Chapter 29

sorrow!"

"Alcohol is not the solution to your problem Joshua! Even if you are drunk now... when the effect of alcohol passes you will remember your problem again. The sadness you feel will return"

"Then Annaliza, what should I do?

do?" How can I accept my failure!"

"Turn your attention to others... you'll forget about Nadia too. I'm here to help you, Joshua?" "A-Annaliza!"

"Come in Joshua, you're here spend the night... join me in my solitude. Like you, I miss you too... your love is what I long for Joshua!"

Joshua doesn't know, but this time he seems to be submissive to Annaliza. Maybe his mind is just a mess. So even if he wanted to avoid the woman, he couldn't. In these times he needs sympathy. Someone who can understand him and relieve him of all his resentment "Do you want to eat Joshua?" This is what Annaliza said when they entered the house. I don't feel like eating!"

"Don't destroy yourself Joshua, you know it's only painful in the beginning. After a while you will accept that too!"

Joshua did not respond. In his mind there was a negative thing. It seems like he can't just accept everything--- he can't forget Nadia. But there was hopelessness. But how else can he fight for his love if Nadia is the one who hates him. The

"Joshua, I'm here... I'm ready to give everything to you... I love you so much!" Annaliza said again.

Joshua looked at the girl. The woman came. Apparently teasing. Joshua smelled the woman's fragrant breath. The fascinating master of that body. Then Annaliza moved again.

Kissed Joshua on the lips. Feel the the young man kissed the girl teasingly. Annaliza sweet lips are the lips that revived Joshua's sleeping blood.