#Chapter162
/"This is not how I imagined spending the last day of the year./" Amber groans, holding me up by my arm, Liam on the other. I can walk, but they insisted that precausion was necessary.
/"Sorry, guys, I just- I couldn't spend another day locked inside the house without... Well you know./" I muster up a shitty apology for the shitty situation I'm in.
Axel's been gone a week today and I can't stand to even think about it.
Honestly, he spends the night with a woman and has the audacity to not apologize, blame it all on me, leave and not speak to me for a week?
Part of me is mad. Furious, even.
But a greater part is sad, sad to the point of not knowing whether I'll ever be happy again. I'm due in two weeks.
Two weeks.
In two weeks I'm having a baby with a person that I'm not speaking with - how is that for not being ready to be a parent?