didn't know if I should sit down and watch every wolf having fun.
I didn't know if I should do anything.
I didn't want to do something wrong and look like an outside.
Adrianne? I thought.
Maybe I should ask Adrianne what to do But Adrianne didn't reply.
'Adrianne?' I asked again, but again she didn't reply.
If a wolf could frown, I think I am frowning. I never felt so lost before. I decided to slowly walk into the forest, but then I didn't see any other werewolves.
Not even Ali and Cole were here.
'Where is everyone?'
I thought, they were all gone.
I leaned against a tree and squeezed my eyes shut.
I forced myself not to cry. I really never felt so lonely before.
Maybe if I didn't throw away the promise ring, I would have never felt like this
Maybe if I made a longer speech about Ryan at the Night of Engagement, he wouldn't do this to me.
Maybe if I brought him a promise ring too, he would be happy.
Maybe if I didn't nearly gotten myself killed, Ryan wouldn't have acted like he is annoyed at me.
Maybe if I never changed myself into a werewolf, I didn't have to worry about what to do.
I opened my eyes and tried to push my lonely down, when I saw him.
The smell of him was so strong, I knew it was Ryan.
I couldn't stop staring at him, his fur was beautiful - it was silver and gray mix together.
But that didn't stop the fact that all of my emotion were spilled out, all at once - frustration, anger, annoyance, happiness, hate, intolerance, sadness and embarrassment.
I blushed on the inside, he probably heard all of my thought.
'YES, I DID' Ryan's voice popped into my mind and I jumped a little.
Soon, my heart was beating fast, really fast and I could feel my heart at my throat.
'He is my mate . . . He is truly my mate, I could hear his thoughts, I could smell his sent strongly and feel him vividly'
'ARE YOU JUST GOING TO BE STANDING HERE, THINKING ABOUT ME ALL NIGHT??' Ryan asked as if he was in human form, I bet he was smirking.
I blushed and I could feel joy spread through me.
No!
I THOUGHT YOU WERE FOR A SECOND. ANYWAYS, LET'S GO!! Ryan said and I could hear the excitement in his voice.
My heart continued to pound as we ran into the forest.
It was an amazing feeling - being next to your mate and running in the cold, chilly wind that combs through your fur.
'LET'S SEE WHO RUNS FASTER! RACE DOWN TO THAT TREE!' Ryan exclaimed taking off.
'Hey!!!! Stop cheating!!! We didn't start at the same time!!' I shouted.
I could hear Ryan's laughter in my mind.
I can't help but grin.
I decided to pick up my speed and I realised I never liked running this much.
It was awesome running, maybe I could join the school cross - country and track team if I get to school the next -
'AHHH!'
'Ouch!!'
We both said at the same time.
YOU RAN INTO ME!!! Ryan said.
'Ooopsss My bad' I said, trying to sound innocent.
'YOU'RE GONNA PAY FOR THAT!' Ryan said and I knew right away that I should be running.
'Well, you deserve that! You got a head start and it is considered cheating. You deserve that, so -' '
'AHHHHH!' Ryan jumped onto me and was holding me to the ground.
'Hey!!!' I cried.
'HEY' Ryan casually said back like we are talking in a conversation.