Chapter 142: Drunk For Love

That day I was at home chatting with her when I heard the doorbell ring. Before then, she had asked me if I was home and I told her that I was home, I never knew that she planned to visit. So when she knocked, I ran to the door to see who was at the door. Of a fact, after that ritual with the mysterious man at the Elegushi beach, I'll say that everything that used to happen to me changed, I can't hear thoughts neither can I hear from far like before, I became, a normal teenager. So, I was shocked to see that it was Cynthia, she had looked even more fire and cute, it felt to me like I have not seen her for years. Immediately I opened the door, Cynthia entered and jammed the door, immediately as we still stood, she held me and started kissing me, I kissed her back, oh, the feeling was divine, I have missed her a whole lot.

"Good morning sweetheart, please tell me what you have done to me, that I can't just remove you from my thoughts as mom had warned me to? Baby I feel am too in love with you like I meant that, I think that my love for you has gone off normal, do you know that it has gotten to the extent of dreaming of you all night and having wet dreams almost all the night, I am even frustrated at myself, I even tried to uhm...to maybe give you some space, just as mom said, maybe I will be fine. It is not like I was never going to leave you, it's just that m, I think that I was becoming addicted to you. And mom saying that I should not see you were a good idea, because it might help put me in check, but no, all I got was wet dreams..."

So she said to be as soon as we broke the kiss, she held me by the hands and took me to the chair where we sat to discuss.

You know, all these while, I thought I was the only one who missed her like hell, but with this, she just proved to me that the feeling was mutual. That day, I was just dumbfounded, normal days, it would be me doing more of the talking, but today, Cynthia did almost all the talking while I just sat feeling good and happy that my girl still loves me no matter what.

"I have been waiting for mom and dad to leave so I can sneak to your side, I have missed you, I have missed your smell, I want to bury myself in your smell today so I can have it forever smelling on me, or at least for a while."

So she said and I responded saying.

"I have missed you too my love."

Poor me, look at me who love to pride myself as a poet, I am now short of words I do not even know what I must say to her.

"My love I am very sorry for being so blunt with my words today, is Is just that I have been craving you too much lately, I have even tried to avoid chatting with you for a while, you didn't notice it? Yes, I did that because of my own sanity. I have noticed that every day I crave you even more. Do you even know what I am thinking of now? I am thinking of doing crazy things with you, I am feeling like completing what we started the other day. Now more than ever, I want to wrap myself in your arms, engraved in your touch, to dive my nose in your scent, frankly baby, I am craving you every day, but the thought of losing myself, always makes me scared."

So she said as he folded herself in my arms curling herself like a snake in my body, diving her nose even on my junk.

"Baby, why are you always hard, there is never a time that I have seen or noticed soft, why is it so?"

She asked. Oh my God, Cynthia has come again, this was the thought in my head immediately she asked the question, what was I supposed to give her as an answer? Why won't I be hard? See the way she is pressing her sumptuous body on me, what kind of a guy won't get hard, and let her listen to herself and tell me if she won't get hard if she had been a boy like me. Looking at her I know that I have no answer for her, but I got the answer to what she really needs.

Now I raised her head up and looked her deep in the eyes, I have never seen her like this before, yeah I know that she missed me, I also do, but Cynthia is often shy around me, yeah she is outspoken and a girl of art, but when it gets to me and her together and alone, she is a shy little girl. It was only now that I realized the taste I got from her kiss earlier, she had been drinking. 

"Hey girl, what have you been drinking."

I asked as I now perceived it, she had been taking red wine.

"Hahaha, just shot up and kiss me, stop asking me questions, I just took a glass of red wine."

So she said. Now I realized why she was like that, common, it is only traditional that I do more of the talking. I never know that I could be so dumbfounded like this before, thank God she was not her true self, else I wonder what she was up to. Right now I only gave her a soft kiss, before I realized that she had drunk, I had a lot of things that I would have loved to do with her, like ending what we had started as she said, but just realizing that she was nit herself killed the vibe.